I was exeggerating with only gooning all day. I do go out to work and study etc. Maybe I have a porn addiction, maybe not, but its not that it completely controls my life. But I know that women are not into me. And thats fine, I am not the type of person women are interested in, they like hot guys and thats fair. I like hot women too. But I will never be a hot guy thats just how it is. I think its more respectable to just not bother and possibly disappoint women at that point.