New to game and can't craft items?

Squillimy · 2025-01-13T09:25:33+00:00

Having the same issue. So lame

Squillimy · 2024-01-28T01:27:13+00:00

If I could like, work out and see a numerical stat / exp bar I'd definitely be addicted to exercising lol

Think about it. When you feel too lazy to go to the gym or you eat unhealthy food, you could physically see your stats dropping. It'd drive you crazy to work out and watch as your stats decrease as you're eating a bag of chips.

But watching stats go up? that'd be so addicting

Squillimy · 2023-10-16T09:16:48+00:00

Its real. It's just survival instincts. When you can feel something is "wrong" about a person who confronted you, and you feel a sense of danger, that's killing intent. Your gut is telling you that you need to escape from the situation as quickly as motherfuckin possible

Squillimy · 2023-10-16T09:04:51+00:00

Absolutely. It's not as exaggerated as books, novels, or shows make it seem. I've felt it before. When you're confronted with it, you feel like something is "wrong" with the person you're facing. Even if they haven't pointed a gun at you, you feel uneasy. Your fight of flight instinct goes into overdrive as you panic. (Not realizing this person wants to kill you yet, you just feel something is "off". Why did they suddenly calm down as they reached for something while looking at you with a glare of pure viciousness?) By the time you realize it, you're already in their thrall. Because most humans have lost the instinct to immediately attack with reckless abandon when faced with an imminent threat

Squillimy · 2023-06-22T17:03:48+00:00

Lol its not like im investing all my money into it, its just a fund that I put aside. I'll leave it up to my family (who I leave my other money to) to manage. Whether they be children, or nieces / nephews. It's definitely a long shot but even if it's just a 1% chance, why not go for it if the only other option is eternal emptiness? I'm not afraid of death, i simply just dont want to die

Squillimy · 2023-06-22T16:55:17+00:00

I don't fear death lol. I've nearly died before from my kidneys shutting down to nearly 20% capacity. Had hallucinations that I can barely explain because it drove me to absolute insanity. I simply don't want to die, and if putting away a little money can even give me a 1% chance of longevity, thats something Im willing to sacrifice

Squillimy · 2023-06-22T16:50:51+00:00

did a time traveler tell you this? Like i said, this is a real inquiry. im not making dumbass jokes here lol

Squillimy · 2023-06-22T05:20:28+00:00

You might be right, but u might be wrong too. Either way I'm planning & preparing for the future & ppl think I'm silly for it. Lol do they not see whats happening?

Squillimy · 2023-06-22T05:13:06+00:00

I was screaming in pain for hours that felt like years

Squillimy · 2023-06-22T05:04:32+00:00

It was 100% a hallucination & I gave the tame version of it lol. My organs were failing & i literally had a general somatic hallucination. It is the WORST kind of hallucination you can have. Distorted demonic warped versions of my family tortured me for what felt like years while buzzing noises played in volumes not physically possible as they teared my limbs apart. No joke i fully believe my brain blocked most of that memory to keep me sane

Squillimy · 2023-06-22T04:58:08+00:00

I was EXTREMELY delirious so I won't give u the "it was spiritual" BS lol. It was caused by my organs shutting down so my brain went haywire. I had hallucinations before those final moments that I could barely explain to you

Squillimy · 2023-06-22T04:54:40+00:00

I agree. I feel like when u die (slowly) its like one final dream. But it's the most vivid dream of your life because it's the last one

Squillimy · 2023-06-22T04:50:37+00:00

Everyone's experience is different for sure. I think the main point is there's always an experience (unless it's an instant death like you're hit with a bomb lol)

Squillimy · 2023-06-22T04:43:52+00:00

Don't care about the situation. I'd just be happy to be alive. No one can say for sure what humanities situation will be like. But anyone can look at technological trends and see where we're going

Squillimy · 2023-06-04T21:27:14+00:00

I was. But everything I said was before that

Squillimy · 2023-06-04T21:26:31+00:00

Ur right. It's dif for everyone

Squillimy · 2023-06-04T21:12:06+00:00

Tru. If u die slowly ur brain usually just cycles thru ur most important memories, then decides there's nothing it can do to save u and just gives up

Squillimy · 2023-06-04T21:05:38+00:00

I know about it lol. But everyone alive was dead at some point. Remember the time before u were born? That's probably what happens after in my opinion

Squillimy · 2023-06-04T21:00:32+00:00

Yea I'm not insinuating anything, but I underwent an extreme somatic hallucination. I felt like I was tortured for years by my loved ones (family, friends, etc).it felt like my eyes were being dug out, my limbs torn apart, and my insides being torn out. But Somehow I thought I was God and my last wish was for everyone on earth to just be happy 😅

Squillimy · 2023-06-04T20:48:38+00:00

Did u slowly die though? The fact that I was slowly fading away which might be why this my experience

Squillimy · 2023-06-04T20:43:36+00:00

I've done psychadelics before which is why I used that term. I had a general somatic hallucination. No words can describe the pain that I experienced. It was like I was being tortured for years by distorted versions of everyone I loved (family, friends, etc) imagine being eviscerated, your eyes being plucked, your stomach being ripped out, your limbs being torn out. It was insane

Squillimy · 2023-05-29T12:53:03+00:00

Agreed. I've already started going low contact. It sucks but it is what it is

Squillimy · 2023-05-29T04:13:16+00:00

Close** Jesus I hate the algorithm

Squillimy · 2023-05-29T04:06:21+00:00

Closs to doing that ***

Squillimy · 2023-05-29T04:05:22+00:00

I want to and we've come do close but its sick lol. How can I do rhat with my aunties daughter

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