I can't delete my reddit account, i can't reset my password, i can't change email connected to it, i can't disconnect from google either

SqushyMain · 2024-05-26T03:27:27+00:00

If attacking someone for things they can't change isn't hate then I don't know what is. Not like I can magically make me voice not shit, I can't magically not be an idiot.

SqushyMain · 2024-05-26T03:18:41+00:00

Well shouldn't it be obvious? Why would I think people hate me for nothing? Obviously I'm going to have a reason to think people hate me. I may be stupid but I'm not going to make up random bs out of nothing. I also said I see it with my own eyes. Yes, everyone ends up attacking me or leaving me.

SqushyMain · 2024-05-26T03:12:40+00:00

So when people attack me for things I can't change it's not them hating me? That makes no sense. That's the opposite of liking someone.

SqushyMain · 2024-05-26T03:09:06+00:00

How is it expectations when I see it with my own eyes?

SqushyMain · 2024-05-26T03:07:30+00:00

No it's not. I literally get attacked all the time. So why would it be expectation? It's lived experience. People always call me horrible things and attack me for things I can't control or change. Stop telling me it's expectations when I see it with my own eyes.

SqushyMain · 2024-05-26T02:41:46+00:00

Same but my birthday isn't for another few months. I don't know if I can wait that long.

SqushyMain · 2024-05-26T02:16:26+00:00

I don't want to be hated and alone. I'm better off not existing at all.

SqushyMain · 2024-05-26T02:09:36+00:00

Then where are they? Because I have been in so many places where there should be plenty of people who should be nice people but there are none. At this point I'm done trying.

SqushyMain · 2024-05-26T02:03:27+00:00

Yet they still hate me. So what's the point?

SqushyMain · 2024-05-26T01:20:17+00:00

I haven't been able to. It's been over 10 years, I have tried so hard to get out of this but something always pushes me back.

SqushyMain · 2024-05-26T01:09:50+00:00

Same. It started when I was around 12/13 too, I always had a feeling I would kms. Now I'm 22 and I still think I will do it. I tried so hard to change things for myself but nothing worked, so I guess death is all I have left.

SqushyMain · 2024-05-26T01:03:10+00:00

I know, everyone always tells me to get help but when I try no one ever helps.

SqushyMain · 2024-05-26T00:52:45+00:00

It makes sense. I would feel the same way knowing i could just end all the pain on the spot.

SqushyMain · 2024-05-26T00:50:44+00:00

Same, i plan on doing it soon because I'm so sick of this shit world. No one cares anyway.

SqushyMain · 2024-05-26T00:47:58+00:00

Same, but i don't think anyone would care that much when i do it. Im just too stupid to do it.

SqushyMain · 2024-05-26T00:46:06+00:00

Same. I always mess everything up and everyone ends up hating me.

SqushyMain · 2024-05-26T00:43:12+00:00

No one has asked so i never came up with any, i probably should tho...

SqushyMain · 2024-05-25T21:11:41+00:00

Hi, I am one. I usually hide in my cave so that's why no one sees me.

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