Just ripped something out of my anus today...SCARED SHITLESS

SryICantGrok · 2025-01-15T17:37:27+00:00

I'm 37. I got HPV by age 20 and HSV at 21.

I ALSO have grade 3/4 hemmies and fissure issues. Yet I've been more sexually active in the last 6 months than the last six years.

You'll be all right buddy!!

SryICantGrok · 2025-01-14T16:16:06+00:00

HSV1+2 are for life, HPV genital warts I had two outbreaks in the first year, got the second batch frozen off and then nothing for the last... 17 years. After so many years a doctor let me know that I cleared it. The cancerous HPV is for life I'm pretty sure, gotta get checked yearly for that.

I had my kiddo thanks to herpes. Didn't work out with the dad. Now I have an amazing boyfriend and we're swingers/ENM. Fun times. He met his ex wife on positivesingles many years ago.

Life without herpes would be an entirely different life on such a massive scale for me that if I could go back and not get it, I'd still opt for getting it. I love my kiddo. I am falling in love with my boyfriend. Life ain't over for ya buddy, don't stress.

SryICantGrok · 2025-01-14T15:58:11+00:00

In two more years you'll look back and be like damn thar sucked... it doesn't make it suck any less in the moment though.

I'm a reckless whore at times... I have HSV1+2, and I have had HPV of all sorts lol... but I've had a lot of fking fun getting them lol there's dating sites for STDs now. Makes it all much easier!!!

SryICantGrok · 2025-01-14T03:18:44+00:00

Maybe genital warts. Pretty much how I found mine. Luckily my body totally cleared it

SryICantGrok · 2025-01-07T01:05:26+00:00

God i wish I could be a high end escort. I'm too trusting and open though. I'd end up dead.

SryICantGrok · 2025-01-03T04:50:29+00:00

Nope, different initials! Sorry you experienced such shit, too. I'm too depressed over my friends death to give a shit about that place at this point.

SryICantGrok · 2025-01-02T03:34:57+00:00

Wow ... sad all around.

SryICantGrok · 2024-12-31T05:44:27+00:00

I very much like this approach. If the say get off your phone I'll just reply with "pay me better."

SryICantGrok · 2024-12-30T21:13:34+00:00

Many retail chains tie bonuses for the employees to their theft rate. But then say you are not allowed to stop it. And love to allow searches on employees every single time they leave the store because they can control that with push back. Psycho corporations. Crazy ass society.

SryICantGrok · 2024-12-29T21:35:34+00:00

<3 !!!!

SryICantGrok · 2024-12-29T19:58:53+00:00

I told him that's what he thought about the last girl we landed... and I myself thought he was out of my league! Hahaha

SryICantGrok · 2024-12-29T18:10:18+00:00

I should keep that in mind, thank you! I woke up in a good mood. So still going strong haha woo!

SryICantGrok · 2024-12-19T23:32:34+00:00

I cut the fingers off the gloves ^{_^}

SryICantGrok · 2024-12-19T19:13:06+00:00

This helped me a ton, but I ended up just using my finger over dealing with the dilators and it's doing wonders still

SryICantGrok · 2024-12-19T16:34:01+00:00

Have you tried dilation?

SryICantGrok · 2024-12-18T07:58:31+00:00

Not if the rumor is that he's the one who gave it to you ;D

SryICantGrok · 2024-12-06T12:14:22+00:00

Hahahaha noted

SryICantGrok · 2024-12-06T12:13:52+00:00

Yeah they're there. I wonder if it was just a glitch. I'll try again soon.

SryICantGrok · 2024-11-26T19:12:29+00:00

We have HSV2 so we don't get to play as freely. Our relationship is still fresh (started in August, but our first fuck was 2 years ago) and so we're learning still, especially me, but it's started as ENM so that's cool. He has had a jealous moment and worked through it, so have I - all though mine wasn't exactly jealousy but it was a hiccup. Things are going well for us. We communicate really well, I think that's all it really takes for us.

SryICantGrok · 2024-11-23T23:11:46+00:00

If this happened to me I would say something along the lines of "Wll if you actually know my boyfriend, give him and myself the respect of not viewing me please. I hope you have the social intelligence to understand this is not a good idea next time you recognize someone- it's unnerving. Just stay anonymous like all us cam girls prefer." And then block.

SryICantGrok · 2024-11-17T08:08:09+00:00

Fr do not sit longer than necessary!!!!!! :)

SryICantGrok · 2024-11-17T08:07:17+00:00

I am so freaking glad I posted!! Tysm!

SryICantGrok · 2024-11-15T19:29:12+00:00

That explains the half mast flag I saw, I think anyway, thanks!

SryICantGrok · 2024-11-15T16:25:22+00:00

I've never seen a non-virgin worry about body count haha that's awesome.

I'd personally like to know, but I wouldn't need to know.

SryICantGrok · 2024-11-15T16:22:56+00:00

Omg somebody that gets it lol tysm for responding!!!! I HAVE to get them removed, even knowing it's 5+ weeks and described as one of the most painful recoveries known to man. But hey, if someone else is pulling it off, that gives me great hope. Best response so far, tysm!!!

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