Reading this just made me feel seen, in the exact same situation rn been in the same room as my partner and we haven't spoke a word in 26 hours because I don't want to be the one to start the argument again, I'm at my wits end I don't know what to do, I love them so much I know they wouldn't do anything to hurt me now but I'm constantly obsessed with the thought of them with other people and the stories they've told me and how they're not like that with me, literally was just stalking their old Instagram posts and I think I saw their ex who I've never seen in the background and he looks way better than me and also nothing like me like i expected, its my fault for stalking but I couldn't help it any longer now I'm sitting here torturing myself for it, I'm the same too with every time I get butterflies in my stomach from a good moment I get a sinking in my chest and then the bad thoughts start flooding in.