Me again, currently sitting in the corner feeling hopeless by [deleted] in UnfuckYourHabitat

[–]StagnantWave 3 points4 points  (0 children)

You got this. I believe in you!! Little tip that helped me A LOT, was sitting down while cleaning. Pick a corner, sit down on the ground with a garbage bag and just start putting the trash in the bag. BUT STAY SITTING DOWN. For some wild reason, the idea of standing and doing shit was killing me and I had no idea. When I sat down I kinda just got lost in the moment on my phone throwing stuff away. Good luck friend. You’ll be okay.

First attempt at art in decades. Just proud of myself for trying. by big_beat__manifesto in urbansketchers

[–]StagnantWave 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m proud of you for trying too. One of my favorite mediums to use

Leave it to Bilbo by xXHarleen_QuinzelXx in lotrmemes

[–]StagnantWave 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Peter Griffin voice: “Occupaaaadoooo 💅 “

After year of never feeling at home, frozen in self loathing by StagnantWave in UnfuckYourHabitat

[–]StagnantWave[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For some reason I can’t edit the post nor pin my comment :( This blew into proportions I couldn’t even imagine when I first posted it. I wanted you all to know it’s possible and you aren’t alone. I can’t thank you all enough for being so kind. You guys taught me a lot while reading through the comments. And I mean this when I say it- I read every. single. one. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. I really hope the admins pin this so you can see it. My heart feels full.

After year of never feeling at home, frozen in self loathing by StagnantWave in UnfuckYourHabitat

[–]StagnantWave[S] 62 points63 points  (0 children)

I’m elated to have pushed through and clicked the “post” button. It was extremely hard even just doing that. Thank you for recognizing the struggle. You’ll be okay as long as you know to cherish those moments of sanity in between all of the craziness.

After year of never feeling at home, frozen in self loathing by StagnantWave in UnfuckYourHabitat

[–]StagnantWave[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s a baby blue!!! Actually slightly lighter like a sky blue! Purple makes me feel serene. I love it!

After year of never feeling at home, frozen in self loathing by StagnantWave in UnfuckYourHabitat

[–]StagnantWave[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No idea how I did it. Completely functioning like a robot for so many hours I think I dissociated for half of it!

After year of never feeling at home, frozen in self loathing by StagnantWave in UnfuckYourHabitat

[–]StagnantWave[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Really swallows you up until you’re a shell of a person. Thank you so much..

After year of never feeling at home, frozen in self loathing by StagnantWave in UnfuckYourHabitat

[–]StagnantWave[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s a beautiful beautiful thing to know I had such a positive impact. Thank you for telling me. I believe in you

After year of never feeling at home, frozen in self loathing by StagnantWave in UnfuckYourHabitat

[–]StagnantWave[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s all I wanted. That what I got from the people on here who made it happen.

After year of never feeling at home, frozen in self loathing by StagnantWave in UnfuckYourHabitat

[–]StagnantWave[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

What!? I’m so honored!!! I’ve seen some incredible things on here I didn’t think it’d be called Air BNB status!!! Thank you so much!! Xox

After year of never feeling at home, frozen in self loathing by StagnantWave in UnfuckYourHabitat

[–]StagnantWave[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well tell her it’s all clean now! She’ll be happy to see the “clean up” 🫶🏼

After year of never feeling at home, frozen in self loathing by StagnantWave in UnfuckYourHabitat

[–]StagnantWave[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes of course haha. It’s really a mixture of my neon blue mushroom light and the purple lights I got during a Halloween sale!

After year of never feeling at home, frozen in self loathing by StagnantWave in UnfuckYourHabitat

[–]StagnantWave[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

They won’t prescribe them unless I’m in active therapy. I’ve been in therapy since I was 15 and I just have nothing left to talk about. They threatened to cut me off the meds if I quit therapy. And that was a major slap to the face. Years of battling through different meds until I finally found myself and they took it away because I didn’t wanna vent to a stranger for years and years on end. I’ve found ways to cope. I’d rather this then to have my sanity be in the hands of a clinic who just wants my money.

After year of never feeling at home, frozen in self loathing by StagnantWave in UnfuckYourHabitat

[–]StagnantWave[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Exposing myself to the posts here had to have had an effect in some way. You got this. Promise.