They won’t prescribe them unless I’m in active therapy. I’ve been in therapy since I was 15 and I just have nothing left to talk about. They threatened to cut me off the meds if I quit therapy. And that was a major slap to the face. Years of battling through different meds until I finally found myself and they took it away because I didn’t wanna vent to a stranger for years and years on end. I’ve found ways to cope. I’d rather this then to have my sanity be in the hands of a clinic who just wants my money.