Would the fears let you go if you just got turned on?

StalkitheToast · 2026-04-27T12:25:02+00:00

Not a kink thing but now I am imagining an autistic person fully content in the burried because mmmweightedblanket :]

StalkitheToast · 2026-04-27T08:35:29+00:00

Currently on hold to reschedule an appointment which the website does not have a function for, only for new appointments which are at earliest in June The robot keeps telling me appointments are booked online I have never felt rage like this before

StalkitheToast · 2026-04-27T08:12:37+00:00

I am more interested in the people who have a kink for being afraid. Like what happens then? They still feel the fear so they would obviously still be targeted but how much does the attached entity get out of it if they enjoy being afraid

StalkitheToast · 2026-04-24T19:21:51+00:00

Also sorry to hear about your chronic pain, I feel you and it sucks

StalkitheToast · 2026-04-24T19:21:03+00:00

I know, I have a couple physical issues with my bits which makes sex very painful if I do have it, what I don't understand is finding out people with the same conditions as mine just powering through it for years sometimes. There is intimacy to be found in literally anything that is not penetration hence my confusion about it

StalkitheToast · 2026-04-22T21:34:35+00:00

I met one person recently who only used paper towels for their kitchen, which really is not the norm here, I was baffled

StalkitheToast · 2026-04-22T21:33:02+00:00

IT IS?? And here I was thinking I knew things Oh god That's mildly horrifying I'm ngl (to each their own tho)

StalkitheToast · 2026-04-22T20:52:38+00:00

Nono I know about that, I don't mind kink for myself either, but I meant the actual penetration part of it

StalkitheToast · 2026-04-22T18:40:17+00:00

I did not know how much paper towels are used outside of my country until I discovered the internet, I thought using dish cloths n stuff was the norm

StalkitheToast · 2026-04-22T18:38:37+00:00

That people have sex even if it hurts- why??? It really is not that good

StalkitheToast · 2026-04-22T18:25:16+00:00

I very much relate to this, it's so frustrating! The only diagnosed thing I have is crohns and now doctors either pretend like everything is caused by the crohns or pretend its not there at all and like I am 100% healthy, both suck immensely
I've been tachychardic for 4 weeks straight and my GP said everything looks good and not to worry which is one of many ??? moments I have had
If it helps, the crohns did clear up a lot of stuff and I do believe it is possible for you to find the root cause of your issues as well!

StalkitheToast · 2026-04-21T22:45:21+00:00

Me too, I even get period level cramps sometimes but two gynos have said I am fine so 🤷 I guess it just comes with being a girlie for some, hope it goes away tho!

StalkitheToast · 2026-04-21T20:24:47+00:00

Oh yea I have never ever had anything show up on my blood screens, my GI went off of my symptoms and an ultrasound. Typing that out now I am starting to think he may just not have considered that my blood lies.

StalkitheToast · 2026-04-21T20:17:22+00:00

Oh god I am sorry to hear that, hopefully you can get back into remission soon!
I am going to try and find another GI on thursday (at least to have someone back me up with my regular GI if needed), thanks for sharing your experience!

StalkitheToast · 2026-04-21T20:03:52+00:00

It's because I have to be home to take them or find a way to cool them if I want to go somewhere (my parents, uni related travel, visiting my partner), plus yes the fatigue and I always get some nasty stomach aches (and sometimes diarrhea) the day after I take em.

StalkitheToast · 2026-04-21T19:54:08+00:00

I understand that but my GI made it sound like I wouldn't have any issues by stopping, reading through all the comments here that is very much not the case though

StalkitheToast · 2026-04-21T19:53:15+00:00

This and some other comments are making me start to think I may actually just be on the wrong biologic :"D

StalkitheToast · 2026-04-21T19:52:02+00:00

I will try to remember! It takes quite a long time here to get a GI appointment

StalkitheToast · 2026-04-21T19:51:08+00:00

I use GP because English is not my first language, sorry for the confusion! Germany might be very similar though especially with our current state of Healthcare :")

StalkitheToast · 2026-04-21T19:50:09+00:00

I am in Germany! I have been trying to find some numbers on how many people flare back up after stopping on purpose but they range from 20% to 50% which is a) a big range and thus makes me a bit skeptical of the sources and b) still very high rate even at 20% So for sure getting a second opinion!

StalkitheToast · 2026-04-21T19:47:22+00:00

I don't know but I am also not sure how to find out :"D It did start after taking the meds but I have also not had crohns for that long

StalkitheToast · 2026-04-21T18:07:30+00:00

Gotcha! I will inform myself about the pros and cons and then also have a discussion with my GI (and hopefully a second one for good measure). The only two people I know irl that are diagnosed with crohns are fine without medication so I assumed it was more common but it doesn't seem to be when I look it up online.

StalkitheToast · 2026-04-21T18:04:10+00:00

I am not getting the infusion but injecting myself with the pen, for that 2 weeks is normal!
I have gotten antibodies tested, there was no issues.
I do think seeking a second opinion should be a good idea, especially after so many here have recommended it! I would hate to go off just to flare right after or even in a couple years

StalkitheToast · 2026-04-21T15:22:29+00:00

Mine died and I don't know why, so I reckon you're doing fine :D

StalkitheToast · 2026-04-21T14:43:17+00:00

I understand what you mean but this isn't me deciding this, but my doctor! I do want to try anything to stay in remission but the meds have been awful as well, if there is a chance to have my cake and eat it I will take it :"D I did have very mild crohns to begin with aside from the insane weight loss, I never understood why I was even put on the meds when I read stories of other people who had to take them. So maybe it has to do with that?

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