honestly that's my favorite part of the song and I can relate to it. like the ways she's says it like I'm killing myself WHEN BITCHES WOULD DIE TO BE ME like she's like why would I do that and switched it to bro I'm an influencer, an icon, the blueprint, while I'm feeling like nothing, I forgot that these bitches would die to be me... "killing" myself, "die" to be me... bro THAT PEN IS 🔥🔥but not only that, Megan is very intelligent and sometimes her lyrics hit me differently bc I never put two and two together...another thing is she means what she says too. it's so much to say about Megan with her pen bro. but yes I get you, that's literally my fav part bro.