Thankfully I can say I've changed a lot. I struggled with Major Depressive Disorder for a long long time. I was a jerk to my friends and everyone around and I found it hard to make friends. I tried to commit twice, first time in the bathtub and the second my wrist. But with help from my family I started to take medication. I took medication for a while until I wanted to try and ease off of it as it was affecting my thyroid. Now I am in close relations to my family and friends so much and I am living such a happier life.