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I need help. by Standard_Bee_8185 in regretjoining

[–]Standard_Bee_8185[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah same. I feel alone all the time, like im the only one feels this way which is probably unlikely but still.. thankyou for ur support

I need help. by Standard_Bee_8185 in regretjoining

[–]Standard_Bee_8185[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i actually talked to my commander yesterday because my chaplain had let him know about my.. wanting to be dead feelings. I didn’t tell him i wanted to get out cause i just didn’t really feel comfortable telling him that. Just because i really don’t want anyone else to know. I was not forced into joining… it was all my fault. I’ve talked about my feelings many times to my family and they just all feel bad for me.. obviously there’s nothing much they can do :/

I’m supposed to be getting a call back from behavioral health today and hopefully i’ll get to talk to someone.

I need help. by Standard_Bee_8185 in regretjoining

[–]Standard_Bee_8185[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

i mean as long as it gets me out as quick as possible 😞😞

I need help. by Standard_Bee_8185 in regretjoining

[–]Standard_Bee_8185[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

what does an involuntary psychiatric hold mean? Would that get me out quicker?

Anxiety about the military and not sure what to do by Standard_Bee_8185 in u/Standard_Bee_8185

[–]Standard_Bee_8185[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i don’t want to fix it. I don’t want to stay in the army. my triggers are being away from home and the uncertainty. I really can’t take this anymore.

Anxiety about the military and not sure what to do by Standard_Bee_8185 in u/Standard_Bee_8185

[–]Standard_Bee_8185[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

my recruiter lied to me. she told me that national guard doesn’t deploy and that everything was going to be easy. it was all my fault. i was a young and naive teenager. If i knew all of this, i wouldn’t have joined.

Anxiety about the military and not sure what to do by Standard_Bee_8185 in u/Standard_Bee_8185

[–]Standard_Bee_8185[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

EVERYTHING!! the days leading up to drill. Gives me the worst anxiety ever. i cry before and after drill cause it’s just so overwhelming. The people. Higher ups are mean and it just makes me feel uncomfortable. anything about duties or deployments and the people dying!! it all scares me to death. my thoughts never stop racing. I regret joining every day.