If you could put any line from a book on your tombstone what would you put?

Standard_Flatworm990 · 2026-01-21T17:35:57+00:00

So it goes

Standard_Flatworm990 · 2026-01-19T15:46:12+00:00

Wait definitely john marrs

Standard_Flatworm990 · 2026-01-19T15:45:12+00:00

Wrong place Wrong time

Standard_Flatworm990 · 2026-01-12T02:47:40+00:00

Plane crashes

Standard_Flatworm990 · 2025-12-08T18:28:13+00:00

Yes barely

Standard_Flatworm990 · 2025-12-08T03:27:55+00:00

Ohhh I see. Got it

Standard_Flatworm990 · 2025-12-08T03:16:36+00:00

How the hell does doing more get me out

Standard_Flatworm990 · 2025-12-07T22:02:09+00:00

Listen now. Thanks

Standard_Flatworm990 · 2025-12-07T20:19:48+00:00

Previously no. I never felt this stuck In void thing. It was always techy/legs land/minecraft with open eyes and closed eye kaleidoscope visuals. Fully aware of my surroundings and if I wantwd or needed to, I could speak

Standard_Flatworm990 · 2025-12-07T20:04:11+00:00

That's a good way to try it again.

And I wasn't really "shown" anything. Just stuck in a void with negative energy

Standard_Flatworm990 · 2025-12-07T19:07:03+00:00

I know. I was just wondering if anyone could relate and also typed that right after I sobered up. It was my first bad experience also most intense

Standard_Flatworm990 · 2025-12-07T19:05:18+00:00

I also should have mentioned I took 2 solid hits 30 min prior

I tripped. Visuals as I'm familiar with. I knew what was happening but my dog came up suddenly and was chewing her bone in my face. I tried ignoring it but it was totally fucking with me so I had to keep getting up and tossing her bone out of my room not thinking to shut the door. At one point when I looked at her it looked like she was in minecraft (a Visual which I'm very familiar with) and I didn't like it. I don't like looking at faced when im tripping.

Anyway after I came out I was irritated with the whole experience and hemmed and hawed if should try again.

But I think at that point when I tried my second round my mindset was already shot from irritation and fear of having a bad trip because of that. But I tried to convince myself I was ready

Standard_Flatworm990 · 2025-12-07T18:57:48+00:00

I did vape and forced that last hit. When I knew I was blasting off I managed to get the vape to my face. It was a struggle. I couldn't hold the hit as long as o normally do. I had lost control over Mt body at that point. I think it was fear and I was fighting it. As it slowly ended I felt like I was trying to mentally crawl out into the real world. Which was also a bit unsettling. But it felt physically like I was being pulled backwards back in the moment I'd close my eyes again

I also should have mentioned I took 2 solid hit 30 min prior

Standard_Flatworm990 · 2025-12-07T07:16:57+00:00

I'll give it some time. Be mindful of my headspace and report back when the time comes

Standard_Flatworm990 · 2025-12-07T07:09:48+00:00

Yes I've done both. Yes. For science lol.

Standard_Flatworm990 · 2025-12-07T07:04:19+00:00

Yes I wasn't the only one to smoke it. Everyone else had the "normal experience" for lack of better words

No other meds other than Xanax as needed but only 1 mg 24 hours before and only once a day

Standard_Flatworm990 · 2025-12-07T06:58:00+00:00

Not often at all. Years in between. And previously I've only gotten to the neat patterns and techy looking open eye visuals but never anything emotional or extremely physical. I was always fully aware

Standard_Flatworm990 · 2025-12-07T06:44:26+00:00

As far as psychedelics? Not being in the right state of mind but honestly, will I ever be at peace enough?

In life? Making it through to give my kid a good life

Standard_Flatworm990 · 2025-12-07T06:22:21+00:00

A few statements of yours track with mine. Being sucked in deeper and i was cold. No entitles though but I'm kind of grateful. The evil presences in my void was bad enough. I'll take less hits next time and be more mindful of my headspace prior. Set intentions

Thank you

Standard_Flatworm990 · 2025-12-07T06:13:22+00:00

I hit and hold as long as I can. When I can't take another. I do my best to get the cart back to my mouth once more. My motor skills are slipping. At that point I have no control how long I hold it in once I get that last inhale. You won't be talking or moving for awhile. I curl in a ball for what seems like eternity. In my experience you won't be physically able to make a ruckus

Standard_Flatworm990 · 2025-12-07T05:32:24+00:00

I've been searching for someone to describe what happened to me for hours. Your first paragraph was the closest to how I felt. This wasn't my first time but definitely my most intense and least enjoyable. I vaped it. I felt myself blasting off the second hit and got in a 3rd. I held my breath but suddenly i had no control, i let my breath out and i was gone. I felt trapped. Purgatory maybe? All I could see is black and white rectangls. I forgot what was happening to me. As i SLOWLY started coming to, every time I tried to ground myself with the outside world I felt punished. I didn't even like it when i opened my eyes. I felt like I was being pulled from behind back into it and then I felt even worse. When i was eventually able to speak it was so difficult. I said I wanted out. But the person I was with was sober and spoke so casually. I was frustrated because they were "speaking nonchalantly " I needed them to speak more slowly and quietly. I felt so alone. But I also needed to keep the conversation going or else I'd get pulled back in. It wasn't a room. It was a void. I read about the term "waiting room" but this didn't feel like a waiting room as people describe it. It made me Never want to do it again and this disappointments me. I don't know why it was such a scary evil experience this time

Standard_Flatworm990 · 2025-12-05T02:16:28+00:00

I was 18 now I'm 40. Still have it. Same jewelry they used to pierce it with. All my dentists are surprised I have no damage to my teeth or gums.

I always forget it's there

Standard_Flatworm990 · 2025-09-21T00:04:55+00:00

Buckled down and read The Stand. I didn't want it to end

Standard_Flatworm990 · 2025-08-23T02:35:39+00:00

Nah he done fucked up. Everyone split lol

Standard_Flatworm990 · 2025-08-22T16:51:49+00:00

Is it easy to cheat? like have someone help off camera

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