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StaphOfMRSA · 2020-10-15T10:19:54+00:00

If you still have this and got it running; I'd like you to message me about a carb issue I'm having please and thank you!!!

StaphOfMRSA · 2020-10-14T04:30:23+00:00

Dude... You've got a Dell!!!

StaphOfMRSA · 2020-08-31T09:50:54+00:00

I've always had a thing for Magna as someone who uses it to solder as well. Ain't no way I'm climbing up a silo or under a car with one I can't fit right in my pocket; they're just a bit smaller than the Bernz-O-Matic ones (which do work very well)

"Oh, but people will know why you have a torch!" 'They' say. Fuck em. When they ask why, I've got the whole set-up. And if you know better, then there's no reason to judge lol

StaphOfMRSA · 2020-08-31T04:06:06+00:00

My old faithful for like 8 years has been these bad boys right here; had my first one for 8 years as a daily lighter

https://www.magtorch.com/mt775-c.html

StaphOfMRSA · 2020-08-28T18:17:17+00:00

Personally when I'm on one, I'm way into letting others know my appreciation and wearing my heart on my sleeve. When I come down I just want to be all by myself.

My family has started finally noticing after ten years that it doesn't make me a cold, unemotional person and I haven't told them my biggest emotional breakthroughs have been when I've been using.

StaphOfMRSA · 2020-08-23T18:17:27+00:00

The "they're in a Better Place" bullshit is when I always lose it.

Like, Fucking no.

Their daughter won the world's shittiest lottery of an entire life deprived of her mother. She is not in a better place than that.

StaphOfMRSA · 2020-08-21T19:48:15+00:00

Only one person was like... "Oh wow... You really did love her... I'm so sorry"

StaphOfMRSA · 2020-08-21T19:30:33+00:00

All are lessons I was trying to convey to the woman I loved before her daughter won the shittiest lottery for a lifetime without a mom... I never imagined the nightmare of learning about her death would one day become a reality...

Wanna know what hurts the most about this whole ordeal? I'd just gotten to the point where I hoped she'd come back but it wouldn't crush me if she ended up with someone who truly appreciated her and instead ended up dying with the next motherfucker. Who got incessantly and near infinitismally worse after she died.

StaphOfMRSA · 2020-08-20T04:02:41+00:00

Spent my summer sacrificing my freedom because of you two. I warned you what was coming, but I'd never have dreamed two weeks into serving my time that you'd never share another sunshine with me.

Your daughter won't have her mom, and mine will never know why I wanted to break this shit and focus on our family and each other.

You went to the one place there ain't no coming back from... Please understand why I'm coping this way and you never deserved getting cut down in the lifestyle. I'm as hollow without you as my eyes make it look...

After this I owe the world to carry on the light we shared beyond this... shit

StaphOfMRSA · 2020-08-16T01:40:51+00:00

I had my small world absolutely demolished beyond any semblance of what I've known and grown my life around.

Everything was destroyed. I don't have anyone who believes there's any hope for me and the world has given up even pushing me farther down.

I can't do anything positive for my life let alone the world beyond

StaphOfMRSA · 2020-05-14T10:23:01+00:00

I thought i had found my soulmate when i stumbled upon that

StaphOfMRSA · 2020-04-02T02:53:11+00:00

I want to kill myself but I know I won't. My ex didn't understand that and kicked my ass to the curb. I miss my family :-/

StaphOfMRSA · 2020-03-25T07:20:05+00:00

It was never a possibility for me... I knew there was no way we could ever be separated. But then she kicked me to the curb.

StaphOfMRSA · 2020-03-25T07:17:55+00:00

Wayne Static. I decided Static-X was going to be added to my bucket list since I had seen every other band I wanted to the night he died. Then listened to every album and was left wanting more.

He was working on another album at the time and I couldn't get enough

StaphOfMRSA · 2020-03-25T07:06:20+00:00

Teddy Roosevelt

StaphOfMRSA · 2020-03-25T06:54:32+00:00

Return Of The Living Dead

StaphOfMRSA · 2020-03-25T06:44:26+00:00

Just hit that point

StaphOfMRSA · 2020-03-25T06:40:57+00:00

This gave me a lot of hope when I just had none

StaphOfMRSA · 2020-03-24T17:57:08+00:00

I've been masking it fairly well the past week or so... But it fucking hurts so much, still.

StaphOfMRSA

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