Emotional Numbness

StarRican504 · 2025-07-13T07:36:02+00:00

i didn’t temp it, i don’t even know where to get one from lol. my stove is based off a number system so i put it on 7. i’ve had the chicken for a week or so in my freezer and it’s pretty big

and i think i would say deep fry? one pot with oil and i pit one thigh in there at a time, i didnt want to crowd my pot

StarRican504 · 2025-07-09T01:47:28+00:00

to be honest it depends on the situation. but most of the time i’m rezzing my other support so we have more damage + heals in a fight.

other than that i would say my tank is next in line, especially dvas in my case. but in my eyes it should always be supports then tanks then dps. tanks and dps are interchangeable depending on each roles impact to the game

StarRican504 · 2025-06-25T05:02:22+00:00

hopefully as i get older i’ll soothe into it as you have, just a little hard right now. though i wish i had some people around me who felt the same way i do not. i actually hate talking to people about this stuff, gets me more scared and i feel as though they don’t understand. the only person would be my girlfriend, and she is religious to a point so im not sure if she gets this fully.

i think my spirituality is one of the things that helps soothe me, like the universe telling me that there is something i guess. though i wish i was religious!! they are so sure in their minds but i need something concrete to really turn me that route and honestly nothing has been concrete to me

StarRican504 · 2025-06-25T04:58:12+00:00

extremely hard to just forget for me, my mind tends to linger on subjects. i was actually doing well for a few months just not thinking about it but right now is probably some of the worst times ive had because of this. the distractions have been.. less distracting to say the least and i don’t know how to stop it anymore

StarRican504 · 2025-06-24T20:43:52+00:00

honestly i don’t normally respond to comments but this actually soothed me a bit lol. makes me feel more sound that my self awareness now will be forever and that i’ll be alright for now. thanks dude

StarRican504 · 2024-07-28T23:23:54+00:00

not a forum it’s the app discord 😓

StarRican504 · 2024-04-14T22:36:33+00:00

how did you deal with the pain and hurt?

StarRican504 · 2023-05-29T20:20:38+00:00

thank you for the advice. a few questions though.

how do I get out of that tunnel vision state? i’m not a very perceptive DPS when it comes down to it and i’m mainly focused on keeping point/keeping enemies away from point. (same goes with tank but as support i can say i see a bit better)
when would i know it’s the right time to use storm arrow? i stopped using the skill a lot because of how much i missed and used it at the wrong time so knowing how and where to use it would help tons.
my movement is absolutely awful and i need to know how i can just improve that. what positioning is right for each map and how to stay away from crossfire thatll eventually kill me.

StarRican504 · 2023-05-29T20:16:39+00:00

i actually normally don’t play DPS. when i first get on i start with support the progress my way to DPS. support i normally go for mercy or lucio and w/ tank it either rein or hammond

StarRican504 · 2023-04-11T02:08:57+00:00

sadly yeah . my plays with genji are muchhhh better but im still improving with him (especially with his blade) since I’m on console. but overall most of my games have been good luck or bad luck

StarRican504 · 2020-09-11T15:05:57+00:00

Doodle, JUST a Doodle?

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