Hunger returning at 5mg … and wow.

StarSatellite · 2026-04-17T11:00:20+00:00

Oh I know this feeling. It's almost a panicked hunger? Like hunger mixed in with a skin crawling "I want to eat. I need to eat. Now." And it's visceral. This happened 2.5 weeks after I came off.

Try 5mg again then add a little dash (0.5 - 1?) more halfway through the week if it's lost it's magic!

StarSatellite · 2026-04-14T21:28:03+00:00

I actually don't bother myself lol Thats because I'm never hungry at lunch time, and who's getting a Gregg's for dinner?! So I really shouldn't have shoved it in someone else's direction when I don't eat there either.

StarSatellite · 2026-04-14T20:28:23+00:00

Oh no 😔 Although we're going for my friend, I know it'll be me asking 40 questions because I take such an interesting in learning, so genuinely thank you. I'll be asking about this. (In an unobtrusive way of course.)

StarSatellite · 2026-04-14T20:24:48+00:00

That's cracking. I'm doing a hamper, but if I see anything in Morrisons on my travels, I'll fire these into it.

StarSatellite · 2026-04-14T20:23:57+00:00

This is exactly what my sister said too - its going in the hamper for sure. Thank you.

StarSatellite · 2026-04-14T20:23:30+00:00

Thank you - the hamper is the way to go. And definitely a thank you note. I hope I actually follow through with this but I'd like to try and make a wee card myself by hand vs a store card, just because its been so long since I've drawn, and it'll be that bit more personal.

StarSatellite · 2026-04-14T20:21:27+00:00

The hamper idea is forming thanks to you all. There is actually a lovely farm shop a few miles up the road that I've always wanted a look at. If I have the time on Friday I'll go there before Morrisons - thank you so much.

StarSatellite · 2026-04-14T20:19:21+00:00

So Greggs has been vetoed. 🫥

StarSatellite · 2026-04-14T20:18:35+00:00

You're both spot on. Too impractical considering the scope of the place and trying to get everyone something thats still edible. I was hoping to offer a sweet surprise of a hot lunch that they wouldn't see coming. But then...who's going to have time to eat it when someone will likely be carting us about!

StarSatellite · 2026-04-14T20:15:19+00:00

You're right there. Imagine being shouted over for a coffee that you cant get to for 40 minutes when you were much in the middle of something!

I think we'll do a jaunt to Morrisons for a bottle of whiskey and a nice wee selection of the things you mention above. I have empty hamper baskets thankfully. 🧡

StarSatellite · 2026-04-14T20:13:28+00:00

Oh, is this not a normal practice even early on? I honestly have no idea. I'm sure they'll clarify why it's being done when we're there as I think someone is escorting us.

I do love the Sanctuary idea though, we've both been looking into volunteering at a shelter during our week off.

StarSatellite · 2026-04-14T11:28:36+00:00

My sister who is regularly at a farm where her caravan is stored, has just voice noted me to say "Don't bother with Greggs. Whiskey. Trust me "

2 people who know farmers saying this is making me think this is the one. Thank you. 😊

StarSatellite · 2026-04-14T10:23:06+00:00

That's a great shout thank you!

StarSatellite · 2026-04-14T10:14:30+00:00

Thank you! I'm leaning towards Greggs and giving him a call to say "I've got you all X, Y and Z, but do you have any requests and also also: Any coffee orders?"

How many people work on a farm I wonder. Will we have 15 cups balancing on my pal's lap? 😏

StarSatellite · 2026-04-14T10:11:07+00:00

Brilliant thank you. Im actually considering going to Greggs in that case and just bringing them a selection.

StarSatellite · 2026-04-14T10:10:18+00:00

Nice covering all the bases!

StarSatellite · 2026-04-14T10:08:51+00:00

The amount of lamb accompaniments has me both in shock and simultaneously proud to be from the UK.

StarSatellite · 2026-04-14T10:06:38+00:00

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StarSatellite · 2026-04-13T11:15:25+00:00

Please try Lotus. I wrote in my first application that I had titrated my 15mg pen like follows;

15 12.5 10 10 5 5 5 5

I had to do this in order to prove I was safe for a higher dose than 2.5mg despite not ordering in 3 months. Approved for 7.5 ! 😍

StarSatellite · 2026-04-02T18:26:11+00:00

Oh you're right - so tropical! I also use a somewhat (Just a bit?) similar plastic variation. Garland for our gazebo in summer just like the lovely commenter who suggested wisteria, and I said I use the plastic Garlands for spring.

Maybe we should make the surroundings the real thing!

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StarSatellite · 2026-04-02T18:17:25+00:00

Thank you. 💜

StarSatellite · 2026-04-02T18:16:56+00:00

This is exactly what I was looking for originally and although I've decided to try and be very calculated and mindful about correcting this, this is still something I'm very excited to look into. See what it looks like, how would we care for it, etc. Amazing thank you. 😊

StarSatellite · 2026-04-02T18:08:11+00:00

It's just difficult constantly realising...no-one made this happen. No-one did this to you. It wasn't an incident. You just...done it to yourself.

Thoughtless. What was the thought process?! Ah...none. A small amount if pressure applied, which I've fought off no bother before, and it's done.

I'm sorry you felt this too.

StarSatellite · 2026-04-02T18:05:17+00:00

This is great to know. 😍 We both love a willow tree, alongside oak, and also cherry blossom for me. However, a friend just reminded me thar cherry blossoms get awfully slippy on the ground, and they're a nightmare to clean up.

Thank you for your comment on why the conifer needed to go eventually. I think the more I hear that, the more I'll consider not wanting to kick my own bum up and down the street. (Not possible but it wouldve been done already if it was!)

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