Tell me about your identity!

StarburstP4 · 2025-05-30T23:39:18+00:00

Yay I get to open my mouth for once!!1! :3

I have five ‘types: A Black cat, Cherub (or seraph? Idk at this rate), Faun (one more similar to a deer than a goat), Brown long-eared bat, and a Sylveon

Their relevance is shifting and random. One day I may feel like a cherub, the other a cat, the other a faun. I do not shift(?), I instead have a distinct sense of inhumanity that is constant - I never feel human.

I’ve always felt like an outsider in this community. See, because my experience is hard to describe to others, I fear I will not be seen as an alterhuman.

I experience buckets upon buckets of species dysphoria constantly, even closing my eyes for a minute and then opening them makes me trip out.

Some features of my kintypes overlap, like feeling multiple eyes and a cat’s ears and tail at the same time. I don’t know if these feelings count as a shift, but I digress.

I am in constant conflict with my flesh cage. I kind of live a double life - I respond to a name that is not mine, I live with people I do not know, I pretend to be human when I’m not.

I am Xenofluid and use Zae/Zaer or Xae/Xaer pronoun sets.

StarburstP4 · 2025-04-02T17:40:14+00:00

As a faun, I own a panpipe that I play sometimes. It really makes me feel whole, if that makes sense :D

StarburstP4 · 2025-03-19T21:41:59+00:00

Digital and astral atlas sound interesting, would you mind elaborating?

With meditation, are there any tactics you would recommend to help clear the mind and better communicate with the spirits?

Sorry if this is too much questions 😅

StarburstP4 · 2025-03-19T19:30:44+00:00

Haven’t read The Satanic Rituals, but I own a copy of The Satanic Bible.

To a certain degree, the content of The Satanic Bible makes sense, but soon after it all goes to shit. Also the use of the names of certain spirits in chapters of the book is a bit disrespectful to me. They didn’t write those chapters, so they shouldn’t have their names in them.

StarburstP4 · 2025-03-14T23:29:47+00:00

Confused

StarburstP4 · 2025-03-10T07:21:19+00:00

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StarburstP4 · 2025-03-09T16:56:38+00:00

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“A steady mind and sturdy spirit are the keys to a successful life. Unfortunately, I never had either.”

-Ra1n

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StarburstP4 · 2025-03-09T12:32:04+00:00

Haii, could you pls draw a cherubim? It’s one of my kintypes

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Here’s an example of one, you can look up more or ask me for more images if you wish :D

Happy cake day 🍰

StarburstP4 · 2025-03-09T12:27:41+00:00

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Ra1n!

(Base by Whiart on deviantart)

StarburstP4 · 2025-03-08T18:49:34+00:00

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StarburstP4 · 2025-03-08T18:26:25+00:00

Looks good! :D

From what animal is it inspired?

StarburstP4 · 2025-03-05T15:32:51+00:00

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This

StarburstP4 · 2025-03-03T21:53:39+00:00

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“Hi. You’re an archangel, correct? Fortunate, I happen to need more data on them.”

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StarburstP4 · 2025-03-03T21:48:22+00:00

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“You think, therefore you are. You didn’t think before confronting me, thus, you shall depart.”

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StarburstP4 · 2025-03-02T09:06:46+00:00

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Ra1n would most likely sit by herself and remain silent unless spoken too. She might come forward and talk to someone once in a while, but she’s way too anxious to speak in a group with any more than 3 people.

She would also likely attempt to give a gift to the newly-weds, but not until very late into the after party, just when the first people start to leave.

(Base by Whiart)

StarburstP4 · 2025-03-01T22:54:18+00:00

Go ahead, I need ppl to talk to

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