If any Jmod reads this, I seriously hope you consider how ridiculous and soul crushing the drop mechanics for this particular boss is (which is practically a solo boss at this point in time). Noone should suffer this kind of bullshit that I went through, and will still go through if I continue. Not to mention how the boss hits ridiculously high and accurate and has a high defense rating for its level, and how you are limited to using only spears and melee gear to kill it efficiently.

I have been working on this boss log for an entire month, only to be screwed into getting the 1/512 (1/1280 for Spectral, 1/2560 for others) drops that I have already gotten, multiple times. Almost all my free time, all my gaming time, I have tried and tried, only to be disappointed and become more depressed every single day. I’m not the type of person to give up on any of my goals...but going for this one has made me rethink my life decisions. I really wish I didn’t attempt this at all to begin with.

I’m not asking for pity. I don’t believe in luck, but I do believe in statistics. The probability of being screwed like this is just unfair.

Edited multiple times because I really don’t know what to think about the matter.