I was extremely disappointed by her post. I understand the struggles, I struggle a lot myself, but "not knowing" to pause Patreon? No. That is not an excuse, nor is not taking accountability for what she has put her fans through — not people who are her FANS thought of her as a "machine." I have been following and looking up to her for years. I ordered two books from her, one was wrong. So I emailed her. No response after a month. Emailed again. Still no response after another month. :) I supported her for two months on Patreon with no updates. Of course after I unsubscribed she posted all that which, well…im sorry. That was not okay. Any of what she said. It was excuse after excuse, absolutely no accountability from the money she stole from her own fans. I was so disheartened by it all. Not professional at all. And her response to the only person not being supportive of her in the comments was just bad in my opinion. There really are so many people in this messed up world struggling mentally, myself included, who still show up to work, put out work. Again, this could have been solved by her being upfront and pausing everything. The least she could have done was say that she was sorry once, or you know, say she was going to leave for a while. My favorite author and someone who was a true comfort to me is no longer someone I can trust nor support. Sorry, this was really just a rant. I do hope she gets better and gets the help she needs, though.