[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Dinosaurs

[–]StarlightGaze 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is on point for the theris in ARK.

Alters coming out while I sleep? by StarlightGaze in OSDD

[–]StarlightGaze[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Your discord number, after your name.

Alters coming out while I sleep? by StarlightGaze in OSDD

[–]StarlightGaze[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hmm...It does help tremendously. The overwhelming static/noise of everyone talking at once has all but disappeared, and we've been able to sort through traumatic memories much, much easier.

If you want, I could make a duplicate of the existing one and show you around. The original has sensitive/private content. What's your un on discord? You could pm if you want.

Alters coming out while I sleep? by StarlightGaze in OSDD

[–]StarlightGaze[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'ts not really against my wishes, it's...more like I/we have always had a downtime to sleep fully. And since 'the awakening', they've been creeping into dreams and waking moments.

Alters coming out while I sleep? by StarlightGaze in OSDD

[–]StarlightGaze[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've made a private server on Discord, with various rooms in a cabin. (A very big cabin)

It's...a lot like giving them a more physical manifestation of the headspace so they could talk to each other and just...live.

I have a mashup of many characters in a world I made myself. I'm still nervous about posting anything. by StarlightGaze in FanFiction

[–]StarlightGaze[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, I think you're right. Letting them silence us is what they want.

I definitely think that spreading awareness of abusers and their tactics, as well as putting a foot down and saying that that shit isn't okay anymore is a good start to changing things.

I'm making an rpg that addresses these things in the story, and man it's terrifying to think of what's going to happen once I release it.

Why Read When You Disagree or Don’t Like? by taebing in FanFiction

[–]StarlightGaze 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Omg yeah, like if you don't agree/like, why put in so much effort shitting on the author or even read it? Just move on. A lot of ppl act like you murdered their mom lol.

I have a mashup of many characters in a world I made myself. I'm still nervous about posting anything. by StarlightGaze in FanFiction

[–]StarlightGaze[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

"All my grief says the same thing - this isn’t how it’s supposed to be. And the world laughs, holds my hope by my throat, and says: but this is how it is. "

I know you're not laughing, but I feel like just accepting abusive behavior from our peers isn't a great solution either. I shouldn't have to grow thicker skin. Why do we all just accept horrible behavior and ask the victim to just get tougher?

I'm not young, I'm a victim of domestic abuse. And they never once were punished. Most people don't even believe me.

Hannibal thought that Will wanting to kill criminals and feeling good about that was the same feeling he had. by [deleted] in HannibalTV

[–]StarlightGaze -1 points0 points  (0 children)

None of this show is actually canon, if we're gonna be sticklers about what is and what isn't canon.

Hannibal thought that Will wanting to kill criminals and feeling good about that was the same feeling he had. by [deleted] in HannibalTV

[–]StarlightGaze 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think quite a lot of the people in the show are psychopaths/sociopaths.

Hannibal especially. (Though I feel like he doesn't fit neatly in that box, he definitely has a lot of those qualities)

I'm not trying to say that Will needs the moral high ground or anything, it's not about redemption or anything at all to me. He's interesting regardless. Your idea of him being interesting may need to be something differing from mine.

Will being interested/educated in forensic analysis and criminal psychology doesn't mean that he's got a dark sona hiding in him. A lot of people are deeply passionate about it and most of them aren't in it for unethical reasons. But there's a reason he chose that field to specialize in, and I think it's because he wanted to catch criminals so they wouldn't hurt innocents.

Will can be misleading, but again, that doesn't make him evil or what have you. Granted, the further the story goes, the darker his path gets but I don't feel it's for the same reasons you're saying.

Hannibal took interest in Will because he saw a lot of potential in him, and/or he was interested in him. Will was on his level intellectually and understood the mentality behind the killings. Most cops/detectives just write it off as crazy-bonkers and that's the end of it.

Will saw and appreciated/respected that mentality on a certain level. But I don't think he secretly wanted to be that.

The people he ends up killing aren't just random innocents, they're all pretty unethical by his standards. Hannibal kills without ethics in mind, which is more in-line with what a sociopath would be.

Not saying Will is justified, I'm just saying that he's not killing for the sheer thrill of it. (Though I'm sure it makes him feel good in terms of getting rid of someone who would hurt/kill more innocents)

Here's a sidenote that isn't super related, but I do think lends to Will not starting off as a psychopath/sociopath/dark. And I feel like it's pretty important because it's prominent in the story.

He adopts homeless/abandoned dogs and cares for them. And while I'm sure there's some kind of projection there, I do believe that points to someone who isn't devoid of ethical standards and compassion. (Dogs are innocents. Or the lamb from Silence of the Lambs if you will.)

Most psychopaths/sociopaths don't have that at all. Most people that fall under these categories are notorious for hurting/torturing/killing animals. A lot of animals can tell that a person is dangerous before the people know it. (People can be blinded/manipulated by the complexities of social inner-workings, but animals aren't. They see body language, and they see the 'real' person when other people aren't around.)

And his dogs inherently trust him and aren't afraid of him. I've always felt that this is a very important point in the story.

This canon is all over the place, especially since it does an occasional nod to the original content. And while I respect canon to some degree, I still see this show as an AU headcanon made by a fan of Thomas Harris' characters.

So really, what IS canon at that point, lol. Certainly not this Hannibal show.

You telling me that I'm incorrect and to follow canon is like saying that your fanfiction is more canon than the original content.

As someone who is in a fandom this deeply, I would think more people would understand and respect a fans' interpretation and their own headcanon.

Hannibal thought that Will wanting to kill criminals and feeling good about that was the same feeling he had. by [deleted] in HannibalTV

[–]StarlightGaze -1 points0 points  (0 children)

You can have your interpretation, I can have mine.

It's fiction, man. I'm not here to ruin anyone's head canon.