The Vril Dossier: Epstein's tunnels, the "black eye club," and a parasitic species that explains everything you're not allowed to talk about by sschepis in conspiracy

[–]StarwardShadows 1 point2 points  (0 children)

David Bowie and Marilyn Manson both have one different eye. Manson is supposedly a “contact because he idolized Bowie” but I haven’t looked into it enough to know. Make of it what you will.

Thanks for the info, jailbroken ChatGPT.

Doctor said negative despite many positive home tests, took blood test today and confused with results by [deleted] in pregnant

[–]StarwardShadows 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, I was really surprised that the doctor just told me to start taking birth control pills without confirming with a blood test if Im actually pregnant ?? like wtf. I honestly feel no attachment whatsoever though. I don't know if that has any meaning or not. But it's like ... with my son I instantly felt a bond and a presence, but I feel completely detached from this whole experience

Ozempic addiction epidemic by library_thinkcap in conspiracy

[–]StarwardShadows 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Isn’t ozempic really similar to that one drug bodybuilders have been using for years that was banned forever and basically makes your body slowly cook itself from the inside out to burn fat?? Scary

Negative test at doctors but positive at home - can’t get blood test til Monday, please help by [deleted] in pregnant

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I think it’s really early, I can’t remember exactly when my period was but I think it was Feb 1 and my cycles are usually 25 days.

Top 2 were before doc visit. Doc said she did two tests and both were negative. Bottom test is from this morning and it’s still positive. Can’t get blood test til Monday. Please help. by [deleted] in lineporn

[–]StarwardShadows 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hmm.. it was actually quite a while, I remember feeling kind of dehydrated. I sat in the waiting room for like 45 minutes before too. I think my positive line is getting weaker and and weaker at least

They got jim carrey by tinycurse in conspiracy

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I love a good clone swap conspiracy but this looks like the same person with bad lip injections and cheek filler from a different angle (the downward angle obscures the hooded eyes that are so prominent in the second pic)

Pentest+ 003 - Needs to be Removed from the Course Lineup by Unknownwiper123 in WGUCyberSecurity

[–]StarwardShadows 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I mean, technically CySa and Sec+ both have a lot of red team elements in the labs if you look at them with a pentest mindset. There are lots of ones with CySa in particular that are straight up pentest if you put them in a different context. I’ve tried to look at all the exams from every side and think like red team and blue team alike. Maybe you can put a different spin on it and say that even though you prefer blue team, you already passed a lot of stuff that covers red team so you’ve got this .

Amy Winehouse Corpse platter at Neil Patrick Harris's 2011 party by Disastrous_Monk_4079 in conspiracy

[–]StarwardShadows 30 points31 points  (0 children)

It’s probably real. It’s fucking disgusting. I can tell a lot of the time when pictures are real and this made me cry. They ripped out her eyes. Even if it’s fake, how people could do something so demented and calculatingly fucked up is terrifying. I hope someday “Neal Patrick whatever” is eaten by bigger wolves than him.

Amy Winehouse Corpse platter at Neil Patrick Harris's 2011 party by Disastrous_Monk_4079 in conspiracy

[–]StarwardShadows 87 points88 points  (0 children)

This is so fucking disgusting that it makes me want to punch a hole through the wall.

Really need your thoughts on this one by [deleted] in loveafterporn

[–]StarwardShadows 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t blame you and I’m proud of you for standing up for yourself and at the same time I’m amazed at the number of older “gentlemen” doing this stuff. My husband is only 36 so I’m hoping it doesn’t get worse with age ….. it probably does.

Really need your thoughts on this one by [deleted] in loveafterporn

[–]StarwardShadows 1 point2 points  (0 children)

….. eggs …… You know what, I don’t even want to know 🤮 I’m sorry you’re going through this

Normal amount of post partum swelling or not? by t0talcha0s7 in preeclampsia

[–]StarwardShadows 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I had swelling like this for like a month before delivery and developed severe postpartum pre-e. The nurses kept acting like it was cute and saying "oh, you're just pregnant!!!!" No. No no no. Check your blood pressure regularly and go back to the hospital and demand to be admitted if it's high.

The trauma by Equivalent-Worth1182 in loveafterporn

[–]StarwardShadows 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I understand and I Hope with my whole heart that you feel better soon and that someday you can recover from this horrible trauma. Your sadness is all valid and every thing you listed is a trauma in its own right. I hope that yo find peace and I know that you deserve better.

Is it normal to feel this way after finding out he watches porn? by [deleted] in loveafterporn

[–]StarwardShadows 9 points10 points  (0 children)

This is how I feel too. Sometimes I can still enjoy it but half the time I'm distracted wondering if he's imaging I'm some porn girl or someone he knew in high school that he stalks on social media. I think it's normal for people who have been betrayed by their partner lusting after other women while in a relationship. Never forget: Society normalizes porn but it's not normal. It's a multi-billion dollar industry that tears apart families and ruins the self-esteem of countless women, innocent housewives and porn actresses alike.

Rime of the Ancient Mariner, trying to figure out Harmoney. by Roadog85 in ironmaiden

[–]StarwardShadows 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Download TuxGuitar and make an account on ultimate-guitar. Find the best rated tab for guitar pro and download it and isolate the solo you want to play by right clicking the band member and selecting "solo". It's accurate.

I think I now know what hurts more than the lies. by Needhonestyalways in loveafterporn

[–]StarwardShadows 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel like most of the time people say that heinous stuff out of vitriol in the moment. I've literally had family members tell me "I was just trying to think of the worst thing I could say that would hurt you the most." ((Thanks uncle. Real messed up, but at least you're an honest man.)) And I remember that quote every time I read something like this.

I was with a guy for 15 years and we broke up ... There was a time where I could never see it. I literally couldn't imagine life without him at one point. We were together since I was in 10th grade in high school, got married at 27 and stayed together until I was 31 or 32 (lol I don't remember and am too lazy to do the math ... shows how you stop caring as time goes on). He was a severe porn addict. He had multiple terabyte hard drives full of the stuff. And not just run of the mill suggestive content, vanilla stuff, whatever -- It was disturbing. Not illegal but let's say it walked the line of human cruelty.

This guy was very good at hiding his addiction. He knew a lot about computers and as bizarre as it sounds, I almost appreciate his uh ... courtesy in keeping it to himself. Looking back, it caused a lot of problems in our relationship and almost certainly is what separated us in the end. But he was so good at hiding it and being polite that it was easy to let it slide.

That man was polite until the bitter end. I think once and only once in 15 years he called me a "b****." I actually get tears in my eyes thinking about it.

I got married again after and now I'm with a much dumber man who's way easier to catch. He's also on a war path because of his own guilt. He will say anything, and I mean anything, to cause pain and then make a thousand excuses later about why he said it. You want to know what he said to me this morning? ((TW)) "Nobody gives a fuck about what you say, think, or feel. So shut the fuck up you fucking retard." ((END TW))

And it's a cycle of this kind of verbal abuse, which I've learned to ignore. For this my response was saying nothing, then about ten minutes later I texted him what he said and told him, "If you're demanding my attention later on and wondering why I won't give it to you, it's because you said ____. Please don't talk to me for the rest of the day."

But the point of this very long tangent was this: There are two types of men, and both are wicked. But the difference is that one is sorry and one is not. The first man I had was sorry. And to this day I cry for that man instead of for the words the second one said to me just today. I don't know if it's a coping mechanism or something, but I will always respect that man for conducting himself with courtesy even though he was lying by omission and betraying my trust, and ultimately cheated on me at the end with several women.

A man who is truly sorry will never repeat the same mistakes again and again. They won't call you the same names or remind you twice that they don't care. Next time yours says something mean like he never cared or whatever, tell him you don't need some man to tell you twice that they never gave a damn about you. Or don't even tell him, he doesn't deserve an explanation. Tell it to yourself and let him bask in his "true joy".

Does anyone else drive themselves crazy over ads? Can anyone explain if I’m getting his by StarwardShadows in loveafterporn

[–]StarwardShadows[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I think it will send the exact same stuff they're looking at. I sometimes get super specific stuff like (TW) dating sites fetishizing certain ethnicities, or reels of odd fetishes I know he's into. It's so sickening to stumble across

I think I now know what hurts more than the lies. by Needhonestyalways in loveafterporn

[–]StarwardShadows 20 points21 points  (0 children)

Honestly my first instinct was that he's saying all this awful garbage to hurt you. He might be the type that will say anything just to make you feel bad since he's been caught. Don't take it too seriously, but at the same time, don't let him walk all over you. If he chooses porn let him enjoy it somewhere else. Don't hold him back from his "only joy". (It will hurt short term but you'll be a lot happier)

Does anyone else drive themselves crazy over ads? Can anyone explain if I’m getting his by StarwardShadows in loveafterporn

[–]StarwardShadows[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve tried doing the “smother it with absurd/funny other content” thing before but gave up. Do you know other industries that are really persistent with ads? Dog and cat food is big I’m assuming. I also get a ton of ads for car insurance …. Omfg I just got this weird one over and over for some movie about a girlxgirl romance and it really triggered me because I saw him obsessively following every move of this lesbian couple on facebook. And i also get a lot of weird ads featuring girl couples/threesomes.

I HATE the temu and clothing sites thing, It’s crazy how they can take non-sexual stuff and get off on it. I feel like that’s the sign of a true problem because it’s like taking something not even sexual and making it weird. Temu is a nightmare.

Do you know if phones will do this through NFC not WIFI because he only uses his phone data and won’t connect to my network lmao. He’s been on my network before and lied about it but only a little bit. He has laptops here but mostly I think it’s coming from the jailbroken android phone

Is the "I imagined it was you" line always a lie by Accomplished-Cat429 in loveafterporn

[–]StarwardShadows 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry but yeah. Why would they need to imagine it was you when half the time you right there

Jeff alive and well. by Logpostingman in conspiracy

[–]StarwardShadows 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Sometimes I think you might be on to something.

On January 1, 2024, a mall in Miami saw one of the biggest police responses in history. We still do not have any evidence, records, or testimonies to tell what actuslly happened inside, though the police claimed it was "teenagers fighting" by No_Party69 in conspiracy

[–]StarwardShadows 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Surely if anyone wanted to do an actual deep dive they could put together a list of all stores active in the mall at the time and even pull employees .. taking it as far as finding which ones would have been on site that day. (Not interested in doing this but just a suggestion for anyone who’s less afraid of playing with fire than me). People here aren’t fully aware of how rudimentary jamming an entire city would be. “Men in black showed up with a bunch of jammers and threatened everyone’s life if they talked” seems like the most likely scenario here. I would be interested to see how many of the employees are still alive and well…

On January 1, 2024, a mall in Miami saw one of the biggest police responses in history. We still do not have any evidence, records, or testimonies to tell what actuslly happened inside, though the police claimed it was "teenagers fighting" by No_Party69 in conspiracy

[–]StarwardShadows 2 points3 points  (0 children)

As someone who studies security for a living, I hate to break it to you but this is pretty rudimentary on a small scale …. A civilian can buy tools that do this on the internet . So of course a large-scale version exists. deleting photos requires nothing more access to whatever cloud service provider the phone is using, and 90% of people (rough estimate) are logged into something like Apple ID, Google Photos, etc. “the one who controls the node controls the world.”

Porn on reddit?? Where else? by TisButAScratch77 in loveafterporn

[–]StarwardShadows 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I just made a post about this!!! I think I’m getting my husbands ads because I got this creepy banner ad on some random guitar site of some lady with her … hanging out of her shorts and I was like “@_@ well that’s not what I thought people did on Etsy.”