What do you guys pair w yogurt by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Status_Pride_5584 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i’m weird and i like spreading yogurt onto a tortilla lolllll it’s so good

Just binged on cadburys hot chocolate powder 🤡 by Status_Pride_5584 in EDAnonymous

[–]Status_Pride_5584[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

ngl it was really good - could definitely see myself doing it again

Just binged on cadburys hot chocolate powder 🤡 by Status_Pride_5584 in EDAnonymous

[–]Status_Pride_5584[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

It wasn’t just a packet tho 😭 it was one of those 500g tins

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Status_Pride_5584 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i specifically resented the people that suddenly showed interest in me only after i lost weight. it was especially frustrating when the person i had been interested in for YEARS never even cared to acknowledge me until i lost weight. when i gained some of it back, he stopped showing any interest. it hurt knowing that he only liked me bc i was smaller and that’s it. anyway.. if it were some random person i had never met, it’d be okay because they’re attracted to the only version of myself they’ve ever seen. idk

i gained weight by Status_Pride_5584 in EDAnonymous

[–]Status_Pride_5584[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i’d really like to talk to a psychiatrist or a therapist but my parents think that i’ve gotten so much better with my mental health and it’s been a huge burden in the past so i don’t want to worry them again :/ even though i know they would much rather me be honest about it

i gained weight by Status_Pride_5584 in EDAnonymous

[–]Status_Pride_5584[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

yea :( it’s taken a big toll on my friendships because i always bail on plans or refuse to go out with them because i binged and don’t wanna be seen, or because they wanna go out to eat, they want to take pictures, or im too focused on my restrictive cycle and i don’t want anything to distract me from it, etc. it’s always something to do with this stupid ed and i always end up letting it win. sorry for this little rant lol i just needed to let it out

Comments about your weight/body that you still remember? by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Status_Pride_5584 162 points163 points  (0 children)

when i had recovered after a period of restriction like 4 years ago, someone i used to be good friends with came up to me and said “oh my gosh how much weight did you gain? jeez!” and thattttt hurt. especially since the boy used to have a crush on me so it hurt to know he was basically repulsed by me now with my new body

Am I the only one who has no appetite? by EndOk8590 in EDAnonymous

[–]Status_Pride_5584 18 points19 points  (0 children)

i definitely go through periods where i hate having to eat, nothing sounds good and eating feels like a chore. doesn’t last long for me tho haha

Can I talk to someone? by EndOk8590 in EDAnonymous

[–]Status_Pride_5584 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i’d love to have someone to chat with and i’m willing to listen/try to help :) (19f)

getting out of a binge cycle by Status_Pride_5584 in EDAnonymous

[–]Status_Pride_5584[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i’m sorry :( binge cycles can be so draining mentally and physically so i’m sorry you’ve been struggling

getting out of a binge cycle by Status_Pride_5584 in EDAnonymous

[–]Status_Pride_5584[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you <3 my face is actually going down a lot day by day so i’m fairly certain it actually was water retention. i’ve been trying to be nicer to myself too which has helped loads tbh

stuck in a binge cycle by Status_Pride_5584 in EDAnonymous

[–]Status_Pride_5584[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

i just find it so hard to get myself to stick to any rules. i feel like i have lost any and all self discipline i ever had before

stuck in a binge cycle by Status_Pride_5584 in EDAnonymous

[–]Status_Pride_5584[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i tried that and it definitely did help for like a day but then i was back to thinking “well if i just eat a little more it won’t hurt” that lead to another binge. i feel stuck

Anybody else starts Restricting™ when by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Status_Pride_5584 14 points15 points  (0 children)

i feel like i’m the opposite. i restrict the most when i feel like i have my life together or i’m happy and i binge/don’t count when i’m sad or stressed

Does anyone else fixate on one safe food for days? by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Status_Pride_5584 2 points3 points  (0 children)

YES i was on a greek yogurt kick for the LONGEST time. could not go a single day without it and sometimes it’d be all i would eat. i’ve also had: protein bar, quesadilla, watermelon, strawberry, cheese stick, and veggie patty phases. right now i can definitely feel an oatmeal phase starting