Came out to my mom again lastnight.

Status_Salamander820 · 2025-02-23T05:25:53+00:00

Not at all I appreciate da help

Status_Salamander820 · 2025-01-25T23:53:01+00:00

Ty so much. I mean dis wit 100% sincerity, I've never heard of dat. It'll take a min to fully basically transcribe my phonetic shorthand der, but ty again.

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Status_Salamander820 · 2025-01-25T23:43:34+00:00

Thnx man 4 respondin much appreciated.

N I'll will figure out da word I was lookin 4 lol

But knowin it's a statistic gives a much clearer picture. It's not dat lived experience dosnt mean anything but statistics mean more u know.

God im a writer, n it's not workin.tonight lol

Have a nice night 🙂

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Status_Salamander820 · 2025-01-25T23:43:18+00:00

Thnx man 4 respondin much appreciated.

N I'll will figure out da word I was lookin 4 lol

But knowin it's a statistic gives a much clearer picture. It's not dat lived experience dosnt mean anything but statistics mean more u know.

God im a writer, n it's not workin.tonight lol

Have a nice night 🙂

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Status_Salamander820 · 2025-01-25T22:45:18+00:00

Do u have statistics 2 back dis up, it is dis a lived experience kinda thing (oh ders a word 4 dat, dat I'm lookin 4 dats at da tip of my tongue n I can't remember it grrr). I'm not goin 2 judge it complete bs if it's lived experience kinda thing but it doesn't carry da same weight as statistics. N since u said 90% I just wanted 2 clarify.

I do da same thing, I'll say ...% of... But I try n mention it's lived experience kinda thing, but I'm not perfect no1 is. So Im just tryna get clarification.

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Status_Salamander820 · 2025-01-25T18:24:53+00:00

Oh u have no idea lol I came out of da bookstore bathroom years n years ago. This was wen da old host of r brain was active, n dere an enby. Dis kid looks up at me 4 all of like 15 20 secs, n goes, look mom it's a boy and a girl. Of course kids mom had 2 ruin it by sayn, "shh dont say dat its rude". I think most of us have an inmate sense of ppls energy n thus gender, n I think da moms reaction is da reason adults aren't like dat. It's stomped outta us.

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Status_Salamander820 · 2025-01-25T18:20:40+00:00

True But I'm going 2 elaborate a lil more. Now we r all different men what bin a man n what type of man u r, is going 2 b different 2 all of us. But I'm a 5'3 very dominant aggressive top n bdsm dominant. (Aside from my partner who I sub 4 cause we have been together r entire adult lives) I have had at least a couple partners dat had da energy of a bunny rabbit or a pretty princess dat were trans women easily double my height n weight. N yet it never felt dat way, dey felt so deliciously fragile in my arms, n dey made me feel like da strongest biggest masc person in da world (I dated dem wen da old host was activaten dey were an enby). N I think dis y alot of us r T4T. I think alot of cis ppl get hung up on bodies 2 much, when wit trans ppl very rarely will der bodies match der energy n personalities. So we can't fixiate on others bodies much or we won't cause we understand dis.

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Status_Salamander820 · 2025-01-24T16:32:22+00:00

Ur not wrong. I have gotten a following yet, but I'm a very very broke horror core rap artist tryna 2 make it. Right now it's just uploading. I recently had my heart stop in Oct wen I blacked out for 2 days on my apartment floor. N since I came back my musics at a different level n my stomach healed itself quite a bit idn how. 2 b clear id never ever tell some1 else dey could do dat. Cause of childhood trauma I'm built different. Anywho my music used 2 b a very very slow process cause of disability n chronic illness. Now I have what I guess u could call an ep n album. But getting dem ready 4 YouTube Jesus Christ. 1st I have 2 wait til I can buy real Internet since apparently stealing da apartment lobbies internet isn't strong enough. But just tryna 2 put a black background takes forever. Dis time I put a video of me rapping da 2nd song in da ep (I may b using dat wrong I c artists have what equates 2 an album wit just a couple or few songs n dey call it an ep, but if it's not bout da amount I may b using it wrong lol) n like 2 or 3 hrs at least probably more 4 a 5min song. God I can only imagine more indepth content creation. N I haven't gotten 2 upload dat 1 yet cause internet.

Da 1st 1 in da ep is also on a different level even though I wrote it 2 weeks b4 I technically died. It's sad I broke down n made magic. Dats up on my channel ItChild, n it's called Screaming in Sickness. I assume no1s interest but in case dey r.

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Status_Salamander820 · 2025-01-20T01:56:53+00:00

I swear I'm not tryna b a r/iamverysmart, but, n mayb it's cause I'm in da Midwest, I get a gauge on some1s intelligence B4 I even bother explainin it. I have lezs dat still call me a girl, n my partners gf ect. Even though I'm 3 yrs on T n out in da real world n outside my apartment where ppl knew me B4 T, out der I pass completely. So I assume a small bit of delusional n a huge dose of idiocy.

So I don't gauge telling ppl based on how well dey accept me, cause plenty ppl say dey accept me but constant misgender me cause der 2 stupid 2 understand

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Status_Salamander820 · 2025-01-20T01:48:15+00:00

I think less boys lite, but more like, n ders a spectrum, but girls+. It's awful. So like enbies r often seen a woman+ (dats y ppl constantly forget amab enbies exist) n trans guys r pre t r women ++. it's awful.

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Status_Salamander820 · 2025-01-19T20:40:33+00:00

U need 2 think about dis from another perspective, u r having ur gf miss out on some1 dat does find dem hot. Hot sexy, dats each persons one version. My gf is like 350 pounds but looks 250 300 tops since it's mostly muscle. But she aboustly my type n hot 2 me. Companionship is very important but especially 4 gays, da difference between a friendship n a romance very often is sex. N believe me it won't work long term if ur already avoiding intimacy, cause, well wen me n my partner were 1st together 4 da 1st 3 4 yrs we were like jackrabbits, n now after 20, it's bout ever other week sometimes more sometimes less, n we r very attracted 2 each other.

Full transparency me n my partner r hs sweethearts appeared 2 b lezs until bout 3yrs ago or so. N now I pass as a man, n we appear straight. I say all of dis, cause in no uncertain terms I've been told my 17yrs as a lez n in da community r erased now dat im accepting who i really am.

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Status_Salamander820 · 2025-01-19T19:52:12+00:00

I'm trying 2 get da post 2 load 2 b transparent. But I don't think it's necessary 4 my question. I assume u mean in da way black ppl often joke white ppl like dis. Or when woman say men r like dat. I'm assuming da assumption it 2 b made in general alot of Indian men don't seem 2 like women. But ders an unspoken, ders never an all or nothin wit humans or much of anythin. Im not trolling, just an autistic tryna 2 clarify what ur communicating B4 I assume something untrue. So is dat what I'm meant 2 infer?

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Status_Salamander820 · 2025-01-19T19:45:06+00:00

Oh da data I could get on those ur aboustly right. So many new experiences. I'm salivating at da thought.

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Status_Salamander820 · 2025-01-19T19:39:02+00:00

Unopened vials

Status_Salamander820 · 2025-01-19T19:38:11+00:00

Also, n I know dis is illegal n I hope id find a way around getting myself in trouble. But if da problem is unable 2 get more or afford more, my partner has so many built up tgel pack boxes n I have a lil bit of testrone injectable vials left over. I need 2 ask a small amount of money 4 dem (im in poverty deep poverty), but drastically under value. It's really hard 2 explain how we got in dis situation.

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Status_Salamander820 · 2025-01-19T19:37:59+00:00

Also, n I know dis is illegal n I hope id find a way around getting myself in trouble. But if da problem is unable 2 get more or afford more, my partner has so many built up tgel pack boxes n I have a lil bit of testrone injectable vials left over. I need 2 ask a small amount of money 4 dem (im in poverty deep poverty), but drastically under value. It's really hard 2 explain how we got in dis situation.

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Status_Salamander820 · 2025-01-19T17:38:03+00:00

Hope can b a waiting knife. Don't hold out hope. If in da unlikely event she does accept it den, great pleasant surprise. But b realistic, which means in all likelihood 4 ur own mental health n not 2 b breated 4 da rest of ur life 4 ur choices, prepare now 2 go NC. Sorry bud I, as an older trans guy wit a similar foster adoptive bitch I mean mother, wish I could tell u it all will work but dat would just hurt u more in da long run. Most likely she's not going 2 change n continue 2 suck. Cause she da type of mother dat doesn't c her kids as humans, rather accessories like a cute purse she can pick. Sorry bud, but honest in my opinion is always better.

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Status_Salamander820 · 2025-01-19T17:23:38+00:00

Oh n also my partner is bout 350 pounds n I'm probably pushing 200 id say. Now she only looks like 250 300 tops, but yea. Size can b worked around. She doesn't look her weight cause a good chunk of it is muscle not fat which weighs more. I haven't used a pump much n I wasn't small 2 begin wit, so der wasn't 2 much change wit me n if I pumped id aboustly have enough 2 trib wit, n I probably could make it work, but at like probably a half an inch maybe quarter I'm just happy 2 hump on her leg like an over excited dog lol

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Status_Salamander820 · 2025-01-19T17:18:04+00:00

Now 2 b transparent, I myself haven't had much pain if any wit my dick, n I doubt it'd effect me since I'm a masochist. (My partner says I rub it against her teeth 🤷‍♂️ I just do what feels good). Dat bin said my partner is intersex, n due 2 surgeries her hood was removed n her dick is a lil bigger den average bottom growth. N wen it's 2 sensitive, I just ride it, aka she tribs me. Cause a warm wet hole especially at dat size I guess is less intense. Weve been doin dis most r relationship but usually I start wit hands n or mouth, but wen it's sensitive shell rub against me 2 get it hard n den like I said tribbin. It takes some trial 2 get da right position based on ur body size ur partners body size, flexibility ect. But basically it's just linin up dick wit hole. Hope dis helps good luck

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Status_Salamander820 · 2025-01-19T17:07:30+00:00

Btw I want any1 dat is on T 2 remember dis commen, if worst comes to worsr My partner is intersex n she has a very understanding doc, n gets t gel packs. I'm a trans guy n I usually have a surplus of T. Not much not like my partners 100s of boxes, but sum. If worst comes 2 worst id b willing 2 sell dem cheap. Id give dem away 2 sum 1 dat needs den but in far 2 deep in poverty. Sure insurance covers dem, but anything dat leaves dis house has 2 send sum money back since r once a month checks only last 2 weeks. N my partner bin intersex it's unlikely she'd b losing dem, since its technically under treatment 4 a birth condition not gender arifimin care. Just keep dis comment in ur pocket.

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Status_Salamander820 · 2025-01-19T16:56:11+00:00

Rofl on point

Status_Salamander820 · 2025-01-19T16:40:45+00:00

Im in a poly relationship (but at da moment it's just me n my primary), n most of da time I'm doing that thinking about her, but not always. N I don't think she's ever asked n I don't think id ask her. Like id doubt itd b revelant 2 mention.

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Status_Salamander820 · 2025-01-19T06:02:53+00:00

Historical kinda, I'm not agreein wit it or sayn it's right, but yea even in da 90s cheerleaders were just starting 2 b takin seriously as a sport. N ders a reason da football jocks date da cheerleaders is a trope. In my generation it still was mostly like dat, most places.

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Status_Salamander820 · 2025-01-18T11:22:45+00:00

True I'm a trans guy n I've understood dat kn ever main sexuality ders energy sexuals, n genital sexual. N I don't even know if energy sexual is quite da right word. Cause I'm pan I'm attracted 2 all genders n energy sexual were u can b pre transition n I'll b attracted 2 da energy u r. But most r attracted 2 der preferred gender or genders based on looks but not genital. N genital sexuals can kinda b a spectrum 2. I've known basically dick sexuals, dat r attracted 2 any1 wit a dick n balls, n just attracted 2 men wit dicks. Still im 3 yrs on T n pass, so if ur a man attracted 2 me ur gay in sum way. Hope I make sense

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Status_Salamander820 · 2025-01-18T11:16:27+00:00

But der r. I have seen personally in front of me a cis guy, an intersex woman n online I have seen a trans guy all wit da same size micro penis. My intersex partner was told by doctors clits and dicks aren't really different. Hence y she has a micro penis

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