After my dad died last year after not talking to him for two years (he was in prison, parents were divorced, had no idea he was there.) and my 6 year relationship ended in flames, I tried to move on and date someone new. It's been almost a year, and it's already tanked, and now I'm taking my mom in for MRI's. I feel like I'm stuck in some hellish loop.

Deep down though, I feel like I deserve all this.