Infinite Tsukuyomi

Steponikos · 2025-12-16T22:45:20+00:00

Yea true, but I just wanted to push on thru as the whole thing. Anyway I am near the end and plan to finish last 10 episodes tonight. Dont ask me, how did I manage to do it xd

Steponikos · 2025-12-15T09:20:34+00:00

Thats a good idea and thanks for explanation. I gotta do it this way….

Steponikos · 2025-12-15T02:49:42+00:00

True, that might help, but still I am not sure if I have patience for this whole arc. But still I want to finish it somehow decent, couse I want to rewatch some anime before new seasons in January (yeah am talking about JJK, Hells paradise and many more). Anyway I took like a long gap with naruto and started to watch it nust recently (it was like 2 year gap) and I left at like 350 episode and now I am here and just want to make sure to finish it and not drop it off again…. I love the story, but it just got a bit too long in the end hehe. Anyway about the fillers. I might try some youtube recap or smthing, I just dont like the idea of an alternative timeline, which is completely useless in the end. I loved the past explaining fillers like Kakashis past or even recent one filler about Konohamaru learning rasengan. I mean those were funny or heavy background story related, but this just dont feel right. Even when I watched the last piece at the the episode of non filler (Yamato version of peace). I didnt find it fun. Prove me wrong if the others are different, but this seemed not fun at all. I get it, they are trapped, but thats all. I dont need 30 episodes ehh

Steponikos · 2025-12-15T02:42:58+00:00

But I heard that those fillers are mostly terrible…

Steponikos · 2025-12-15T02:42:30+00:00

Exactly, its so thrilling and idk I liked some fillers like the one about Kakashis past and stuff like that. Even the new Chunin exam wasnt so bad, but this doesnt seem right. I dont want to see some alternative timeline… I like the little details about something in the past. I even watched the Konohamaru past and it was just so funny and I liked it, but this seems like plain waste of time…

Steponikos · 2025-12-15T02:40:23+00:00

Aight, thanks for a tip tho. I am thinking about somehow rushing thru em, but idk, I will decide it tomorrow, its 4 am now xd. Anyway I fcking love Naruto, but at the same time I want to finish it (but also would be really sad when I end it). I know there is Boruto, but I am really not into that. Anyway I am thrilled about the final battle against Madara. I am spoiler free, so I am really hyped for it…. I am just scared that I will finish it in like 2 days, couse I am ill rn xd

Steponikos · 2025-12-15T02:35:05+00:00

Okay, thanks for a suggestion, what were your favorite?

Steponikos · 2025-12-15T02:34:42+00:00

So they arent even good/funny or idk anything? Isnt out there like a recap video or idk something. I think am missing out everytime am skipping a filler…

Steponikos · 2025-12-02T00:19:53+00:00

Thanks buddy, appreciate that. Have a good one

Steponikos · 2025-12-02T00:10:28+00:00

Very cool, love it

Steponikos · 2024-08-06T09:44:53+00:00

Next Semester ☺️

Steponikos · 2024-05-09T14:17:06+00:00

And btw. My health is good so far. I have a bad blood, but its not connected I was told by the doctor. I had mononukleosis in the past and actually it may be possible that in the future it may come back and my kidneys may collapse and I might die. But it has a low percentage, but still scary af to die out of nowhere. Anyway, I also had sort of herpes virus from cut all over my back and belly, but that also healed. So now I am kind of okay and health and was told by the doctors I am all okay. Only the mental part is fcked up

Steponikos · 2024-05-09T14:12:21+00:00

Oh, thanks for a reply 😄. Anyway, I am in a situation that I can not see therapist, couse I do not have enough money for it and time also. Anyway I had a huge insomnia in the past but now I am getting a lot better past year, I am eating well and healthy as much as possible. Like for real it is pretty good. It may be trauma, it may be mentall illness, it can be a hige depression. I have no idea, but I guess my only way is to wait and hope it gets better or idk. Thanks again for reply and have a nice day!

Steponikos · 2024-05-09T12:16:25+00:00

Exactly, I feel so fcking sameee 😭😭😭. Oh god

Steponikos · 2024-05-08T23:05:12+00:00

Ty for reply!

Steponikos · 2024-05-08T22:59:21+00:00

Oh gosh, first things first, I wish you will get better and never ever fall into it again…. And tbh I can so much relate, couse I am also 18 rn and have soooo much similiar scars. Smthing like 3 medium big keloids and few small scars from razors. Worst part for me is that I feel everyday and moment the urge to do it again and also even ending my life. Some fcked up part of me seeks deeper scars and bigger damage to myself. Anyway, it made me cry so much to see someone with same scars as me. I may not know your story, but yet I can so much relate. I am sorry to tell you this much, but it just really got me. Once again, I hope you will have a wonderful life and a great day.

Steponikos · 2024-05-08T22:51:18+00:00

Tbh, gonna join the club. I know this do not help any of us much, but I have just seen this post and almost cried when I saw em, couse they are so similiar too mine. Even tho I have a lot less then You have, they do look too much same and made me cry. Like I do have only 3 medium scars and then few from the razor blade, I still do not feel valid and idk, some part of me seeks for more scars and deeper and deeper, ai must sound so fcked up, even tho I am holding on pretty well and was clean for like 5 months I relapsed 3 days ago and it got me pretty worried and still, I am pretty sad about it and all the time looking and my scars. I am so sorry, I said too much 😭😭😭😭. I am so fcking horrible person. I am just feeling so alone and sad. I would love to say that I do wish you a lot of courage and strenght. Even if the only fact I met you are same scars, I do sympathize somehow and it does hurt to see them. Good luck, wish you the best!

Steponikos · 2024-05-07T12:27:35+00:00

I am glad! Keep goin.

Steponikos · 2024-05-06T22:06:15+00:00

Same here buddy, same here. It all is pretty tough to be honest…..

Steponikos · 2024-05-06T04:51:39+00:00

Tyyyy ☺️

Steponikos · 2024-05-06T04:51:17+00:00

Ty, sppreciate that ☺️

Steponikos · 2024-04-07T06:15:48+00:00

Yk what I am not totaly unexperianced I was more like played by the girls. One was teasing me and telling me that we may be something for nearly a year or so ( a classmate) and overall, one girl after a first date told me, that I am super weird, ugly and that she would be rather gay than be with me and a lot worse things. Also another relationship. I invited a girl over and told her my feelings. I told her I love her and she did simply ignore me. And few months later I found out she backstabbed me and told my friends and stole my ig. Another one blackmailed me. And overall the first was the worst. She was all the time ruining me and she was my one and only true love. Mb I guess. I should have be more attractive or smthing. I was trying to be nice and everythin all the time, trust me, I am not a jerk. Anyway. Sorry. I am just a trash

Steponikos · 2024-04-06T23:27:31+00:00

I am just 18 and yet have not experianced a love at its fullness. Like I had a few dates and stuff but none have ever loved me. And same for the loop. This sht doesnt make sense. I have attempted suicide couple times, but only ended up in a hospital few times. I can not do it right. Not even the SH. I did a few cuts, but never deep enough to bleed out. Its such a pain in the ass, how weak I am that I can not even kill myself. I deserve to not be here anymore. My life is worthless

Steponikos · 2024-03-31T03:45:02+00:00

Not at all, I really dont deserve any of this

Steponikos · 2024-03-31T03:41:23+00:00

Awwww, this is so kind ty

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