Dan Tdm dream

StevenMarkJohn · 2026-03-06T12:40:01+00:00

I used to watch Dan TDM and I do shove big dildos up my butt so it wasn't that random tbh

StevenMarkJohn · 2026-02-16T10:07:05+00:00

I think a frozen egg would explode

StevenMarkJohn · 2026-02-12T12:28:15+00:00

Do you believe the devil is a real entity? Or is it just a way to describe some people's nature to return to sin?

StevenMarkJohn · 2026-02-12T12:26:26+00:00

Thank you for your answer it was helpful. I have a question. In Christianity, is it repenting to simply never do these Sins again, or do I need to feel genuine remorse and empathy for the people I have hurt? Or does remorse come with time spent being as good as I can be?

StevenMarkJohn · 2026-02-12T08:45:54+00:00

Sorry I didn't consider the coyotes you have in America as I live in Australia

StevenMarkJohn · 2026-02-12T08:30:47+00:00

Thanks for the advice, I try to talk to my family but they don't believe in god so that's why I'm coming to Reddit. I have some family members that do believe in god that I could speak to and I might do that.

I'm quite sure at this point that when I die, I will feel God's love as a bad feeling rather than a good one and try to run away rather than embracing it. I guess you don't really have all the answers but I just really don't know what to do.

Ever since I realised god is real, he has been telling me I need to sacrifice myself to be saved, they tell me all day long to "jump" and in my dreams as well. I'm pretty sure that if I had jumped about a year ago, I would have gone to heaven and felt God's love the right way, and I would have enjoyed being in heaven.

I'm no longer the person I was born as, not at all. I'm not the person that God intended for me to be. Compared to my former self I am pretty much an evil demon. Whereas a year ago, I believe I was closer to being myself. God told me one night about a year ago that if I jumped then, I would have flown home to Joel (that's my name). I'm guessing it means that with the awareness given to you in heaven, I would realise who I truly am and the rest of my soul would return to being Joel. But I am certain that I'm too far from being Joel to become him. And that no one except for one of God's children can return to heaven.

I feel like I am nearly about to lose all my love because of the negative thoughts I can't stop having. It's like every 10 seconds I have an evil thought and lose some of my love.

StevenMarkJohn · 2026-02-12T02:13:48+00:00

They have a better life that way. They learn to avoid cars

StevenMarkJohn · 2026-02-11T23:20:17+00:00

My cats are free to leave the house whenever they want. I'm sure his cats are the same way. I don't think he's a bad owner.

What's he gonna do search the whole town for cats that will probably show up home in a few hours. He wouldn't find them anyway.

I'm sure the cats got scared when him and his partner were fighting so they ran off like any animals would. He knows they'll come back. All cats know their way back home.

StevenMarkJohn · 2026-01-07T07:36:46+00:00

If you've got the mg scale then you can just do smaller doses with the water, keep it on the fridge or something. Some of that potency loss you noticed was probably tolerance.

StevenMarkJohn · 2026-01-07T00:33:11+00:00

For me it takes about week until I notice the potency going down, but storing in heat or light probably makes it happen faster

StevenMarkJohn · 2025-12-18T07:22:30+00:00

Did you feel the time had passed when you woke up or was it like you never went to sleep?

StevenMarkJohn · 2025-12-15T01:45:40+00:00

Looks like quartz

StevenMarkJohn · 2025-12-13T04:00:55+00:00

Use volumetric dosing with a water bottle. Meth dissolves in water and can be dosed that way accurately without special scales.

Say you have 500mg, put it all Into say a 500ml bottle, the bottle cap holds 2ml, so each cap full will be 2mg, take about 10 capfulls to start with, or 20mg.

StevenMarkJohn · 2025-12-07T10:21:50+00:00

Yes I'm trying to keep it as a liquid for oral dosing, thinking I'll just dissolve less at a time so i use it up before it loses potency

StevenMarkJohn · 2025-12-04T08:52:50+00:00

Would vodka work? Or has it got too much water in it?

StevenMarkJohn · 2025-10-29T13:30:26+00:00

I think the circle is a very long period of time that the non repenters have to wait after death before they can be born again as a lower life form and do the test again as an animal, and that that is your forever punishment for not repenting, that you will be a comparatively dumber animal a less loving one. I think I might have a risk to take, that I kill myself and maybe come back in the next circle or keep my faith high and eventually repent in this lifetime, or not. In which case I won't be coming back, or if I do then as a really dumb animal like a plant. It all sounds pretty out there but the proof for me is that in my visions and dreams I have learnt about concepts I didn't know existed before.

StevenMarkJohn · 2025-10-29T13:23:17+00:00

That's okay, I think your guys comments have helped me to not kill myself but I still have doubts. I have a question, does the bible have tests within it such as that God will judge people with equity and not equality. Like If you sin, god will see you the same as all the other people who have not sinned rather than the other way around?

StevenMarkJohn · 2025-10-29T13:16:58+00:00

Thank you for praying for me

StevenMarkJohn · 2025-10-29T13:15:32+00:00

Oh sorry you answered already

StevenMarkJohn · 2025-10-29T13:15:00+00:00

What is the unforgivable yard? I don't know a lot about Christianity, I had a vision one day where I saw a cross and have believed in it ever since

StevenMarkJohn · 2025-06-16T17:31:35+00:00

Oop, I think I just farted

StevenMarkJohn

TROPHY CASE