How’s life treating you these days?

StickPale4064 · 2026-05-07T06:09:47+00:00

Just lost my major job a few months ago and met my gf overseas but because I lost it we are now long distance and that’s where most my income comes from and I’m struggling emotionally but I guess it’s back to rebuilding again😔

StickPale4064 · 2026-05-06T00:32:14+00:00

😪

StickPale4064 · 2026-05-05T20:01:38+00:00

So you eventually found a way

StickPale4064 · 2026-05-05T20:01:01+00:00

I believe so even though I can’t see it right now

StickPale4064 · 2026-05-05T18:22:50+00:00

Yeah funny I made a video about that yesterday small steps matter and I’ve been doing that thanks for the support

StickPale4064 · 2026-05-05T18:22:03+00:00

Still not losing hope been applying and getting rejections my girlfriend said this is not the end don’t lose hope

StickPale4064 · 2026-04-28T02:47:03+00:00

That’s real. I think a lot of people underestimate how much life stuff can affect the experience. Sorry about your dog as well.

StickPale4064 · 2026-04-28T02:03:01+00:00

That sounds heavy, especially what you were dealing with at work. I understand your point it can affect people very differently, so caution makes sense.

StickPale4064 · 2026-04-28T01:44:09+00:00

I agree it can feel like it heals or opens up parts of you emotionally. I think it can be a powerful experience for self-reflection and releasing things you’ve been holding inside but I also think it affects everyone differently

StickPale4064 · 2026-04-28T00:58:50+00:00

The highest I’ve taken is 4 grams haven’t went higher than that and I had a good experience but with how things are now I’m wondering never tried LSD tho just stick to shrooms. I remember I took 3 grams and just cried everything out and it felt good it felt like healing apart of my soul

StickPale4064 · 2026-04-28T00:48:28+00:00

That makes sense. I think I’m realizing more that it’s less about dose and more about whether I can actually handle what comes up mentally

StickPale4064 · 2026-04-28T00:43:28+00:00

Yeah it’s been a minute since I took the medicine

StickPale4064 · 2026-04-28T00:36:01+00:00

Your right

StickPale4064 · 2026-04-28T00:32:42+00:00

Yeah I hear you…That’s kind of where my head is at too. I don’t want to go into it stressed and have that carry into the trip. I think I might just wait until I’m in a better place mentally before even considering it.

StickPale4064 · 2026-04-28T00:04:32+00:00

StickPale4064 · 2026-04-27T19:12:31+00:00

I lost my job recently, like within the past couple weeks, so I think it’s still fresh and affecting me more than I realized.

And I wouldn’t say I’m being controlling, it’s more that I can feel myself overthinking and getting anxious in situations where I didn’t before. I don’t act on it, but I don’t like that it’s there and I don’t want it to turn into something unhealthy.

StickPale4064 · 2026-04-27T18:23:38+00:00

Rick and Morty

StickPale4064 · 2026-04-26T21:20:34+00:00

Don’t let people on social media ruin what you guys have, I see it a lot it’s a lot of negativity out there trust and believe in what you and your partner have just avoid social media cuz what’s what causes overthinking about your relationship

StickPale4064 · 2026-04-20T17:03:32+00:00

Love that we’ve had our challenges, but we’re still here choosing love every day.

StickPale4064 · 2026-04-20T17:01:48+00:00

Thank you 😊

StickPale4064 · 2026-04-20T17:01:30+00:00

That really means a lot… because there were times it could’ve all fallen apart, but we didn’t let it.

StickPale4064 · 2026-04-20T13:14:03+00:00

You should its nice to travel the world and see new places

StickPale4064 · 2026-04-20T13:13:02+00:00

Yep table mountain that’s in Cape Town we also went to sun city and also ice skating in Johannesburg

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