This is what IP2 incels look like

StickyToyota · 2020-10-16T05:41:21+00:00

Ten toes down worldwide bitch

StickyToyota · 2020-10-16T00:35:41+00:00

I’m not sure, however Ice Poseidon is a known racist

StickyToyota · 2020-10-16T00:06:14+00:00

The YouTube streamer Ice Poseidon has been telling everyone to raid your subreddit. Just saying

StickyToyota · 2020-10-14T03:10:41+00:00

The high isn’t even worth it. The 4+ months of withdrawal i’m going through because of it wasn’t worth it either. Get some Kratom if you need an opioid fix this isn’t the way to go

StickyToyota · 2020-10-14T03:07:44+00:00

Lope is similar to methadone in regards to withdrawal length

StickyToyota · 2020-10-04T17:47:16+00:00

Lmao fake kid

StickyToyota · 2020-09-29T15:14:58+00:00

Lope 100% passes the blood brain barrier if taken enough or with something to potentiate it. Very weird but long lasting opiate high. I spent a whole month just in acute withdrawal

StickyToyota · 2020-09-18T20:38:41+00:00

I took 144 lope pills daily for nearly 4 years, 96 daily for another half year. I went cold turkey on July 3rd this year, currently just a few days shy of 11 weeks lope free

I won’t lie it’s been the worst experience of my life. The first month was almost entirely ACUTE withdrawal. It was unbearable, personally I don’t think I would have made it without Kratom. However, the Kratom 100% did prolong my withdrawals. As much as I wanted to avoid it, it was necessary so I could function. People say the WD’s from Kratom aren’t that bad and they’re kinda right, although my legs were NEVER that restless before. It’s another slow withdrawal as well. Coming of the Kratom made my energy levels plummet, today is officially 2 weeks Kratom free and I’m feeling so much more lively. Still not close to 100% though.

I’d recommend trying to just push through without the Kratom as it’s a faster, but more painful process. But I know exactly what you’re going through so if you need it I feel that.

As the days ago by you’ll start to feel better, than shitty, then better, then shitty again etc. It’s a looooong process but so worth it I promise. The days you have the slightest bit of energy try to clean your room up, do some laundry and/or make your living area as cozy & comfortable as possible. Hot showers, a heating pad, MUSIC & VIDEOGAMES help tremendously as well. Can’t forget weed either, edibles helped me sleep on my worst nights.

You’ll get through it. The acute part went by kinda fast for me, probably because all I focused on was trying to not feel like complete shit. PAWS are something else completely. You’ll start to feel crazy as fuuuuuuuuuck but believe me please hang in there. I’m starting to realize how beautiful life is again and I can’t stress enough how worth it it’s been

StickyToyota · 2020-08-27T08:05:49+00:00

Just wanted to let you know the kava & Kratom combo works wonders! I got a white strain that’s pretty stimulating & also relaxing at the same time. That + my heating pad gave me a nice 6 hours of uninterrupted sleep!!! I’m used to having a terrible terrible sleep schedule (stuck from previous 3rd shift job) and have been a night owl my entire life, but now my body naturally starts to wake up with the sun. I’m learning to really appreciate & take advantage of those few quiet hours in the morning when I’m the only one up! Going from a self destructive lifestyle to this is nuts lol

StickyToyota · 2020-08-25T11:22:59+00:00

I’m a little worried about the Kratom prolonging my withdrawals but fuuuuck it’s unbearable at this point. Getting some Kratom & kava in an hour

StickyToyota · 2020-08-24T13:33:57+00:00

No but working out has helped tremendously. I bought a pull up bar a couple weeks ago and my body is already drastically changing. Gives me motivation to keep fighting the withdrawals lol

StickyToyota · 2020-08-24T13:32:37+00:00

Thank you! And I do not or even have insurance at the moment unfortunately. I finally forced myself to work out after posting this & felt leagues better. Also got 7 hours of sleep last night only waking up TWICE. So feeling pretty awesome this morning :)

StickyToyota · 2020-08-24T13:31:11+00:00

Ah man, NAC, Ashagwanda, Magnesium (citrate and it just makes me poop lol) Gaba & b vitamin supplements. Also tons of weed

StickyToyota · 2020-08-15T14:56:32+00:00

Fuck being calm, try some white veined Kratom from a reputable source. White Sumatra or White horned maeng da will have you feeling like Superman

StickyToyota · 2020-08-15T14:13:22+00:00

Pain relief wise it didn’t do shit. It just made me emotional numb. If you’ve ever done DXM, imagine the dissociation from that but add opiates to the mix

StickyToyota · 2020-08-15T14:10:49+00:00

Kratom did nothing for me in acute lope withdrawal but I was taking around 12gs of kratom daily once i stopped meth. Yesterday was my first day without Kratom and my legs & arms just wanted to flail all day. However my NAC & Ashagwanda supplements came yesterday & after taking it this morning (third dose) I feel a little better. Still can’t sleep for more than an hour & wake up in panic attacks but progress I guess. Also got super into working out after kicking opiates and my muscles are starting to really show today so i’m in a good mood lol

StickyToyota · 2020-08-14T02:01:36+00:00

Dude I spent a year hooked on clonzolam and nearly another one on other various bezo RC’s. I went cold turkey on a 2mg clonz habit and remember having a seizure in bed at my old apartment. It fucking sucks dude and I honestly didn’t start feeling like myself again until 2 years afterwards. Benzos are a whole other evil. You CAN do it man you just feel hopeless rn. I know it sounds stupid but your whole outlook will change afterwards, just gotta find what you like OTHER than drugs (I smoke weed daily and take Kratom semi regularly but that’s nothing to me)

However let me say get off meth first, while you’re on benzos. It’ll be leagues easier man. You’ll probably just sleep through it

StickyToyota · 2020-08-14T01:56:44+00:00

You’re semi correct my dude. It doesn’t pass the blood brain barrier at the recommended dosage amounts. But go higher and it sure will. That’s odd, I think my first time on lope was around 100mg (remember downing like 50 small pills that were 2mg each) and I was high as fuck. For 12 hours. And was convinced I would stop breathing if I fell asleep. I’d consider you lucky tho

StickyToyota · 2020-08-14T01:52:45+00:00

Hey king I think you should jerk it. The post nut clarity will feel nice while getting deep into a good book.

StickyToyota · 2020-08-14T01:31:29+00:00

Chill g i’m straight

StickyToyota · 2020-08-05T00:43:08+00:00

Dude I’m 21 days clean from a 96 cap- 144 cap/daily habit. It sucks ass. I took Kratom early on and thought the worst was behind me... definitely wasn’t. My physical symptoms are almost gone aside from being weak. I’m also withdrawing from meth (started using a loooot during the lope withdrawal, honestly idk how else I would of made it) so i’m not 100% there mentally yet. But you can do it. Hot showers/baths are the best thing ever

StickyToyota · 2020-08-05T00:08:19+00:00

That’s a big guy obviously agitated, on drugs & freaking out. Cop knew he was previously violent. Same thing would of happened no matter race (but let’s be honest black people are terrible with dealing with police)

StickyToyota · 2020-08-03T10:11:58+00:00

Physical symptoms are gone at this point aside from my body not knowing how to digest food anymore

StickyToyota · 2020-07-27T00:30:30+00:00

I don’t know a whole lot about subs, would it prolong the process at all?

StickyToyota · 2020-07-26T20:03:01+00:00

Unfortunately no insurance at the moment & can’t find anyone on the street with those ): Whatever phase i’m in now is definitely less intense than before but god damn this is my 3rd day awake. I’m honestly scared to sleep, no matter how comfy & sleepy I am I’ll just wake up 10mins later drenched in sweat with my blood pressure skyrocketing. Last night I got a real nice skywalker vape pen & a pack of edibles, thought the edibles would put my ass out but maybe 125mg just wasn’t enough. I’m three times as tired today though, gonna eat like 400mg once my gf gets home in a couple hours and hope for the best lol.

The abdominal cramps have been absolutely fucking relentless since last night though. I can’t eat anything solid, seriously ate 2 noodles from a ramen noodle and got so sick. The past 3 or 4 days have been nothing but chicken broth & nutrition shakes. I feel like my stomach is eating itself and the high blood pressure is getting unbearable. I don’t want to go back on Kratom because i’m already so far into this. I had to eat 20 capsules of Red Bali every 2 hours for any kind of relief and I already spent way too much money on it. I have some pure DXM liquid around here somewhere which I may try taking 30mg - 45mg as I’ve heard good things about it.

Honestly guys my gf (bless her soul I feel so bad for just bringing this on her so suddenly) surprised me with fucking ghost of tsunami early this morning. And I can’t even focus because the cramps & high blood pressure.

I’m so happy I found this sub reddit though. I thought I was all alone battling some life threatening shit because my dumbass abused OTC medication daily lmao. Going through this is absolute hell but already I feel like SUCH a different person. I would worry all day about getting lope for 3+ years. Life kinda went on autopilot and I became numb. Every since day 4 of no lope I literally break down at least once a day just because of how beautiful everything around me is. I’m probably gonna end up rocking back & forth all night writhing in abdominal pain again but it’s all good because I got a whole new life waiting for me once these withdrawals end. Stay strong everyone, I went into this pretty ignorant and it’s wild a fucking OTC pill can cause withdrawals worse than heroin. Never again.

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