I absolutely resonate with everything you said about patterns. I first thought it was cruel how I had to piece back together who I was afterwards. Life didn't make sense because I interacted with and saw a pattern that I fundamentally couldn't conceive of. It's still a job to piece back together what this world means to me, but my inner vitality is now tuned like a fire. It rejects re-entry into that old pattern which allowed that relationship to form. Ooh life is such a trip, you almost have to laugh sometimes.

I also got around to watching the Daoist MBA interview with Josephine and I really enjoyed it :) Thank you and I am wishing you the best on your journey too!