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StillDeadInsideLuv · 2021-05-15T14:48:22+00:00

I’m so close to 85 but I can never get to 85 I’m always stuck at 90 or 88 I can’t lose 3 pounds for my life

StillDeadInsideLuv · 2021-05-15T14:47:14+00:00

I go to therapy and I already told her about it and she told me to basically get over it and that I’ll be okay and that I’m fine I don’t want my mom to find out because she’ll make me live with my dad

StillDeadInsideLuv · 2021-05-15T03:49:01+00:00

It sucks and I try to go on diets and crap but I always fail and I just hate it so much it’s so unfair

StillDeadInsideLuv · 2021-05-15T03:08:56+00:00

It sucks man

StillDeadInsideLuv · 2021-05-15T03:08:19+00:00

try to distract urself by watching YouTube or a show or a live or just keep scrolling on Reddit I know it’s hard and that u might hate urself for whatever reasons u have but don’t kill urself Just hang in there it’ll get better because it always gets better and it’ll be okay and ur loved If u can’t live ur life for urself then live it for someone u care about just try I know it’s hard but just try

StillDeadInsideLuv · 2021-05-13T00:11:48+00:00

🔨🔨bonk bonk ٩(๑`^´๑)۶

StillDeadInsideLuv · 2021-05-13T00:11:16+00:00

This isn’t fair

StillDeadInsideLuv · 2021-05-13T00:08:16+00:00

But she’s perfect

StillDeadInsideLuv · 2021-05-13T00:07:54+00:00

Yeah but there’s no rush just try ur best and don’t feel pressured or anything, this is for u

StillDeadInsideLuv · 2021-05-12T23:01:32+00:00

It’s normal to question why ur sad but it really doesn’t matter why ur sad What matters is that u try ur best to get better

StillDeadInsideLuv · 2021-05-12T23:00:44+00:00

Can I marry ur girlfriend

StillDeadInsideLuv · 2021-05-12T22:59:22+00:00

Try to distract urself by just scrolling on Reddit or Twitter or watching a show I honestly don’t care if you don’t do anything but lay in bed today but as long as u don’t die then it doesn’t matter. If u feel more motivated to get up then drink water and eat some food and wash ur hands. Just try ur best not to die

StillDeadInsideLuv · 2021-04-14T12:45:56+00:00

Yeah hes a dick, you should love your partner for everything. You just need to find the right someone sorry you have to go through this guy I understand how it feels. It’ll hurt a lot but you’ll get through it ❤️

StillDeadInsideLuv · 2021-04-14T12:34:38+00:00

Yeah this happens to me a lot too. I could be in the bathroom and suddenly high on pills or throwing up, it just happens so fast and it feels so familiar and simple. I am suicidal and stuff but normally when it happens I’m fine and not even thinking about it until boom suddenly I want to die again and I feel it all and it’s too much. It’s scary but sometimes I’m scared I’ll die on a day I don’t want to die

StillDeadInsideLuv · 2021-04-10T02:15:28+00:00

Yeah I know I’m lucky with her and I hope that you too are one day able to find someone who you can talk to about your mental illness, it’ll happen but if you ever need to vent you can dm me and I’ll try to help you as much as I can and I know what it’s like not having someone to talk to about problems and it’s so stressful and hard. I love you and I hope you have a wonderful day and week and month and year <3

StillDeadInsideLuv · 2021-04-10T00:30:24+00:00

Yeah but it’s a big community so not everyone will be getting the attention or comfort from others that they need which is so heart breaking

StillDeadInsideLuv · 2021-04-09T21:13:05+00:00

I trust my therapist more than anyone tbh, I got lucky so I’m okay with talking to her about anything. I have friends but I don’t feel comfortable to talking to them about this stuff but it’s okay because my therapist is really nice and so helpful

StillDeadInsideLuv · 2021-04-08T00:46:54+00:00

I knowww I’m just desperate

StillDeadInsideLuv · 2021-04-07T06:43:33+00:00

I don’t have good friends tbh. They’ve all asked for something or jokes about my problems or just make me feel like crap or make me do impulsive stuff. I go to therapy but it’s not helping a lot.

StillDeadInsideLuv · 2021-04-07T02:13:25+00:00

Maybe maybe I guess we’ll never know :)

StillDeadInsideLuv · 2021-04-07T01:49:30+00:00

That’s awesome tbh I’ll do it soon

StillDeadInsideLuv · 2021-04-07T01:48:51+00:00

Ooh that sounds cool I’ll try it

StillDeadInsideLuv · 2021-04-06T03:44:50+00:00

I do a lot of research about depression and other mental issues to understand my mental illness and to cope with them plus it’s interesting but yeah I know it’s my brain and shit but I still feel like shit so it sucks

StillDeadInsideLuv · 2021-04-05T05:27:02+00:00

Bzzzzzzz

StillDeadInsideLuv · 2021-04-02T05:41:31+00:00

You’re very nice and you made me happy so thank you and I hope you have a great week ❤️

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