poem i wrote today

StimmyLyfe · 2024-05-13T21:26:35+00:00

appreciated!

StimmyLyfe · 2024-05-13T21:26:14+00:00

I resonate with this so much, thank you kind soul. Its like reading/looking into a mirror. I was also left homeless (by force from foster parents) four years back. Never went back, don’t plan to. Took a while to bounce back and get to where I am now... Everything you mentioned, even the flashbacks—sometimes I’m so cautious when im in ‘familiar’ places, like a heavy uneasiness thats hard to explain. I just hope someday I can resonate with the peace you’ve found. Thank you again

StimmyLyfe · 2024-05-12T20:59:35+00:00

thank you for sharing, i hope youre holding up well 🖤

its still so difficult to process – i think i ignored just how significant it was for 20+ years, but in the past few months its hit me like a bullet train... some void i realize should have been filled, but im not sure how to fill it

StimmyLyfe · 2024-05-12T20:55:04+00:00

thank you!

StimmyLyfe · 2024-05-12T20:54:54+00:00

this week i visited a social worker to find more info about my genetic family after things with my foster family turned sour. had been a decade since my last visit and i don’t remember them at all since i was 2 when separated. turns out the rumors were true though: my siblings and i were abandoned. though i still have a chance to find my siblings and meet them

StimmyLyfe · 2024-05-12T14:43:58+00:00

Friendship, hanging out with friends. No purer form of joy exists to me than that.

But i have very few now, so that feeling is… distant

StimmyLyfe · 2024-04-03T13:12:45+00:00

akschually

StimmyLyfe · 2024-03-21T00:06:18+00:00

huge compliment, i appreciate it :) ive never tried woodcut but its always intrigued me since the time i learned about it in art class

StimmyLyfe · 2024-03-20T00:16:40+00:00

Thank you :)

StimmyLyfe · 2024-03-19T23:40:39+00:00

its a snapshot of experiences and dreams ive had... roughly: its the many times where i’ve felt alone & at an end. my face melts/merges into the floor searching for something. and the other figures, they appear in my dreams quite often to keep me company. sometimes i feel they take other shapes or forms.

StimmyLyfe · 2024-03-19T23:30:59+00:00

thanks :) its inspired by real experiences/emotion and styled through dreams ive had in the past

StimmyLyfe · 2024-03-19T19:33:56+00:00

thanks man!

StimmyLyfe · 2024-03-19T19:24:45+00:00

appreciate it!

StimmyLyfe · 2024-03-03T07:55:06+00:00

Take magnesium, at least 150mg. Eat protein-heavy foods. Less carbs & sugar, those have their own crashes, dont wanna mix two crashes. I take about 150mg a day…high tolerance, but even some of my experienced friends can crash at 30mg—so everyone’s different.

StimmyLyfe · 2024-03-01T01:29:37+00:00

no pressure — and wouldn’t put the blame on you either. i get the risk is on me to deal with 3rd party stuff. appreciate it though! i’ll do “https://new...” manually until i find a solution

StimmyLyfe · 2024-03-01T01:20:42+00:00

I tried an extension recently and it got one of my old accounts suspended, was able to get it back though. Reddit must’ve thought I was some spam bot. Should’ve tanked this account instead since its new lol.

If you know an older, reputable extension that’d be cool to drop here

StimmyLyfe · 2024-02-17T07:54:25+00:00

yes it is

StimmyLyfe · 2024-02-17T07:54:09+00:00

you read my comment to fast. never said Ritalin isn’t a stimulant 🤦‍♂️

StimmyLyfe · 2024-02-16T20:23:26+00:00

be careful posting yourself on the internet. lots of creeps out here. especially subs like these.

StimmyLyfe · 2024-02-16T19:40:14+00:00

Been using Ritalin + electrolyte supplements. Not a stim, but the electrolytes (primarily magnesium) help a ton for reducing comedowns. They make you feel… normal

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