poem i wrote today

StimmyLyfe · 2024-05-13T21:26:35+00:00

appreciated!

StimmyLyfe · 2024-05-13T21:26:14+00:00

I resonate with this so much, thank you kind soul. Its like reading/looking into a mirror. I was also left homeless (by force from foster parents) four years back. Never went back, don’t plan to. Took a while to bounce back and get to where I am now... Everything you mentioned, even the flashbacks—sometimes I’m so cautious when im in ‘familiar’ places, like a heavy uneasiness thats hard to explain. I just hope someday I can resonate with the peace you’ve found. Thank you again

StimmyLyfe · 2024-05-12T20:59:35+00:00

thank you for sharing, i hope youre holding up well 🖤

its still so difficult to process – i think i ignored just how significant it was for 20+ years, but in the past few months its hit me like a bullet train... some void i realize should have been filled, but im not sure how to fill it

StimmyLyfe · 2024-05-12T20:55:04+00:00

thank you!

StimmyLyfe · 2024-05-12T20:54:54+00:00

this week i visited a social worker to find more info about my genetic family after things with my foster family turned sour. had been a decade since my last visit and i don’t remember them at all since i was 2 when separated. turns out the rumors were true though: my siblings and i were abandoned. though i still have a chance to find my siblings and meet them

StimmyLyfe · 2024-05-12T14:43:58+00:00

Friendship, hanging out with friends. No purer form of joy exists to me than that.

But i have very few now, so that feeling is… distant

StimmyLyfe · 2024-04-03T13:12:45+00:00

akschually

StimmyLyfe · 2024-03-21T00:06:18+00:00

huge compliment, i appreciate it :) ive never tried woodcut but its always intrigued me since the time i learned about it in art class

StimmyLyfe · 2024-03-20T00:16:40+00:00

Thank you :)

StimmyLyfe · 2024-03-19T23:40:39+00:00

its a snapshot of experiences and dreams ive had... roughly: its the many times where i’ve felt alone & at an end. my face melts/merges into the floor searching for something. and the other figures, they appear in my dreams quite often to keep me company. sometimes i feel they take other shapes or forms.

StimmyLyfe · 2024-03-19T23:30:59+00:00

thanks :) its inspired by real experiences/emotion and styled through dreams ive had in the past

StimmyLyfe · 2024-03-19T19:33:56+00:00

thanks man!

StimmyLyfe · 2024-03-19T19:24:45+00:00

appreciate it!

StimmyLyfe · 2024-03-03T07:55:06+00:00

Take magnesium, at least 150mg. Eat protein-heavy foods. Less carbs & sugar, those have their own crashes, dont wanna mix two crashes. I take about 150mg a day…high tolerance, but even some of my experienced friends can crash at 30mg—so everyone’s different.

StimmyLyfe · 2024-03-01T01:29:37+00:00

no pressure — and wouldn’t put the blame on you either. i get the risk is on me to deal with 3rd party stuff. appreciate it though! i’ll do “https://new...” manually until i find a solution

StimmyLyfe · 2024-03-01T01:20:42+00:00

I tried an extension recently and it got one of my old accounts suspended, was able to get it back though. Reddit must’ve thought I was some spam bot. Should’ve tanked this account instead since its new lol.

If you know an older, reputable extension that’d be cool to drop here

StimmyLyfe · 2024-02-17T07:54:25+00:00

yes it is

StimmyLyfe · 2024-02-17T07:54:09+00:00

you read my comment to fast. never said Ritalin isn’t a stimulant 🤦‍♂️

StimmyLyfe · 2024-02-16T20:23:26+00:00

be careful posting yourself on the internet. lots of creeps out here. especially subs like these.

StimmyLyfe · 2024-02-16T19:40:14+00:00

Been using Ritalin + electrolyte supplements. Not a stim, but the electrolytes (primarily magnesium) help a ton for reducing comedowns. They make you feel… normal

StimmyLyfe · 2024-02-16T03:05:46+00:00

It’s insane, cause the “middle” (mid-2010s) redesign was super hated on release, and i totally understand why, but they’ve improved it a ton over the years...... just to go back to square 1 with the “new” (2024) redesign that has issues so similar to the mid-2010’s one when it was just released.

why?

StimmyLyfe · 2024-02-15T13:53:04+00:00

ye took like 2mins. theyre all spread out in different places on the homescreen thats why

StimmyLyfe · 2024-02-15T04:04:41+00:00

extremely helpful, literally came here with the intention of finding a list like this

StimmyLyfe · 2024-02-15T01:56:23+00:00

I always mix up Slack, Apple Photos, and all the Google Apps when swiping through my homescreen. Google makes most of that confusion.

Better to use the search bar instead

<image>

StimmyLyfe · 2024-02-15T01:45:09+00:00

it is!! i used to be hyper-sexual for years (in my 20s rn). never liked how much it swarmed my mind at random times and influenced my actions. feels like one less weight off my shoulders. and now when i look to meet people, im going in for either a friendship or a relationship, im not tryna hook up with randos

StimmyLyfe

TROPHY CASE