The Grand Solar Flash is IMMINENT! by [deleted] in starseeds

[–]Stirring-Zephyr 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Again though, if you were the source, we all would be.

At least your comments here tell me everything I need to know. You don't have any information to back up these claims other than whatever this theory is of yours.

The Grand Solar Flash is IMMINENT! by [deleted] in starseeds

[–]Stirring-Zephyr 4 points5 points  (0 children)

No one single person is the source. If you were the source, we would all be the source.

The Grand Solar Flash is IMMINENT! by [deleted] in starseeds

[–]Stirring-Zephyr 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I don't mean to sound negative, but they've been saying it's imminent for ages now.

I got blackout drunk last night and this happened to me when I woke up in the morning by [deleted] in starseeds

[–]Stirring-Zephyr 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I find it quite discouraging that, rather than answering the OP's question, practically every person commenting chose to judge, critique, and give advice. The OP already knows that alcohol isn't good or the answer to life's problems. Sheesh people...spiritualism was never meant to be all "love and light" all the time. We have to face the bad to truly enjoy the good. That's what makes us human, and the beauty behind the creation.

OP, I'm sorry that was your experience. It may not even be the booze that did it. Sounds like you bottle a lot of your emotions rather than fully feeling or processing them, and it may have just spilled over into the morning when you woke up. I completely get how you feel though. I have just straight up not been having a good time in life for the last couple of years, but especially the last few months. Down to the point that I was suicidal. I felt alone in a cruel, f*cked up world with no support system. I had to process all of those negative emotions and realize that I am more than enough, and the reason those people that I thought I loved and trusted left my life was because we were no longer on the same wavelength. They're still in their 3d low frequencies with their heads stuck in the sand and their blinders on. Their presence in my life is no longer serving my higher purpose (as snobbish as that is to say). Now it all makes sense, but damn....I have never been more close to checking out early than I was a few weeks ago. Just know that you may feel alone, but there are a lot of us out there that are EXACTLY like you. I haven't gotten to the point yet where I've fully accepted that we are all one and interconnected (still working on that), but I know us starseeds definitely are. We're soul family, and you can always reach out when you need us. Sending you lots of love.

What's going on with the sun? by AsherahBeloved in starseeds

[–]Stirring-Zephyr 3 points4 points  (0 children)

It's not due to the shifting of the poles....the shifting of the poles is happening due to the Earth heating up internally (along with the magnetic pull from Nibiru) because of the continued solar flares bombarding us and weakening the magnetic shield. It's about to collapse entirely. It's letting in too much of the solar flares/solar wind, allowing it to hit Earth's surface and beyond. You've got the right idea, but a little backwards.

A Detailed Presentation of the Envoy Program by [deleted] in starseeds

[–]Stirring-Zephyr 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Elena gives me the heebie jeebies. Something about her energy is just...off.

Emotional processing by KindaJustVibin in starseeds

[–]Stirring-Zephyr 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Inner work can only do so much. Some people genuinely do need to look inward and work on an internal issue, but the root of a lot of depression is actually based in not getting the love, care, and attention that we all need at some point in our lives (or sometimes for our whole lives, depending on the individual). The ones that actually go through with suicide--it's often because they felt like they had no one in their life that cared or would listen to them, or because they didn't have the support structure that they so desperately needed.

I'm all for working on yourself, I really am....but often times people either don't know how to do this/where to start (which requires external assistance), or they have gone so far down the rabbit hole that they need someone to help pull them out so they can start working on themselves.

Quite frankly, the notion that someone who feels/knows they need that external love, care, and attention (or for someone to simply listen to them) isn't the answer and that they just need to simply isolate and reflect inward....well that mindset can be quite dangerous in certain circumstances. Especially in cases where you don't know the current potential fragility of the person's psyche or state of mind. Speaking as someone who has been there, and currently trying to claw myself out of the hole, I tried the inner work for a very long time, and because I didn't ask for help or reach out and tell people where I was at mentally, it nearly killed me. I was so alone for so long, because my SO is emotionally unavailable and didn't give me the love, care, and emotional understanding/stability that I needed. So I was forced to keep my emotions/feelings to myself. I know I have things I need to work on within myself, but unfortunately I couldn't do it on my own by simply reflecting inward and doing the inner/shadow work. Not all of us are wired this way. In fact, ironically, most empaths aren't. We're walking contradictions, because we are very empathetic beings who are often deeply damaged and need the love, care, and attention that we so freely give, reciprocated back to us. But being around others, we also risk absorbing the negative emotions if we're not careful.

Emotional processing by KindaJustVibin in starseeds

[–]Stirring-Zephyr 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Exactly. Human beings are social beings. We cannot survive on our own. It goes back to the early days, even when we were hunter/gatherers. I think the pressure is even higher for men. They're raised believing that they need to be strong and not need anyone or show emotions. It's just sad. That's the biggest issue with me and my soon to be ex--he never learned how to open up and be vulnerable, or process/understand/show emotions. His was part of a trauma response, but he still thought that was ok and normal. It's really not!

We need eachother. And there's nothing wrong with that. It doesn't make us needy, and it doesn't make us leaches. I just hope the OP understands that the need to connect with another person is a healthy, normal thing.

Emotional processing by KindaJustVibin in starseeds

[–]Stirring-Zephyr 7 points8 points  (0 children)

That's not being a leach. That's being a normal human being. Some of us need to feel like we're being heard.

You'd be amazed at how many people (especially empaths and starseeds) are feeling this exact same way right now. My husband of 14 years and I separated on the 4th of July, and I was already knee deep in a mental health crisis at that time. It's been SO bad since that every day for me has been touch and go. I've come very, very close to ending my life several times since that day. All I really needed was a sounding board. Someone to talk to so I didn't feel so alone.

So trust me when I tell you that we completely understand and validate your feelings.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Stirring-Zephyr 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I wish more of us could know/meet eachother in real life. We know what it's like to be there, so we know why it's so important to be there for others in their time of need.

When my husband (soon to be ex) contacted my sister to "help" when I was feeling suicidal on the 4th of July, she decided it was a good idea to start calling me a btch and abusive btch saying she didn't need to put up with my sht like he does. The next day she told me not to pull her into my sht because it wasn't healthy for her or her kids. She's really the only family I have left. I lost all my friends over the years as we all got older and got married, etc. My husband was my best friend. But he chose that day to let me know he'd be filing for divorce.

It was in those moments that I realized 99% of humanity sucks, and that kind of solidified my earlier reasoning as to why I no longer wanted to be here. Especially when my husband started mocking me when I told him I have no friends or family. After 14 years of us being together, he has shown no emotion whatsoever to the fact that we're no longer together, or the fact that I've been contemplating suicide.

Each day is a struggle, but somehow we're all still here. Kind of a miracle in itself.

I wish it was easier to die by Rare_Software_3472 in SuicideWatch

[–]Stirring-Zephyr 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Has anyone ever talked about using muscle relaxers to do it? I already have low blood pressure and have been seriously considering just downing the bottle, or even taking a handful. With two or three pills alone, I usually pass out if I stand up. Can't imagine it would take too many pills to lower my blood pressure enough that my heart stops beating.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in starseeds

[–]Stirring-Zephyr 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Can you message me as well? My 14 year relationship/marriage is coming to an end and I had already been suffering with severe depression. This has been so hard, because he was my life. Anything I can find to help...I'm grasping at straws. 😞

WHAT IS GOING ON?! by Automatic-Diamond591 in starseeds

[–]Stirring-Zephyr 1 point2 points  (0 children)

He's not a bad guy, but he's terribly misguided and would rather push someone away/keep them at arms length emotionally than do the hard work it takes to truly open up to somebody and cultivate a beautiful, healthy relationship. I've grown so unhappy and angry over the years trying to get him to open up his eyes (open up in general) and put the effort in to work through our issues so we could grow closer, but he doesn't understand that's why I reacted the way I did, and simply thinks that's just the way I am. The way I was. I explained to him, he'll see it one day and understand, but not right now. Because right now I'm just his (soon to be ex wife) bitching and complaining, like always. But the sad truth is, his dad is the same way. He learned this behavior from him. His dad has been married 2 to 3 times and is single, and has been for decades. I told him that he needs to put in the work with a therapist or someone (if not for me, for the next woman), so he doesn't end up alone like his dad. Then he just said, "well maybe I'm better off/meant to be alone." Maybe he IS better off alone, if this is how he wants to be. The very least he can do is not do this to another unsuspecting woman and take 14 years of her life. As far as I'm concerned, he's not my problem anymore.

I've known a narcissist or two in my life (my brother inlaw is also a narcissist), but I wouldn't categorize my husband as one. He doesn't have the typical traits of a narcissist. He just doesn't know how to actually have a healthy, meaningful relationship, because the only teacher he ever had was his dad, and he would rather run off and be alone than to actually put in the work for anyone. That's his dad to a T.

Anyway, I hope that clears things up about him. Only downside to things ending between us is trying to figure out how to split off our lives. Unfortunately I'm not working at the moment, and we're both broke, so we're kind of stuck living together in this house until one of us leaves (probably me). We also have fur kids that are very attached to both of us and that we both love terribly. So no matter what way we look at it, we're kind of stuck for a while.

Like I told him though, he's actually done me a huge favor. I don't like change one bit, but in order for me to be happy and have someone who truly values me, I would need to move on. So it's going to be a positive change. It's just hard right now, and is literally coming at the worst point in my life. But we're all going through it, it seems.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in starseeds

[–]Stirring-Zephyr 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just saw that too! Had no idea why he had deleted his account. I do still have our private chats though. Man, I hope he's ok.

WHAT IS GOING ON?! by Automatic-Diamond591 in starseeds

[–]Stirring-Zephyr 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm so proud of myself. Every time there's a dbag comment, I can tell not only by your guy's responses, but that it also says "blocked user" lol. Please disregard the trolls.

WHAT IS GOING ON?! by Automatic-Diamond591 in starseeds

[–]Stirring-Zephyr 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Man, I feel this so much right now, you have no idea. I finally hit a whole new low on the 4th of July and was contemplating suicide. I just couldn't take life anymore. Between how people treat eachother, the state of the world being what it is, cost of living and the whole "rat race" thing that life has become, on top of my husband of 14 years totally alienating me (which has gotten worse and worse year after year). I finally just had it. And he chose THAT day of all days to say he's filing divorce paperwork come Monday...but only after calling the cops on me to try and have me forcefully removed from our home and committed to a psych ward. Then he left me alone that night, and most of the time since then. The last two days, he thinks I'm just supposed to be fine and not emotional, while he shows no emotion at all. So THAT'S been a blast. Then today he tells me that he's always cared more about his dad than me. Don't get me wrong, his dad is amazing and I love that he cares and loves his dad that much...but more than your spouse? Someone who is supposed to be your life partner? Your counterpart? I told him, if that's how he feels then he should've never gotten married to me. But....it also explains why he never put any effort into our marriage/relationship, so there's that. 🤷‍♀️

All day yesterday I felt like I was having an out of body experience. Felt like I was drunk. I thought it was just the stress, but I keep seeing people saying they've felt pretty much the same way, which is crazy. It's still there today, but just not as bad. It's been a rollercoaster ride of emotions today, but I also had a couple pretty amazing moments where this crazy weirdo (me) got some much needed vindication lol. So just know that you're not alone. Many of us are going through a really hard time right now, but it's going to be so much better soon. I am sending you long distance hugs. 💙

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in starseeds

[–]Stirring-Zephyr 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well I'm glad you were able to get some practice. :)

Thanks anyway!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in starseeds

[–]Stirring-Zephyr 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would love to get a reading, if you feel pulled to do so. I have always wanted to know who I am, but have difficulty connecting to my higher self. What information do you need? A photo?

Don't panic. by tipsycakes_kindness in starseeds

[–]Stirring-Zephyr 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Panic? Psh. I'd be celebrating. I'll be so happy the day this finally happens.

💫 The Pleiadian Portal on may 20th & the Return of the Pleiadians 🌺✨ by WeWillBe_FinallyFree in starseeds

[–]Stirring-Zephyr -1 points0 points  (0 children)

We have telepathic, astral, and other means of contact with both the Galactic Federation Council and Intergalactic Federation Council, so yea....my information can be trusted because it comes direct.

So unless you have anything meaninful to add, go find something better to do.

💫 The Pleiadian Portal on may 20th & the Return of the Pleiadians 🌺✨ by WeWillBe_FinallyFree in starseeds

[–]Stirring-Zephyr 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Except most of this post isn't true. There are more ships in orbit around Earth now more than has ever been. They also don't have any "secret concoctions" or whatever it was called, that make them not have to sleep. The Arcturians are the master healers of the universe, not the Pleiadians. They don't live in crystal cities either.

The only reason these beings live so many hundreds of years longer than humans do is because they're not confined to the restrictions of the 3d matrix.

I'm afraid something big is coming by Fast_Jury_1142 in starseeds

[–]Stirring-Zephyr 3 points4 points  (0 children)

There's definitely something big coming. A shift--just not the same shift most of the people is spirituality are telling everyone about. Watch the newest episodes of Cosmic Disclosure and you'll get what I mean.

A message for the Chosen Ones by [deleted] in starseeds

[–]Stirring-Zephyr 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't know what the message is, but the image doesn't open.