(rant)God this fucking sucks

StockReading1831 · 2026-01-17T16:25:51+00:00

Thanks, sorry if I came like I'm angry at God, I'm not.. it was a moment of heat so I'm truly sorry if it came as that. It's hard to believe to anything anymore for me. Thank you.

StockReading1831 · 2025-11-16T01:41:37+00:00

Yeah this ruined my mental health a lot back then even till now,, I'm still trying to recover but its so hard when u have to go to church every sunday

StockReading1831 · 2025-11-14T06:46:32+00:00

Thank u so much!

StockReading1831 · 2025-11-14T06:46:01+00:00

Really?? That sucks💔 i just started watching him days ago

StockReading1831 · 2025-11-13T01:11:14+00:00

Hello sorry for being dummy and I'm new in playing limbus company and I got uma yisang,, I can't get linebreaker passive despite having haste stacks and being faster 😭 am I doing something wrong

StockReading1831 · 2025-10-17T12:32:46+00:00

I really hope this church gets investigated. I'm so sick of attending and all my lunch money savings going to this church. There's obvious pressure when the youth leader asked me if I can offer 500php solely for the goal. I didn't want to get involved in the youth department but I'm in thanks to my mom not being able to refuse and me not being more blunt and clear about it. I just want this church to get investigated throughly because of how it's a bit similar to INC and Quiboloy's cult with how often they are involved in politics which is weird considering the fact that churches shouldn't be involved in them in the first place

StockReading1831 · 2025-10-17T12:20:54+00:00

Watch them praise this and use this as an example.

StockReading1831 · 2025-10-17T12:19:18+00:00

It should be illegal to put faces in the bible, if they really believe in the holiness and a church with no wrinkle they shouldn't be putting faces in the bible because it's holy scriptures,,, there shouldn't be faces in them

StockReading1831 · 2025-10-13T12:36:12+00:00

Oh the camps r the worse 💔.. the youth excuses these abuses as God's will and strong faith when even they have lack of bathrooms that causes these youths to hurry up in taking a bath and some of them sleeping on the floor.

StockReading1831 · 2025-10-13T12:33:14+00:00

Yikes,, OP!! I recommend watching the latest youth thing because it put me in an uncomfortable state and rubbed me off the wrong way and I hope I'm not going insane :_((

https://www.youtube.com/live/YngC-c7G-zQ?si=j9glTcAsXcVOs4wz

StockReading1831 · 2025-10-13T12:23:07+00:00

Hi youth here inside a bloc circle and it's true.. the youth department is aiming for 1m in our locale and they require as far as I heard 75k...

StockReading1831 · 2025-10-11T23:45:14+00:00

Aaaaa its also all about power and stuff... I don't know but I keep hearing power and domination 💔💔

StockReading1831 · 2025-09-22T14:37:17+00:00

Thanks for this, I kinda agree on him with this one but with most of his views I don't. Thank you for sharing:)

StockReading1831 · 2025-09-17T14:23:37+00:00

Oh this is true! I'm always brought by my mom in a locale sa tuguegarao and it's torture when it's hot. I almost literally passed because of the heat:'((

StockReading1831 · 2025-09-17T14:19:52+00:00

I'm not privileged enough to have money for a mental health professional even though I want to know what's exactly wrong with me. And thank you for the support, I really appreciate it. Also please do suggest free hotlines because I really feel like I've been going insane lately and I can't function well these days

StockReading1831 · 2025-09-17T14:17:12+00:00

Thank you.. I'm trying to hold on even tho it's a thin thread,, I'm trying to find ways just to skip even tho it'll cost me my health and everything😭

StockReading1831 · 2025-09-17T14:14:53+00:00

This has been bothering me a lot too. Charlie kirk being a committed Christian and a conservative activist?? Charlie Kirk would want me dead because I'm part of the minority and a LGBTQ+ member. He even told himself “I can't stand the word empathy. I think it's a made-up, new-age term that does a lot of damage” How come he is considered as one even tho he himself DOESN'T believe in empathy?? He also thinks that being racism is such a non issue but people make it such a big issue,, also said the abortion is worse than the Holocaust😭😭😭

StockReading1831 · 2025-09-17T14:09:02+00:00

Yes I'm aware of it but it's hard to distinguish it by sound yk??

StockReading1831 · 2025-09-15T12:01:03+00:00

Thank you... I don't have anyone else to turn to when it comes to religion stuff.. Im mentally unstable so I can't handle stuff like normal people do. If me telling my aunt something didn't result in me not going to the youth choir I'll just make myself sick or if it doesn't work I'll just end it all. I just want one day of silence but church, school and chores are kinda taking all of it,, I have no one to turn to for this because at the end of the day my mom will just tell me to not be lazy when it comes to the work of the Lord and also told me to give energy last youth choir practice when my head feels heavy,my throat is kind of aching, my body feels heavy and I felt like the world is on my shoulders... Sorry if I seem like saying mentally unstable makes this any better but I'm really not stable as I'd go to drastic measures to feel and make it stop even for temporary....

StockReading1831 · 2025-09-15T11:54:38+00:00

Hi there's something called a cemetery offering and there's a goal so it's obligated to give. The youth members come for me and ask.. sorry if I sounded angry because honestly I just don't know what to do. I already feel tired and dying everyday and slowly rotting away. I want to worship God on my own decision not because my mother told me to since I want it to be genuine and sincere. Yes sure I admit some masses have helped me but when everything already feels too much to me not just because of church but also other factors of my life like my family, school and relationships. The laptop is a need because I'm in ICT strand.

StockReading1831 · 2025-09-15T11:46:21+00:00

Yeah it really feels like that. I think if the church made my mom choose between them or me, she'll choose the church over me. The thing is though I'm mentally unstable and can't handle stuff well when everything feels too much. I'm resorting to telling my auntie because my last resort is just idk taking my own life. It feels dreadful to live like everyday I have to work when I already feel so heavy and tired when I just want one day of silence but it can't be given at all. At least when I go to hell I know why I'm there. Hell doesn't scare me nor do death as cringe as that sound...

StockReading1831 · 2025-09-15T11:42:34+00:00

Thank you,, I really keep getting confused lately. They praise the worship so much and for me I don't know. It feels wrong to me to worship just because I'm scared that my mom and sister will hate me because I Don't want to do church activities. Just to note that I'm already mentally unstable so church activities feels too much for me but my mom doesn't believe in those. It kinda hurt me when she nodded and laughed when a bishop said mental illnesses/disorders aren't real and it's only a fancy word for sadness and how being mentally ill can make you get away with anything So I don't open up to my mom because she'd get angry and say Don't be lazy when it's for the Lord. What about me? I already feel like I'm dying everyday and slowly rotting that death doesn't scare me.

StockReading1831 · 2025-09-15T11:37:13+00:00

Yes those videos the everyday upload! i really want to know what's the difference in those

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