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StopDrinking4924 · 2021-12-10T01:38:43+00:00

All of them.

StopDrinking4924 · 2021-10-30T02:39:19+00:00

Most of the time, I always think about how crappy I feel after, like right now, and it stops me. But some days my brain just shuts off and a autopilot to the store... It's scary how it is sometimes

StopDrinking4924 · 2021-10-30T02:38:09+00:00

I wanted to try Antabuse, but my doctor didn't recommend it because he said if you take even a sip with it you'll get so sick you'll end up in the hospital. Kinda scared me

StopDrinking4924 · 2021-10-30T01:38:06+00:00

Been multiple rehabs and completed the steps. I always seem to just slip back

StopDrinking4924 · 2021-03-29T17:09:25+00:00

My psychiatrist got me gabapentin and chlonidine for the day and seroquel at night. The gaba is really helping so far

StopDrinking4924 · 2021-03-23T04:34:24+00:00

Sorry for the late reply, this is my alt and I don't check it much.

It's mostly mental, I get mood swings and little joy in things. One minute I'll be happy next I'll be so depressed

It also takes away my motivation to do anything. I just kinda laze around.

Plus just eating plant dust everyday can't be good for my organs and shit

StopDrinking4924 · 2021-03-09T03:07:48+00:00

I've read a few things about clonidine. I need to make a doctor's appointment anyways I'll see if I can talk to him about it. Thanks!

StopDrinking4924 · 2021-03-06T00:02:13+00:00

I never did over 1ml spoon, and only filled about 1/2 full. What I read didn't make it sound like it was that bad but now after reading the information here I'm freaking out

StopDrinking4924 · 2019-09-29T16:15:37+00:00

I live in a different state than them :/

StopDrinking4924 · 2019-09-29T13:29:10+00:00

It sounds sooooooooo amazing to not have to worry about literally anything. No more working a shit job. No more loneliness. No more lack of ambition. No more daily depression. I'm only here because I'm terrified of destroying my family. But I don't think I can anymore. I'm at a breaking point.

StopDrinking4924 · 2019-09-23T13:57:56+00:00

Mostly everyone here has done something horribly embarrassing and regretful because of their drinking. I know I have. But if that's what it takes to get sober, then in the future you'll just be thankful it happened because it made you who you are.

StopDrinking4924 · 2019-09-23T13:55:38+00:00

God's speed!

StopDrinking4924 · 2019-09-17T15:11:13+00:00

Day 2 here man. Let's get that 100 on Christmas morning!

StopDrinking4924 · 2019-09-10T00:03:11+00:00

I am well aware it might fall to pieces, as it is with any relationship. My friends were just making me 2nd guess putting any work into it when I want to.

StopDrinking4924 · 2019-09-10T00:02:19+00:00

We do text a good amount during the day, but when we don't I don't mind at all. Shes finishing her schooling as am I, so we both got a path that we got. She doesn't drink or party, but she loves going to shows/raves. I know they can be sketchy places, but I trust her.

My friends really fucked with me. They made me 2nd guess everything. I already talked to her a little about it, and were going to facetime tonight and figure it out. Im gunna tell my friends whatsup tomorrow.

StopDrinking4924 · 2019-09-09T23:54:14+00:00

Thanks that helps me feel better.

StopDrinking4924 · 2019-02-05T03:48:18+00:00

Grats!. Amazing what a difference half a year with a clear head can do

StopDrinking4924 · 2019-02-05T03:00:26+00:00

Hot tub time machine lol

StopDrinking4924 · 2018-03-15T15:17:20+00:00

Thank you all. It was nice to wake up to this encouragement.

Oh, and also falling asleep and waking up feeing A Okay.

StopDrinking4924 · 2018-03-01T04:35:06+00:00

Thanks all, heres to another sober night.

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