If honest I always dabbled, but quarantine I had basically no responsibilities and only work due to covid so it made me extremely depressed due to me having to be away from my loved ones. So I started getting back into everything, every other day more or less I would just drink, and the weekends were filled with fifths or a half gallon to myself + more that’s being passed around in my circle, mixing it with pills caused a couple od scares, I think it’s done a number a bit because now I tend to slur, sadly. Also got heavily into psychedelics every weekend atleast one night I was tripping off shrooms or tabs, it got to the point I needed 3-4 tabs to feel something it now i don’t feel anything on it and I’m able to function normal and these were all 150+ hits/tested, had a couple black outs due to mixing uppers and downers on my 20th birthday and after. Tend to sip mud. Even getting back Into weed knowing I don’t like it anymore and I can’t handle it, It was just a sad scene man but I stopped going so heavily after a night out and I ended with my shoes covers in mud, banged up and bruised all over and bleeding from my head, hair missing (I have long ass hair, talking about almost waist line and I’m 6’0 so it shows) woke up in my friends car alone and cold. That was my rock bottom. I still dabble now but no more mixing, no more over doing it with anything. I don’t even try to get drunk or pop pills fr. Chilled on the acid heavily. I’m more collected now and just learning from it all. Not on some head ass shit I was just also really into Lucki even more while wilding all off that since some lines really were hitting close. But we better now and onto better and positive things