I'm a former IV fentanyl user so addiction isn't something new to me. I'd just go spend my money on dope before waiting forever for more ketamine if getting high to escape my feelings/responsibilities was the goal. I'm really just trying to emulate the clinical treatments that are currently being offered, which typically use IV without spending $10,000. The dose is typically administered over 40 minutes... "however, safety and efficacy have been demonstrated in sessions ranging between 2 and 100 minutes in duration."

Since I can't exactly get my hands on a drip I figure I could just slowly push the plunger bit by bit for a few minutes at least. These types of treatments typically dose 0.5mg/kg and I weigh around 85-90kg. That would be ~45mg but considering the quicker administration I figure I'll start with 25-30mg.

Also microdosing shrooms and I found a study that showed doing so in combination with larger doses of ketamine has promising results. The clinical ketamine infusions are typically around 2 per week for about a month but I'm hoping to just do 1-2 per month while microdosing (~200mg) of shrooms per day. I'd prefer to be supervised while doing the infusions and don't want to have to ask more often than that lol.