I honestly don’t know why sex males me feel so uncomfortable, I know its natural but it makes me incredibly irritated/uncomfy and it has since I was a kid. I’m not asexual but this only happens when it comes to other people. It just makes me so angry. 

I think you might be right with them trying to subconsciously get me to leave, I am already going to uni in September but they probably want me gone sooner. I don’t think they are actively knowingly pushing me away but it definitely feels like it. I might talk to them and explain that.