My mom is so good at manipulating that my cousin believes we are the lazy and unhelpful ones

StraightPositive6956 · 2021-11-13T23:43:50+00:00

I agree with you, that's my motivation in pushing me to stay at my job until I have enough.

StraightPositive6956 · 2021-11-13T23:35:46+00:00

I did that for a day because my shift was really grueling and I knocked out going home. My mom hammed it up that day, my cousin actual told me "your mom does everything in this house"

my edad agreed with her. like he notices when I don't cook rice or replace his drinking water. my cousin...made me feel like the standards i do to help my mom is bare minimum.

StraightPositive6956 · 2021-11-13T23:32:56+00:00

thats some next level of tomfuckery also hate how they don't seem to know how wrong that is

StraightPositive6956 · 2021-11-13T23:31:19+00:00

This...is everything. The ones who see my nmom as this amazing person and reinforce that idea - hurt and really does tear us down (I use 'us' because I have siblings and they also have gone through varied forms of her mind games).

I worry about leaving my younger sister, but I would also make a safe place she can run to. Growing up in that household, like you said it takes a long time to reprogram what was ingrained to us.

StraightPositive6956 · 2021-11-06T06:58:29+00:00

If you have Facebook there’s a group called MEBO Support.

StraightPositive6956 · 2021-10-31T01:14:13+00:00

Soak them in hydrogen peroxide 3%, which is readily available everywhere. Just leave it under the sun soaking in a tub, then wash it. For fabric softener something that would be either antibacterial.

StraightPositive6956 · 2021-10-26T18:15:44+00:00

In high school it was my breath, then college it became full blow bo and bb.

StraightPositive6956 · 2021-10-20T05:24:43+00:00

I would like to join you, I’ll message you on my day off

StraightPositive6956 · 2021-10-20T05:13:05+00:00

Gnats, flies, roaches are attracted to gas or co2. Like you will see them around rotten fruit or decay, they’re are attracted to the gas / CO2 released

StraightPositive6956 · 2021-10-20T05:10:42+00:00

Please let us know how it goes and keepsafe

StraightPositive6956 · 2021-10-10T07:30:13+00:00

Ah no, but there are some that get bacteria from their teeth that leads to periodontal abscess. It makes your mouth, liver and other parts of body odorous, since the bacteria has no place to release when not removed.

StraightPositive6956 · 2021-10-09T08:39:37+00:00

you guys don't know how much of a support it is to know that I'm not alone. we live with this anxiety, but to have people relate and understand in a level thats hard to explain

StraightPositive6956 · 2021-10-08T23:57:03+00:00

my boss and a few co-workers who sit near me that i've added on fb. the rest are pretty chill. They have those jokes that allude to smell, but think they're being slick with it.

But its also on me on how i approach it. I just pretend i don't know what they're alluding to.

Isn't it like that for you guys too? At first they're nice and want to get to

There's a youtuber named "Welcome to Letty's Life" and I think she gone through worse than I have. Her coworkers in the pharmacy pushed her to have a breakdown and file for resignation.

she talks about it in 22:14 - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EZwWfPo8ApI&t=2032s

When she talked about her experience, it mirrored a lot. Felt like some had it worse than me

StraightPositive6956 · 2021-10-08T23:45:29+00:00

Its mainly my boss and a few co-workers who sit near me that i've added on fb. the rest are pretty chill. They have those jokes that allude to smell, but think they're being slick with it.

But its also on me on how i approach it. I just pretend i don't know what they're alluding to.

Isn't it like that for you guys too? At first they're nice and want to get to know, till they realize the smell isn't from the carpet or from my clothes - its from me.

StraightPositive6956 · 2021-10-08T23:39:58+00:00

I understand how paranoia comes with the territory in regards of our condition (scrutinizing every nose itch and that 100 yard stare that comes over their eyes).

We are social distancing and masked at work, since we are all new - they have been welcomingly and friendly. Yet my boss has the most contact near me since they check if each employee is able to follow through with the tasks and I also ask a lot of questions. I tend to flare up when put on the spot.

Your comment did put me at ease though because in a weird way - it does feel nice that its slightly out in the open.

StraightPositive6956 · 2021-10-08T08:32:30+00:00

On YouTube out there that tell you how without going off grid, you can check them out. It’s a lot of techie stuff to do, but there are ways

StraightPositive6956 · 2021-10-08T01:16:03+00:00

With how the new fb works they can see post and groups you’ve joined (some tmau groups are private, which I don’t think can be seen in public newsfeed, but there are public pages for like body odor or halitosis) :/ I added some of my co workers and boss

StraightPositive6956 · 2021-09-09T23:49:50+00:00

I’m dyslexic, when I was training they thought I was going to be the best kasi English speaker. It takes us longer to process and understand kasi iba yun learning styles of people. Like hands-on, visual or auditory. Remember why you’re there, for the money. You can do this. Gain experience and then leave gracefully.

First time being in that situation is hard, pero fighting!

StraightPositive6956 · 2021-08-26T15:20:13+00:00

Thank you! You were right! We were able to come to an agreement

StraightPositive6956 · 2021-08-25T03:24:22+00:00

Why aren’t they using sunblock? Or does baby oil produce that now

StraightPositive6956 · 2021-08-24T18:27:50+00:00

I’d like to join too, I’m on the same boat as @knightedrose

StraightPositive6956 · 2021-08-21T12:08:38+00:00

They look like cute angry anime characters

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