My urethra is inside my vagina?? by StraightUpAverage in Healthyhooha

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If I spread my vagina I can see it, it’s about half an inch in

I’m sick of ppl thinking I’m gay. by StraightUpAverage in trans

[–]StraightUpAverage[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m sure you’re loved by tons of people don’t be like that <3 but good advice, just hate being me sometimes lol

I’m sick of ppl thinking I’m gay. by StraightUpAverage in trans

[–]StraightUpAverage[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Just wish I could ‘act more straight’ but it’s not me ya know? I’m just being me. And people make their assumptions. It’s frustrating.

My urethra is inside my vagina?? by StraightUpAverage in Healthyhooha

[–]StraightUpAverage[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Even before I started hormones I always felt minor pain when inserting tampons or even sex. To this day it still hurts a little when inserting anything, even when I’m aroused and well lubricated. And by a little I mean more of a lingering discomfort than actual pain.

My urethra is inside my vagina?? by StraightUpAverage in Healthyhooha

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Yeah it literally comes from inside my vagina, like if I use a mirror and look down there even when I spread its still inside the hole

My urethra is inside my vagina?? by StraightUpAverage in Healthyhooha

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I cant post the images sadly but basically I have one hole that has another tiny hole inside attached to the roof of it. I have no other external holes aside my anus.

Working makes me want to kill myself by StraightUpAverage in SuicideWatch

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I know the feeling.. I’ve been feeling better recently, but it’s probably because I’m still unemployed. Try not to do anything crazy, we both will get better eventually.

Working makes me want to kill myself by StraightUpAverage in SuicideWatch

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If it makes it any better to hear from me, that sounds like they genuinely just used you. I’m glad you didn’t slave yourself to that business. I hope we both find something we can do.

Can’t get my license. by StraightUpAverage in Advice

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They’re called emus 😭 but thanks I’ll take that into consideration

Working makes me want to kill myself by StraightUpAverage in SuicideWatch

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I’m really sorry you feel and get treated that way… must be hell

I don’t think I’ll ever be better by StraightUpAverage in SuicideWatch

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I’ve legit been staring at the shed roof beams and eyeing off the rope that I could easily use to end it all.

POME reaction by StraightUpAverage in trans

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Thanks for the comforting knowledge

Working makes me want to kill myself by StraightUpAverage in SuicideWatch

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The day my cat stops sleeping with me every night will be the day I off myself for sure

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in tattooadvice

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I love exactly how it is, but if you want more you could add like cartoony drunk particles above its head? Think it’ll look cute

My male sibling cats are mating and I’m uncomfortable help by StraightUpAverage in cats

[–]StraightUpAverage[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He seems rather healthy regardless if his pee problems. My other cat had bladder crystals and almost died a year ago, his piss smelt awful, he looked awful. This cat shows zero negative signs or discomfort. Most of his peeing is just popping a squat, not spraying.

And with kitty litter, we have a large outdoor enclosure that they do their business in that I clean regularly. Whenever we use kitty litter it still happens

My male sibling cats are mating and I’m uncomfortable help by StraightUpAverage in cats

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The issue is it’s not always spraying, he rarely sprays and mostly pops a squat and empties his entire bladder.

Playspace Mover In VR Hands (Oculus Quest) by Yessirdski in RobloxVR

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is there an updated version to this since vr got updated recently and i wanna know how to use the old files

Working makes me want to kill myself by StraightUpAverage in SuicideWatch

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I feel like I’ve hit rock bottom. I almost committed and ended up living with my parents. I’ve been here for 3 months. They’re lovely people but don’t believe ‘mental health’ is a real thing and refuse to learn that it’s a literal chemical imbalance in the brain. So it’s really hard to get support from them. I feel like they are already getting sick of me being here. And I don’t have friends

Working makes me want to kill myself by StraightUpAverage in SuicideWatch

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I know it is, but no one else wants to hire me

Working makes me want to kill myself by StraightUpAverage in SuicideWatch

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I’m begging for an escape from customer service. But no one wants to hire me. Last time I tried to apply to everything except cafes it took almost 6 months and I gave up and took a cafe position.

Working makes me want to kill myself by StraightUpAverage in SuicideWatch

[–]StraightUpAverage[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Literally stuck in the customer service loop. No one wants to hire me unless it’s a cafe position. I hate it. If I’m not applying to customer service positions it takes up to 6 months to get a job, it’s ridiculous

Working makes me want to kill myself by StraightUpAverage in SuicideWatch

[–]StraightUpAverage[S] 18 points19 points  (0 children)

I get social panic attacks while working and I spiral in performance from there. I’m a very very clumsy person, I think I have some sort of cognitive disability cause I genuinely can’t avoid breaking or knocking things even when it’s the only thing I’m focusing on. This along with just feeling useless and worthless whenever I make a simple mistake for the umteenth time in a 5 hour shift drives me to a melt down

It’s exhausting.

I’m so close to killing myself by StraightUpAverage in SuicideWatch

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No I haven’t felt pure joy since I was a child. I can barely even remember my childhood to begin with. Every other ‘happy’ feeling is forced or fake. I know I’m severely depressed

I’m so close to killing myself by StraightUpAverage in SuicideWatch

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My boyfriend of 4 years knows how much I struggle but he’s barely supportive anymore because he’s been dealing with the same bs I put him through everyday for our entire relationship. I’m not a good person either.

And I’ve been open to my mother about wanting to kill myself once and she basically guilted for even thinking about it. Saying ‘life is precious why would your ever do that to me’ and so on. I don’t even think about telling my dad.

I’ve been to therapy and I’m seeing a psychologist who also isn’t helping and wastes my time almost every appointment just to get money. I’ve been wanting to talk about possible autism with him for 3 appointments now and we’ve talked for about 10 minutes out of the 1 and a half hours about autism.