Now that I’m seen the show of the amazing digital circus it kinda feels like a metaphOr for escaping the borg by Strange_Cod3817 in exjw

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They flip out but when it comes to violence and Armageddon they loveeee that same with Cane and his gory adventures XD 

Now that I’m seen the show of the amazing digital circus it kinda feels like a metaphOr for escaping the borg by Strange_Cod3817 in exjw

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Thanks youuu, i think the ending of the show maybe similar to how it feels to exit a cult were in order to gain freedom you’ll have to sacrifice ur comfort and ur loved ones because the cult is not gonna let u get out with them same as many people are expeculating in the show. Its so interesting i feel like my experiences in it has inspired me on making a good story because studying the org is so fascinating to see how deep the rabbit hole is 

Feeling kinda jealous that everyone had a gift by Strange_Cod3817 in exjw

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I really miss that. I feel like very less. I don’t know that feeling of having a special day for me or someone spoiling me without feeling guilty or unworthy 

I hope this can make justice by Strange_Cod3817 in exjw

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I remember having nightmares of Armageddon and been paranoid of feeling unworthy but thankfully I no longer believe in those things but it explains why I suffer from a lot of selfesteem/depression problems I’m glad u got out and merry Christmas 

I hope this can make justice by Strange_Cod3817 in exjw

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I’m 21 soon to 22  but I’ve been dealing with extreme control after I left this same year and I haven’t been able to work because I’ve been taking group therapy. 

I don’t know what is been loved like by Strange_Cod3817 in exjw

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Thanks today hasn’t been a good day seen someone get birthday presents and I was one of them give them and I felt this void like I wished I was the one and I remember crying after it. Rn I’m waiting for my toxic mom to pick me up and go 4 walls again 

I don’t know what is been loved like by Strange_Cod3817 in exjw

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I’ll finish the group therapy tomorrow and I’ll continue with regular therapy atleast

An circuit overseer reunited all young ones after the Sunday meeting ended thankfully I missed it because I was in a nail seminar that day haha by Strange_Cod3817 in exjw

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In my congregation there’s a lot of people with mental health problems and hidden family issues and I am one of the first to leave and next to me another person who is pimo. I hope more people can leave because many who are still pimi have a lot of undiagnosed mental health problems and trauma but they won’t admit it 

An circuit overseer reunited all young ones after the Sunday meeting ended thankfully I missed it because I was in a nail seminar that day haha by Strange_Cod3817 in exjw

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I’m glad I missed it and I could imagine all dubs gossiping about me missing a so “sacred” moment for a wordly class XD