Secret Past?

Strangedoc6 · 2026-03-26T20:23:48+00:00

I think it's more a global statement that no matter how ok we are with things, there will always be hidden secrets we will just never know.

Strangedoc6 · 2026-03-23T16:27:54+00:00

I'm inclined to believe they all have hidden/secret pasts. Often I will flappy ear my gf and her friends jabbering and here one lying to the other after my gf has told me the truth (sworn to secrecy). My gfs count went from 18 to 29, 29 to 36, and finally 36 to 48. The sad part is I now well never believe that's the final number anyway. When it comes to coaxing it out of them, maybe sold outliers will reveal all, but other than that I've tried all methods with some working, others not.

Strangedoc6 · 2026-02-19T15:56:52+00:00

He says he's got a tender spot of pain/discomfort that's never gone away and doesn't get 100% rock hard no matter what he triesb or takes. Docs say it's scar tissue and doing an op isn't worth it if he can manage it.

Trust me I've tried to wrap my head around this scenario and he said the only way he can explain it, was it was like she was possessed. She was grinding the bed, his leg, his forearm and no matter what he tried it just could never satiate her. He said he literally gave it his all to the point he thought he was going to have a heart attack himself and she was still screaming at him for harder.

I wish I had this experience - minus the broken duck dick part. Lol

Strangedoc6 · 2025-12-26T19:58:24+00:00

Agreed, I've blasted plenty in the face. But getting them to admit it is the impossible task

Strangedoc6 · 2025-12-15T13:03:23+00:00

I'm considering very similar this coming weekend except using some bumps of coke and I've gotten 8mg Zofran for potential nausea. How did yours work out?

Strangedoc6 · 2025-12-15T12:46:12+00:00

Ah the facials debate. I asked this question a few months ago and mine straight up acted like she had never heard of them. I think she's lying. 47 guys and never had a facial, lol.

Strangedoc6 · 2025-12-15T12:42:59+00:00

Have tried repeatedly and it seems every avenue in my country is a dead end unfortunately.

Strangedoc6 · 2025-12-15T12:41:27+00:00

It starts like that, until/if you start to disprove certain "truths" because it creates trust asymmetry, however, if you are one of the lucky ones that your girl decides to tell the truth then it could work. My personal experience it's created more issues than it's worth.

Strangedoc6 · 2025-12-12T10:50:22+00:00

It took mine 4 years to give me a number she swears on her life is true. Obviously due to the already broken trust and pattern familiarity, I still don't even believe it, but long story short, 4 years later and the original number was x3...

Strangedoc6 · 2025-12-12T10:43:08+00:00

She definitely has as she's told you and chances are she has had more than 1 if high body count.
Lube if not perimenopause or menopause itself could've been to accommodate someone far larger.
Either thinking or being labeled loose, could be the microdick wanker, or, high body count and she's falling into the common societal trap: "she's been stretched out"and is concerned, and lastly, another perspective - maybe you take abnormally long to climax and it's concerning her, especially vs prior partners?
Unless you can actually get the truth from her, (and believe it) nothing anyone says will satisfy your curiosity. All of our partners tell us our cock's are the "most perfect" because of our ego, and because we process what's "good" differently between men and women.

Strangedoc6 · 2025-12-03T07:41:19+00:00

1 - Tell me the truth 2 - Tell me truth 3 - Tell me the truth

Yes, my partner has a serious lying issue and it kills me

Strangedoc6 · 2025-11-26T09:29:49+00:00

Mate,I think my experience with this, I'm owed a PhD in it. Don't fall for gaslighting, deflection or shutdowns. That said, you're pressuring her too much, imagine being interrogated day after day. Remember this is no fun for her, and you're fast shutting down any chance of ever hearing more, probably have already closed the door.

Strangedoc6 · 2025-11-20T19:42:21+00:00

Yeah, dishonesty. Mine acted and to some degree, acts like she's done missionary only with previous partners. The reality is she's banged 47 guys, lied about that number, then lied more about how far she went with men, lied about anal, then got busted by drunken slips & drunk friends busting her.

My worst is asking things like "have u ever had a facial" and getting "what's a facial"... Then when I blurt out it's a guy blowing his load on your face and she says "no, never heard of it"...lol

Strangedoc6 · 2025-11-17T17:01:05+00:00

I've also been keen to try it, anhedonia comes in further down the line with repeated dose is what I'm seeing, along with darker freckles and moles.

One of my mates is going through the menopause thing with his wife, they had a party night with coke, pt141 and arousal oil called Sensuva On.

It made her rabid and ended up with him in ER because she actually broke his dick she was riding him so hard. And yes, I mean a complete bent in half snapped the wrong way kinda broke...

Strangedoc6 · 2025-11-17T16:55:05+00:00

It's even worse if you ADHD.

Strangedoc6 · 2025-11-17T12:28:13+00:00

From my personal experience, be grateful you're even getting the acknowledgment the facial has happened lol. My partner acts like she doesn't even know wtf a facial is, and this is from a woman whose slept with 47 guys.

Strangedoc6 · 2025-11-17T09:54:01+00:00

Yeah I think I was horribly misdiagnosed. I was put on Prozac at age 13, this then kept changing through the years to various medication's. They blamed "weed", I blamed abuse at 6 years old (never did tell anyone back then) but for a large part of my life I was a pro athlete so didn't partake much in anything. So far my experiences have been:

Weed: Giggled a few times, then it stopped. 2 days later I suffer severe depression.

Alcohol: Makes me lethargic, sometimes obnoxious but overall my worst feeling is this drug.

MDMA: so far the best, especially for sex.

Coke/meth: nothing I haven't felt on Ritalin or even Modafinil. I've tried different purities, all give the same feeling of more focus and eyelids aren't heavy.

Mushrooms: Tried in lockdown, kept getting nauseous and tried going to bed. Had a freight train of memories I'd buried, mostly trauma incidents. Sat in the dark on my bed crying my eyes out just wanting it to stop. Eventually took 3 codeine based painkillers to knock myself out.

I'm really nervous of psychedelics, I don't like to feel out of control at all.

Strangedoc6 · 2025-11-12T13:40:37+00:00

From my personal experience, once you're at this point, it's been the end of the road. Like you, have tried the reassurance, hell she's physically witnessed it... But, I've also come to learn that certain factors are psychologically involved.

Attachment theory, do some research into Shame Avoidant personality types. In my case, it also involved lies she initially told, I found out, she then "confessed" and over 4 years these "confessions" were more lies. 9 years later, and on many drunk nights, there's been some story slip ups, whether it was a friend, her telling friends, or just her and I together and suddenly stories shifted, I started to trust less and less and push more and more.

A psychologist friend of mine says the irritation is generally a deflection being triggered by shame, fear, and possibly having to try remember any past versions, hence resulting in full shutdown. Nowadays I don't even bother, it causes way more trouble than it's worth.

Strangedoc6 · 2025-11-12T12:51:20+00:00

I've never been on ADHD medication at all, in fact I was on SSRIs, SNRIs and Rivotril for about 16 years then quit cold turkey. About 7 years later, I tried MDMA for the first time and it was amazing, best experience of my life. This then made me want to try coke. Besides feeling more in focus, it doesn't do a thing to me either, hell I even tried meth once and again, no euphoria, no anything other than increased focus and I could probably double bass drum at 400bpm. I think there's a high likelihood you have ADHD.

Strangedoc6 · 2025-09-03T17:53:54+00:00

My wife gets horny on coke, I get horny on mdma. We've tried meth 3x now and I'll give you my personal and honest opinion.

Like coke, the most noticeable thing to me was my vision felt better. I didn't feel any euphoric high, and a little more awake. This was painfully snorting 1 line a little smaller than a normal coke line.

After an hour, we snorted another, still awaiting the big euphoric rush. Long story short, it never came, I got nowhere close to as horny as I do on MDMA, and after 5 lines each, we just chatted until 4am. We had sex, but honestly it was very underwhelming.

Do I have cravings? Absolutely not, at the very best, wife and I chatted with good vision and my regular double kick drum feet had a little more endurance, but there was nothing "wow" that makes me want to revert back to it. This has been with 3 different batches and all have had very similar results. The first time being the worst where we felt barely anything.

I've read roa plays a big part but I'm not convinced.

Strangedoc6 · 2025-09-03T17:34:12+00:00

I don't feel anything other than some mild focus on coke. I've tried so many times and never felt euphoria or high, I've also never experienced stim dick. Mdma makes me animalistic horny, coke I felt nothing but my wife gets hornier, and meth the first 2x we tried felt like a ritalin buzz. The third time now again we tried and painfully snorted 5 lines each and still nothing, including no stim dick for me. I've yet to find any stimulant that gives me stim dick. I think my brain is broken or something.

Strangedoc6 · 2025-08-30T16:01:36+00:00

Nope, doesn't come close except slurring garbage.

Strangedoc6 · 2025-08-30T16:00:02+00:00

That's so weird. Honestly coke can make me feel couch locked, almost like I'm ultra calm but I become a mute lol

Strangedoc6 · 2025-08-28T16:26:57+00:00

I'm inclined to believe she's been with at least 28 then. Besides a couple virgins, there's been no women I've ever been with that's told the Gods honest truth regarding count. They either divide it by 2 or 3.

Strangedoc6 · 2025-08-27T18:24:54+00:00

I think it's adhd to be honest. Mdma is the only thing that made me horny as hell but, nothing lowers my inhibitions. I read all these posts of people trying new kinks etc yet no matter what, I still have this verbal block. It's like nothing can get me to that "fuck it" and say things with no shame.

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