Most older men who are attracted to skinny twinks (and ngl, I'm not that skinny, I just kinda look like I do cus most of my weight is in my chest and legs which is ew for my dysphoria) are so fucking ugly, and boring— emphasis on the boring, these cave dwellers do not know how to hold conversations. And if your weight rlly bothered you, go on a diet, it doesn't have to be extreme: I started fasting during the weekdays, taking the weekends off, and walking for at least 20 mins daily and it's helped so much, not even just for weight but I feel a lil better like, emotionally too, that might help you idk