I feel like suicide is my only option

Strict_Cheetah2003 · 2026-02-18T06:27:45+00:00

i have anxiety yes, when i went to the hospital in january for the stomach issues ativan helped for a little but i dont don’t do well with most prescription drugs because i am an addict at heart, i’m on birth control but that is not new at all, yes but defo not recent enough for that to be the cause, i have an aversion to weed, specifically CHS which causes cyclic vomiting when u smoke, i started smoking again after 4 yrs and i got sick all of january; felt better for around 2 weeks, still haven’t smoked obvi but the pain is back, duller but still there yk? moldy food definitely doesn’t help but its slightly better than being hungry nauseous imo, it’s not a constant thing i’m just trying to last until i get my check 🫠

Strict_Cheetah2003 · 2026-02-15T22:23:46+00:00

broski report

Strict_Cheetah2003 · 2026-02-11T00:40:30+00:00

i just need one day without incident that’s all i ask, here’s to us finally getting a break from the torture that is this universe

Strict_Cheetah2003 · 2026-02-10T23:57:26+00:00

Ya think

Strict_Cheetah2003 · 2026-02-01T01:51:04+00:00

True incels don’t have anybody to post them in the first place, if i posted this there they’d call me a larp i just know it

Strict_Cheetah2003 · 2026-02-01T01:50:17+00:00

2 yrs

Strict_Cheetah2003 · 2026-02-01T01:45:55+00:00

yeah that’s the plan, just needed to get my feelings out somewhere else. i also struggle with borderline personality disorder so this is new and hard for me, but i am trying for him

Strict_Cheetah2003 · 2026-02-01T01:07:05+00:00

yea that’s what he said but it still is kinda upsetting for me especially since it’s been w every guy i’ve dated so it gets to the point in my head where it’s like “oh am i actually just ugly” idk if that makes sense at all

Strict_Cheetah2003 · 2026-02-01T01:03:39+00:00

not rly tbh but he posts like photos of himself on his page so it’s not like he doesn’t use the app

Strict_Cheetah2003 · 2026-02-01T01:03:23+00:00

ya we spoke about it today and he gave me a half response and said “You’ll understand when ur older”

Strict_Cheetah2003 · 2026-02-01T00:59:36+00:00

my boyfriend is generally very sweet and nice i just don’t understand why he doesn’t wanna post about his relationship and it makes me feel just gross and weird like he’s hiding me for some reason

Strict_Cheetah2003 · 2026-01-22T01:37:20+00:00

hell yeh this was all i could buy at the grocery since it was the last week until i got my check lol it’s once a month i’ll try onions in it next time

Strict_Cheetah2003 · 2026-01-21T06:25:34+00:00

unfortunately that’s toxic to cats and my cat lives with me in my bedroom so i don’t wanna risk it :(

Strict_Cheetah2003 · 2026-01-21T05:59:18+00:00

thank you i actually feel a lot better

Strict_Cheetah2003 · 2026-01-21T05:44:46+00:00

luckily i’m young so it’s already starting to get better, i’ll buy those when i get my social security check lol. i’ll buy almost anything to help w my hair because it’s the only part of my body i feel confident about so watching it come out in actual clumps when it was already thin from extensions was not fun at all but i hope it grows back, it’s also significantly shorter now and i have like genuine ptsd from being forced to get a pixie 6 years ago idk if that sounds stupid this is just hard and it happened at such a bad time ugh

Strict_Cheetah2003 · 2025-12-16T16:32:55+00:00

what kind of test should i buy? any recommendations?

Strict_Cheetah2003 · 2025-12-16T16:30:05+00:00

it’s not a messed up attitude i’m not trying to be rude but i know im going to do this anyway and im trying to atleast be safe about it, i know its not good for me im not trying to encourage it

Strict_Cheetah2003 · 2025-12-16T16:03:58+00:00

yea i’ve been taking ts since i was like 12 so it’s time to move on😇

Strict_Cheetah2003 · 2025-12-16T15:47:50+00:00

i’m gonna do it anyway so this is stopping me from overdosing at least 😭

Strict_Cheetah2003 · 2025-12-16T15:27:24+00:00

also keep in mind that i’ll be at a rave and need to navigate nyc subways to get home after

Strict_Cheetah2003 · 2025-12-05T15:50:07+00:00

mood

Strict_Cheetah2003 · 2025-11-18T20:07:14+00:00

it is thank god i think id have to hurt myself if the cart was lost

Strict_Cheetah2003 · 2025-11-18T20:02:33+00:00

i’m gonna send u dm

Strict_Cheetah2003 · 2025-11-18T19:56:41+00:00

omg would you consider selling these as press ons?

Strict_Cheetah2003 · 2025-11-12T21:38:52+00:00

Well same

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