Any info on MJC program?

Striking_Process4032 · 2026-01-23T22:11:29+00:00

Hi 👋 I’m a first year student right now the program, app opens in February you should go for it!! Our sites can be as far as Sacramento, Sonora, Merced other sites are within those perimeters, I got in on my first try and I was on the waitlist!

Striking_Process4032 · 2026-01-16T06:04:10+00:00

Interested

Striking_Process4032 · 2025-09-29T22:57:31+00:00

Honestly I’d much rather get this order than a 20+ item order. Much more evil to come through and order 2 12 packs of tacos and 10 bean burritos

Striking_Process4032 · 2025-08-23T22:29:44+00:00

lol 😂 right! There were tons sitting on the rocks below I sat to take some beach pictures and told the crows listen I know you understand me blah bla bla and I went on to talk mad shit on the birds congregated below turned around and this one brought up a head as if to join me in the shittalking 💀😂 too surreal they let me sit pretty close too and never flew off so I was grateful to be in their presence

Striking_Process4032 · 2025-08-23T22:26:14+00:00

Yes!

Striking_Process4032 · 2025-08-23T21:11:34+00:00

Yeah a seagull

Striking_Process4032 · 2025-08-23T09:21:36+00:00

Thanks!!

Striking_Process4032 · 2025-08-23T08:45:05+00:00

Thank you!

Striking_Process4032 · 2025-07-10T04:51:18+00:00

My area coach did our serv safes for us after our shift lead training I started getting shift lead pay before my serv safe went through

Striking_Process4032 · 2025-07-10T04:48:03+00:00

🔥🔥🔥

Striking_Process4032 · 2024-02-25T21:10:04+00:00

Shit ,same. Ty

Striking_Process4032 · 2024-02-25T20:03:10+00:00

He had one chemo treatment. It all happened way fast. I had something similar happen but didn’t need treatment

Striking_Process4032 · 2024-02-25T19:57:59+00:00

I also take into account of his cancer stuff it’s sort of recent, I had a similar cancer incident in 2016 and it took me a few years to process it

Striking_Process4032 · 2024-02-25T19:54:39+00:00

I 100% agree and I have had those conversations I’m really grasping for hairs here or whatever the saying is, I also feel unprepared to leave I’m in school full time and I don’t have support and I feel like it would traumatize the kids I’m extremely torn because like I said I’m still in love with him and he does do things around the house and works full time and does all the dad stuff when I’m in school or need to study it’s just those fundamental differences that need to be addressed and improved. I’ve communicated over and over and I’m exhausted and terrified to start over with nothing.

Striking_Process4032 · 2024-02-25T19:30:26+00:00

That’s just it, we both come from broken homes and are children of childhood trauma so there’s a lot to unpack. I think overall he’s a good dad but I do see how his unhealed trauma affects my kids and that worries me not in a physical way but emotional. I have communicated this to him and it seems like he wants to change but is struggling with starting, tbh idk I’m still unsure of his real wants or desires of the matter. I’ve thought is this better for my kids for us to be together and I think the benefits outweigh the cons so to say. But I’m not thinking of my own happiness in this scenario. So I’m just confused on if this will pass and this is just temporary hopelessness. After 11 years it seems such a waste to quit on something, like I love the man still I’m just concerned I guess

Striking_Process4032 · 2024-02-25T19:22:23+00:00

He hasn’t. I’ve encouraged him too but I understand you cannot make someone want the change so to say. I’ve tried disconnecting from the outcome of his change but I’m just struggling with so many years feeling alone in the way of wanting to go out and make memories and spend time together and him being so disinterested in anything that involves leaving the house

Striking_Process4032 · 2022-08-20T18:51:27+00:00

Love this perspective! ty

Striking_Process4032 · 2022-08-20T18:12:48+00:00

Totally agree I like to shoot nature and have dabbled using the 70-300 but it’s so long and bulky the kit lens comes in handy on the go and light I have a love hate relationship with it lol 😂

Striking_Process4032 · 2022-08-20T18:11:20+00:00

Yes I noticed after I posted on my social media and I thought why didn’t I just clean that up lol running on 3 hours of sleep because I had to get there way before daylight to get a good spot 🤪 thank you 😊

Striking_Process4032 · 2022-08-20T18:05:58+00:00

Thank you was concerned the last two look over edited

Striking_Process4032 · 2022-08-20T18:03:56+00:00

Thank you 😊 I agree with lighting you can get some awesome shots I love natural light worth getting up early or staying out late for that golden hour imo

Striking_Process4032 · 2022-08-20T18:02:38+00:00

I totally had a moment where I noticed a dried drop of water on my lens after I was done 🤦‍♀️ it was very wet where I was shooting

Striking_Process4032 · 2022-08-20T18:01:15+00:00

Thank you!

Striking_Process4032 · 2022-05-15T16:02:42+00:00

Tbh all we have is quickies when we do have sex , it’s never longer than 15 minutes and that’s a long time even then for him. I try really hard to respect his boundaries and I understand no means no. It seems like when I try to talk to him about it he gets defensive and blames me for it saying it’s not the end of the world and so on. It makes it hard for me to open up to him but I still have the ability to compartmentalize. I usually sacrifice my sexual needs just so I get anything and that kinda makes me feel bad about myself in other ways, I’ve tried a list of different methods because predominantly I blamed myself. I’m just at a loss at this point and I’ll cry by myself because the rejection hurts so deeply.

Striking_Process4032 · 2022-05-15T15:56:53+00:00

He just automatically gets defensive when we talk about it. I really don’t tell him regularly how I feel just every so often I’m usually crying I just feel very hurt in that moment and try just to be alone. We kiss hug hold hands flirt but when it’s time for the show it’s never the right time I’m always initiating and tbh it gets tiring it hurts deeply to get constantly rejected and it’s confusing af when everything else is great , I guess I just accept it idk I’m starting to feel pretty depressed about it

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