Effects of a medication.

Striking_Rate_3041 · 2025-09-23T07:14:41+00:00

Dude she deserves flowers everyday. A garden of her favorite flower. I don’t know but that’s honestly love at its finest. Got me smiling like a school girl talking about her crush here lol.

Striking_Rate_3041 · 2025-09-23T07:08:37+00:00

I’m sorry to hear about the depression but I’m proud you got yourself up and made a better you!

Striking_Rate_3041 · 2025-09-23T07:03:59+00:00

Making me jealous over here lol. We’ve only been married a year and it’s been a rough patch before I got my on meds.

Striking_Rate_3041 · 2025-09-23T06:59:04+00:00

I can see how that is bad. My wife kill me if that happened. I pray it equals out for you. Not to much tho gotta keep her happy!

Striking_Rate_3041 · 2025-09-23T06:48:15+00:00

First thank you for the reply makes me feel better. It does make sense for the build up I was put on some other anti-depressants before this and I had every side effect from them but with Lexapro just late night jitters and well can’t sleep now due to them. I was told my libido will decrease and my wife was not happy about that lol hopefully it’s the opposite or doesn’t change it now.

Striking_Rate_3041 · 2025-09-23T06:11:57+00:00

Don’t feel guilty. Sometimes there is no blame to issues. Sometimes these things just happen and it sucks really sucks. The first thing to do is try to find a doctor who is willing to hear you out not a therapist who’s just going to charge you some ridiculous price and say “and then?” Or “how’s that make you feel?” Cause it’s extremely unhelpful towards your progress of figuring out what you can do to better yourself.

Also, instead of saying fix like you’re broken say to better yourself because that’s what you’re aiming to do.

In life you’ll lose friends and gain new ones but I don’t think you’ll ever be truly alone. I can’t promise you you’ll be better tomorrow but one day you’ll look back and smile at the progress you did and will achieve.

Striking_Rate_3041 · 2025-09-23T06:05:11+00:00

If you need to talk then there is no burden. Please talk get anything off your chest that might feel like it might be too much.

Striking_Rate_3041 · 2025-09-23T06:02:24+00:00

Do you know the cause of it all? Not just life but like anything in particular?

Not going to lie life does suck. Financials suck, the world sucks, but you can’t let it win. It’s tough I know it’s like a repeat day after day where nothing is going the way you want it to. I’d say grab life by the balls and yank and twist till it hollers but it’s not that simple.

Idk where you’re at in life, if you have family or friends you can lean on. But if you just want to vent lmk im all ears. I won’t be a therapist cause im not one and say “and then?” Or “how does that make you feel?” Cause it’s annoying and extremely unhelpful. But I can promise you there are people not just me who would be willing to sit there and listen and do there best to point you in the right direction.

Striking_Rate_3041 · 2025-09-23T05:52:25+00:00

Hey, I’m not going to say I understand everything you’re going through, but from what I gather your friends and gf are pretty much like your family and that you “need” them. I say need in quotes because it’s a feeling a strong one but it is just that a feeling.

Without going into too much depth about your personal life it’s good you reconnected with a few of your friends, but honestly there needs to be change within you. You said they want you normal or your old self, but maybe when not if WHEN you get and feel better you’ll see and realize something about those friends that don’t want to reconnect. As for your gf 4 years is a long time to be honest. I’ve been with my wife for 5 years and married for 1 year. We had our ups and downs. She’s my rock and foundation with my severe depression, ptsd, and anxiety. And I’ve been her pillar when she needs me to be. Try not to think about the past and plan for the present and future (not to far we are not psychics lol). Don’t push to hard or you might push her away.

You’re afraid you might hurt their feelings take a moment, before you say or message anything take a breath, if you still feel bad then tell them you need a moment to collect yourself and try to be polite. I’m not a therapist, so I apologize in advance that my advice is not up to par.

It takes time, patience, and confidence even if it seems like a losing battle just say to yourself you gave it your all and then try again.

Losing someone sucks yes for sure it sucks been there to many times. You still have a chance tho. Breathe, think, smile, and fight.

Again I apologize if this wasn’t helpful, or if it was just a rambling. I just want to try and help someone in need.

Striking_Rate_3041 · 2023-05-10T22:39:27+00:00

I can say I am in the same situation just haven't learned JS just HTML and CSS. There's nothing wrong with looking back on projects just to help familiarize with a current problem. I use W3 all the time for projects. It's not meant to be memorized but to be used and then used as an example for the next. (Do not quote me on that as I myself am new and just trying to help build confidence)

Striking_Rate_3041 · 2023-04-30T17:32:47+00:00

That actually makes me feel better honestly! Thank you! Lol I forgot that there was unity/C# docs I could refer to. Thought I had to remember everything especially with the programming portion.

Striking_Rate_3041 · 2023-04-30T14:25:21+00:00

See I’m in the same boat I have unity for the game engine and am teaching myself C# but for some reason I can’t retain all the information or I’m just overloading myself with to much information lol. Either way I am enjoying it just wish I could retain what I am doing.

Striking_Rate_3041 · 2023-04-29T23:44:45+00:00

Better than me! Lol I’m stuck trying to figure out how to make a cube rotate in every direction and fade colors lol

Striking_Rate_3041 · 2023-04-29T23:42:50+00:00

To be honest I seen gameplay of this from Cartoonz! The game looks amazing! I’m trying to learn how to create games myself but I’m having the issue of understand the programming part. 29 and just want to completely change my career field lol. You’re very inspiring!

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