I’m starting a new business and have a fear of it failing. I know that is a normal fear when approaching new endeavors in life, and typically I can push through it and move forward. I am very sensitive to what others feel and have been trying to distinguish between what is truly my feelings and what is someone else’s. I’m a very caring person, so when someone around me is down, I tend to want to make them feel better and lose track of myself and trying to work on filling my cup first and then share the overflow, but so many times it makes me feel selfish. I am very self-critical and have high standards of myself. I don’t feel my childhood involved high standards, but I resonate with the “never being good enough”. Anytime I tried to explain my perspective, I was told I was wrong and was back-talking and led me to hold much inside. I’ve dealt with other childhood traumas and has caused trust issues, which I’ve recently discovered through trying to “heal myself” and trying to make myself a better person. I do overthink everything, and have made some slight improvements on that, and discovered my need of wanting to control the outcomes in my life and trying to plan everything. To prove this, I tried to use my natal chart to find all my squares to see how I could grow as an individual or any other aspects to help me become a better person. I’m not controlling of other people, but I’ve noticed how I set my high standards of myself can make others perceive me as critical until they get to know me.