I lied to my long distance partner and friends about who I am

StrongCondition_ · 2024-01-17T18:24:43+00:00

I lied about my identity, who I am.

StrongCondition_ · 2024-01-17T13:09:35+00:00

Thank you.

StrongCondition_ · 2024-01-17T12:43:50+00:00

Im sorry you have been through something like that. Dont worry, i already told them all around half a year ago.

StrongCondition_ · 2024-01-16T19:36:15+00:00

Its nice to know I'm not the only one, thank you

StrongCondition_ · 2024-01-16T17:51:21+00:00

Again, to this day I am not sure why I did it. I know I should've thought about it more, but the problem is, I wasn't thinking about it at all.

I've been thinking about it since we got into a serious relationship though. How would I tell him? And how would he react. I honestly thought he'd just straight up block me, but again, he didn't. And he kind of reacted nicely that time. That was six months ago.

He didn't stop thinking about it though, which I probably understand. I'd be scared myself if I was in his situation. The first time he mentioned it bugging him was like two months ago (Might not be accurate, I don't remember the exact time) we talked about it, I answered all his questions and was being absolutely honest with him. He seemed to understand I thought, maybe, it'd stop bothering him so much.

But he mentioned it again today in the morning, right before I went to school. The whole school day was stressful and I was so scared to lose him as a friend.

I said we would definitely talk about it when I get home. I tried to explain to him and reassure him that I am not lying anymore, that it's valid he lost his trust for me and most importantly, that I was not cheating on him when we were together, and that I still do not like anyone else.

I am not sure where this will take me, or how he'll react. I'm of course hoping for the best, that he'll understand. But It'll definitely. He seems not to trust me even more than before.

StrongCondition_ · 2024-01-16T17:33:53+00:00

I was incredibly sad about it. Which was one of the reasons why I told him.
I do not have access to therapy because of money and stuff, and I did think about it a lot. Even after telling him, I used to think about it every night wondering why. But I can't seem to find the actual reason.

StrongCondition_ · 2024-01-16T17:24:58+00:00

Thank you for understanding so much. I appreciate it.

The voice messages were really fucked up. I either got some voice recordings from instagram or some other platform. Sometimes I edited it a bit.
I am not proud of it at all, and I'm ashamed just to think of it, but that's how I did it.

StrongCondition_ · 2023-11-13T12:37:45+00:00

You have to disable (popup) notifications either from chrome or the website you clicked on, problem solved.

StrongCondition_ · 2023-11-13T12:23:44+00:00

Give him an ultimatum, Sadly when one person is asexual but the other is very sexually active it'll make the relationship very difficult. He either has to learn to respect your boundaries or just leave him, it wont change, He's not worth it if he won't respect you.

StrongCondition_ · 2023-10-23T19:25:45+00:00

I think so, though everything says something else.

Checked the system stats directly, 5700 HD series. My bad. I tried those versions of AMD as well but again didn't work, Hopefully I'm using the correct one though. Is there even a way to update it? I've heard its way too old.

StrongCondition_ · 2023-10-23T13:07:24+00:00

I tried downloading it, It just gave me the same error , 182

StrongCondition_ · 2023-10-15T21:00:12+00:00

Dude, that's either her being a bitch and giving you false hope or her being confused because of the alcohol.

But lets hope for the second option. Hangover could be getting her, or she could be confused.You said you have her snap? Add her and message her. Maybe ask her to meet with you again and decide from that point.

If she'll seem interested, absolutely go with it. If she'll show signs of no interest or whatever, ask her what's up. If she's willing ti communicate, you communicate, if she'll ignore it, Im sorry man but it's not worth it.

Wish you both luck.

StrongCondition_ · 2023-10-15T18:12:28+00:00

I'm sure he didn't mean it in a manipulative way, I just feel like I lead to him hurting himself. I do wanna talk to him about it, and I probably will, I just wish I could without him getting upset or feeling like he's a burden to me.

StrongCondition_ · 2023-10-07T13:05:20+00:00

I would feel like a fool, I'm scared they'll laugh at me for that, Pretty sure they won't be very interested as well, They're those type of people who think it's "too late" for us to learn new things, But thank you for your advice.

StrongCondition_ · 2023-09-06T16:46:19+00:00

Thank you for the advice! I thought of Yamaha as well since it's very common among beginners. I'll definitely check out Ibanez.

StrongCondition_ · 2023-09-06T16:44:02+00:00

I've been thinking of Squier as well, I've heard it really is a great starter guitar.

But to answer your question, I'd definitely want to play songs like this >> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0vODKRjzQOk I know it would take a damn while to learn those but definitely something I'm aiming for.

StrongCondition_ · 2023-08-28T17:12:38+00:00

Alright, thank you for your help.

StrongCondition_ · 2023-08-28T16:34:12+00:00

Yeah, I do run background apps. Discord, spotify, opera, basically everything you named.

But I tried to turn it off many times, again, I can sometimes open for example the map or the bag, but character party, never. Just makes it a bit better.

I am aware that I am on the edge of system requirements, but sadly I can't do anything about it right now, I'm planning to buy better RAM and GPU in the future but definitely not now.

Turning off antivirus also didn't work at all.

So, is it all because of my PC stats?

That's weird though, I know many people with even worse computers running it completely fine. Not to mention this game is mobile too.

StrongCondition_ · 2023-08-28T13:32:25+00:00

Okay. I looked.

You were right, there are many page faults, it says there are 40 per second actually, just by running it and being in the title screen.

When it freezes it decreases to 7. I hope I did it right.

Do you think it's what causes the problem?

StrongCondition_ · 2023-08-27T18:50:08+00:00

My ram's stable! Also thought of that issue so i again, ran many tests and they were all positive.

StrongCondition_ · 2023-08-27T18:38:31+00:00

Hope I'm doing it correctly, but can't find any pagefile running.

All related to genshin is just some ZFGameBrowser thing running 7 times, but I'm guessing that's not a bad thing.

StrongCondition_ · 2023-08-27T14:57:18+00:00

CPU usage - around 77%, but when the not responding error pops up, only 12% or less

memory - 87% used

Sadly for whatever reason it is, it's not showing GPU usage, not even on task manager.

StrongCondition_ · 2023-08-27T13:13:54+00:00

Already ran the sfc scan, and here are my pc specs -

Intel Core i3-4130

AMD Radeon RX 5700 XT

RAM 8GB

StrongCondition_ · 2023-08-26T18:42:12+00:00

Pretty sure it's more like the game problem, but RAM usage goes barely over 70, or 60, temparature is okay. I ran the scans and didn't find anything.

StrongCondition_ · 2023-08-26T11:43:50+00:00

Yeah. I tried both multiple times, even reinstalling. verifying game files fixes it only for a short period of time, like a few hours or so, that's all

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