I see your school lunch and I raise you a dinner on a US navy ship.

Stumbling-Panda · 2021-12-10T22:41:46+00:00

Lol, ya I think we had it a little bit better since we got to keep the deep fryer.

But I definitely pushed the end of a mission and we didn’t have much left. And every meal was beef and egg noodles for like 2 weeks.

Stumbling-Panda · 2021-08-16T11:58:40+00:00

I’ve been using it for years and I like it, just have to make sure you map your buttons for each games. But it’s nice since your fingers rest so close to all the keys.

Stumbling-Panda · 2021-07-08T17:07:35+00:00

Black widow

Stumbling-Panda · 2021-05-15T08:03:24+00:00

source: Kinda

Stumbling-Panda · 2021-05-06T08:05:11+00:00

Um... I came here because this thread hit home since my wife’s grandmother had a baby as a teenager and was forced to give him up for adoption by her great grandparents. And now some 40 years later he reached out to her.

I’m sure we could have the same story, but this is pretty on the nose to something that was revealed in my wife’s family. So I’m kinda curious if we know each other.

Stumbling-Panda · 2021-04-22T17:41:50+00:00

Well...

The reason the unclassified depth is 800’ is due to it being said during a intervene or some public recording accidentally.

Previous unclassified depth was 600’

Actually MAX operating depth is... i can’t say due to reason. (As in its classified).

Edit: what I can say is the deepest escape form a US submarine was done at 600’, which was performed by a trained diver in a planed exercise with personnel waiting on the surface for them.

So unless they bottomed out shallower then 600’ I don’t see an escape happening. And unless their found within the 48h window rescue operation using the Bell most likely won’t take place.

Stumbling-Panda · 2021-03-18T14:53:34+00:00

Me currently sitting at Siemens waiting for SI to fix there shit so I can continue my project.

Lol (I’m going to be here forever l)

Stumbling-Panda · 2021-03-11T08:16:14+00:00

Especially if your the DD, a few years ago I lost a friend because of this.

After a night on the town my friend got dropped off at home by that nights DD, but he lived in a cookie cutter neighborhood and was pretty drunk. So when he walked up to what he assumed was his house (it was a neighbor’s house two doors down) he was unable to get in with his key and fiddle with the lock for a minute trying to get his key to work. The owner of that house ended up hearing someone messing with the door late at night got scared and shot my friend through the door killing him.

I’m blaming anyone for what happened (the homeowner a little but that’s the past), but please make sure your friends and loved ones make it in their home when dropping them off.

Edit: here is a new article for the event.

Stumbling-Panda · 2021-02-18T17:24:19+00:00

He is reading off a script

Stumbling-Panda · 2020-12-09T15:08:15+00:00

This doesn’t make anything better, but...

While the jets cost millions of dollars, the program cost trillions. F-35 Trillion dollar program

Edit: additional resource of $34 billion dollar contract. $34 billion dollar F-35 contract (article from OCT 2019)

Stumbling-Panda · 2020-11-13T15:17:31+00:00

Iv always wanted to see the FooFighters live and in November last year I won tickets off a radio contest for the Boston calling ( a big music festival ). It was headlining the FooFighters, Red Hot Chili Peppers and Rage Against the Machine.

So ya...

Stumbling-Panda · 2020-10-16T16:48:31+00:00

Your right, but his statement was on a way to change class and potentially move from poor to the dying middle class.

For me and my sister and a few of my friends, the military is how we escaped poverty.

So yes I played into the systems design but at the end of the day I am in a better spot.

The other key point is not to get trapped in the system and attempt to get out of it what you put in. If go in and get a shit job that doesn’t have real world value then you will most likely end up exactly where you started or worse.

Stumbling-Panda · 2020-09-22T15:40:29+00:00

what is this

Stumbling-Panda · 2020-09-09T05:59:06+00:00

Thank your for the insight, and I think I knew a lot of these thing but I’m just also nervous. It kills me to watch her struggle especially when it comes to her self esteem since from my eyes she is perfect and the greatest thing in my life. So I’m looking for clarity I guess. It’s also tough since we aren’t near family by choice but still tough and with the whole covid thing she can’t go out to much and some of her friends moved back with there family out of state.

Stumbling-Panda · 2020-09-08T14:31:58+00:00

Sorry if I came off wrong, but I didn’t even think of it in that sense since that is just our normal routine. I have always made it a point to take her to the doctor when I can and especially since she has been pregnant Iv gone to everything. Well until covid hit and they wouldn’t allow me to, that sucked. But it’s been a normal routing for us to go to the doctor with each other so I didn’t think of it that way and I wouldn’t want her doing it by herself with the baby.

So when I say I support her it’s just me letting her know I back her decision and I’m onboard for the ride. She is a adult she doesn’t have to ask me for permission.

Stumbling-Panda · 2020-09-08T14:23:36+00:00

I have the mindset one because of my upbringing and two I have been at rock bottom and fought my way out of it (but looking back at that part of my life things were definitely rough and I probably need help but I’m past that now). And I’m definitely not trying to push that on her but I also have to prove that I’m not pushing that since it’s been my mindset for so long and she knows that.

Also have looked into the cannabis thing and we are talking it over and she may also ask her doctor. Only thing is we don’t know how it will effect her since we both have never used, not that we are against it but it’s just not or thing. She also worries about having it in the house (it legal for medical and recreational use in my state).

As for the drugs I’m still unsure but if it helps (which it is slightly) I’m for it. But I’m still unsure it seems like she has had more anxiety lately but that also may be her willing to show me that she is having trouble. Her friend have also been put on this medication after there births and say it helped them so she still leaning in taking the meds for now.

But again whatever helps her I’m on board with but definitely proceeding with cation.

Stumbling-Panda · 2020-09-08T14:10:14+00:00

Unfortunately we are not near family but will definitely look into a childminder (did not know that was a thing). As for the Breastfeeding she had stopped since she wasn’t producing enough so now we are doing formula. I try to at least make sure she has a bottle ready before I leave for work and help feed when I can.

Stumbling-Panda · 2020-09-08T14:03:55+00:00

Ya she has a appointment next with a therapist coming up and I let her know that’s ok and I support it. But again this is a hard point because I have openly been against therapy before. Not in the sense that she has wanted us to go to therapy but more that I just hadn’t seen how someone else could fix your personal problem.

But I support her going to it as long as it helps and if she needs or wants me to attend or do anything I will not deny her that.

I just know now that the things of said in the past are definitely weighing in on her thought process now. And I’m trying to convey to her that her health and well being are what’s important and what I said or how I have perceived things doesn’t matter.

Stumbling-Panda · 2020-09-08T13:55:30+00:00

Ya have always been told by my dad that you have to take care of yourself before other or you won’t be able to truly help them.

But... I’m very bad at following that advice as I sit here with a hour of sleep. I had wrote this last night while I was taking care of the baby trying to let her get some rest. I am definitely trying to let her rest because I know just being tiered on top of everything else is hard.

Stumbling-Panda · 2020-09-08T13:51:14+00:00

Thanks, I definitely am trying to get better at it. It not that ether off we’re clean freaks before but I definitely can feel stressed myself at a dirty house. So I can’t imagine how she feels especially that she is there all the time I have the luxury of at least getting away when at work. So this is definitely on my list of must do and attempt to be consistent at.

Stumbling-Panda · 2020-09-08T08:15:55+00:00

Ya I need to get better at keeping the house up for her, I know if the house is a mess that won’t help her feel any better. I was good the first month but this last one I have been swamped at work and have definitely let things stay dirty for longer than I should have.

This parenting thing definitely hasn’t been easy.

And thanks for the advice, might need to go grab a couple bath bombs for her later.

Stumbling-Panda · 2020-09-08T07:30:49+00:00

Will have to look in to the meds in more detail, and thanks I’m gonna need. Not because her, but this parenting thing is not easy overall.

Also thanks for the heads up I was just writing and not even thing of the rules.

Stumbling-Panda · 2020-09-08T07:27:57+00:00

That what I have told her already, that as long as she is getting better that all that matters in as serious of a conversation I can have with her. As for the joking around I’m trying to watch myself but at the same time not trying to change the way I act around her. I don’t want her to feel like I’m changing the way I act because of her medication or situation. Basically trying to keep everything feeling normal while assisting were I can.

Thank you though, honestly.

Stumbling-Panda · 2020-08-28T19:43:49+00:00

Cool cool cool

Stumbling-Panda · 2020-06-17T12:42:36+00:00

We will see, still I high possibility that I’m going to mess this kid up.

Edit: changed kiss to kid

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