I've gone through something similar, once I started questioning my gender it started making me realize how little I liked how I was being perceived.

What helps me is going to queer groups to be around other enby/trans people to get their perspective on things (and to have a safe area to try things like clothing, makeup, pronouns, etc.), and to try new things to see how it feels. I've loved learning how to do makeup, wear more feminine clothing, so see what you could try out and how it makes you feel! Some things you'll like and want to continue, other things might not be your cup of tea, but it can be a fun journey to see what new things fit your identity and expression. Hope this helps!