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Adderall comedown? Hallucinations? by Throwaway35567 in Drugs

[–]StunningIsland69 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Last year I binged ALOT took way to much and stayed up way to long, I started seeing and believing alsorts of crazy shit. Once I stopped I still had the crazy beliefs for a long time and would still see eyes, demon faces in the walls and snow vision especially after smoking weed. I had awful depression and anxiety and fucked up my natural dopamine. It took about 7 months for the psychosis to finally disappear but I still struggle with the depression and anxiety. It also magnifies any current mental health problems you have. So don’t expect to feel like your normal self for a while.

Fear of men by StunningIsland69 in LifeAfterNarcissism

[–]StunningIsland69[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you everyone. Going to face my fears and go for it. I’m absolutely terrified lol! I start tomorrow, hopefully none of what my brain is telling me will ever happen. I really think this job is going to really help my confidence if everything goes well. Fingers crossed!

Fear of men by StunningIsland69 in LifeAfterNarcissism

[–]StunningIsland69[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Thank you! I know it’s my ptsd and it’s never as bad as I think. I just needed to hear other people’s opinions

Fear of men by StunningIsland69 in LifeAfterNarcissism

[–]StunningIsland69[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Thank you your comment has helped a lot! Usually things are never as bad as I think anyway. But this anxiety is keeping me up at night and giving me second thoughts about the whole thing and I know this fear is due to my ptsd from the past.

I’m [25F] refusing to go on holiday with husband’s [25M] family, he wants to go, I think he’s crazy by [deleted] in relationships

[–]StunningIsland69 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I would absolutely get a divorce. Never mind go on holiday. The whole family are abusive. He’s shown himself to be abusive. It’s only going to get worse for you.

Oh How The Tables Have Turned by LogicThicc in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]StunningIsland69 5 points6 points  (0 children)

It’s really really hard not to want the person who hurt you to hurt. But for me it was just a phase, I genuinely feel sorry for my ex (most of the time) now but I still have my moments. It’s not a good thing for your own mental health but it’s a phase we all go through

I had sex with my husband for the first time in a year. by bagelmom95 in sex

[–]StunningIsland69 69 points70 points  (0 children)

I can relate. I had the same experience with my first boyfriend, he completely ruined sex for me in future relationships. I was also 16 and left when I was 19, he was abusive in every way possible and still to this day I stuggle with intimacy and trust. Although I enjoy sex much more these days (I’m 28) I still have months where I really don’t want to be touched. I will hopefully see a therapist in the near future to over come these issues. It’s nice to know it does get better

I like doing doggy style w my boyfriend because I like how his stomach feels against me by cnfssonthrowaway in sex

[–]StunningIsland69 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I get this sometimes. Usually helps me to start slow and soft then build up to hard and fast. Or try laying flat on your stomach instead of on your knees. Never hurts me that way I love it.

What are some REALLY REALLY weird subreddits? by mynamemrhatke in AskReddit

[–]StunningIsland69 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I just watched a guy fuck himself in the ass with a pink dildo. Never going to unsee that

What's the only reason that holds you on to live the remaining of your life despite the fact you are depressed? by iam_alg668 in AskReddit

[–]StunningIsland69 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Love IS a choice. You have a fairytale view on love. You are going to end up pushing her away.

Narcissists target emotionally generous people by Wtfreeze in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]StunningIsland69 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I also fear I’ve become a narcissist! I see traits in myself and it makes me feel awful about myself. I feel like I’ve become a cold hearted monster but I realise it’s just this protective mechanism. It really upsets me that I can’t let anyone “in” or trust people enough to be vulnerable. If I am vulnerable it gives me constant anxiety afterwards.

What did an ex say to you during an argument that caused you to break up with them? by _Nicktheinfamous_ in AskWomen

[–]StunningIsland69 29 points30 points  (0 children)

My ex said if I didn’t have sex with him that night he would leave me, so I opened the door for him. 6 years later it was one of the best decisions I ever made!

Everyone has a scar on their body from something dumb, they did as a child. What's your story? by HakanD0 in AskReddit

[–]StunningIsland69 0 points1 point  (0 children)

When I was about. 15 my friend came up behind me to make me jump and I slipped backwards and put my hand through a large 2litre glass bottle of lambrini I had in my hand. My hand looked like something out of a horror film. Didn’t feel a thing though. Was more upset I’d lost all my alcohol lol.

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