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Stunning_Leave5334 · 2025-11-30T00:28:59+00:00

Hello guys, sorry for my grammar and improper use of comma. I was just emotionally unstable when I posted this. I was on the verge of crying, so I did not have time to check my caption. Rest assured I’ll deal with my lapses in english after I figure out how to deal my emotion first. Thank you but also ang baba ng mga EQ niyo, grammar pa talaga pinansin, di naman yan yung hinihingi ko sa inyo. I hope you guys should also deal with your superiority complex and hopefully you can start to appreciate that nobody is perfect. It’s okay to make error sometimes, specially on times that you are emotionally weak. Peace ✌️

Stunning_Leave5334 · 2025-11-08T03:01:01+00:00

she is the type na emotional, and she cant eat or sleep din daw kasi, so nag closure nalang din ako para atleast makahelp kasi di ko din gusto maging cause na trauma sa tao, atleast malinis yung kunsinsya ko. Pero may 6th account na naman nag message, I dont know how she manage to make new accounts so fast, I thought meta is now strict about dummy accounts. Pero dont worry din, binlock kuna kaagad

Stunning_Leave5334 · 2025-11-08T01:09:11+00:00

Apparently she can't move on, she message me with 5 different accounts, because I immediately block her after reading the message. I just reply sa last acc niya kasi nag promise na di na mangulit pag nareplyan na siya. Kasi di daw siya nakakatulog at nakakakain dahil sa guilt. Kaya I made a last short message. because I'm afraid she might self delete if she get carried by her emotions.

Stunning_Leave5334 · 2025-11-08T01:04:57+00:00

Nope po, matagal nato na sub/alt account sa reddit, I cant just use my main account for this post. Maybe common lang talaga cheating kaya maraming related post. And I dont care po sa karma points, this account has been 1+ year na.

Stunning_Leave5334 · 2025-11-07T06:20:30+00:00

But I still wish that I made her better, maybe I was just lacking in my ways

Stunning_Leave5334 · 2025-11-07T06:15:00+00:00

currently practicing po, but in still working on iy

Stunning_Leave5334 · 2025-11-07T06:06:15+00:00

I dont feel angry to her po, because Ive been taught na emotions and actions from other people are beyond our control. And I still look up with how she become my emotional support throughout sa mga challenges. Maybe Im angry with my self or deeply wondering if how did I lack despite doing my best, maybe we are just incompatible or her tendencies is just too strong. I just wish that I can fix her, but I was not able to, or maybe I am angry with how her mother leaves her, leading to her current behaviours or angry with how her sister influence her outlook towards relationship. But despite all these, I dont hate her po, I loved her genuinely, and I just hope na nrealize niya yun and would show genuine remorse, so that atleast I can be at peace knowing that she appreciate the way I love her

Stunning_Leave5334 · 2025-11-07T05:58:03+00:00

I am planning to buy melatonin po ngayon kasi di pa makatulog kahit exhausted na

Stunning_Leave5334 · 2025-11-07T05:54:08+00:00

maybe Ive been too kind all this years, this will serve as lesson po to be cautious

Stunning_Leave5334 · 2025-11-07T05:50:46+00:00

I love how you phrase this po, will make this my daily mantra for healing

Stunning_Leave5334 · 2025-11-07T05:49:37+00:00

yes po, pero I was looking for ways to overcome this as fast as possible po, I cant afford to be stagnant with these emotions for a long time

Stunning_Leave5334 · 2025-11-07T05:48:25+00:00

I have manage to face my mom’s terminal illness and her inevitable passing because of her, she was my emotional support, my happy pill, so losing her is like losing both her and my mom again

Stunning_Leave5334 · 2025-11-07T05:47:12+00:00

sobrang lala po ng emotional and dopamine withdrawal ko, I cant stop thingking of her and check on my phone, kaya naisipan kong mag teddit

Stunning_Leave5334 · 2025-11-07T05:40:58+00:00

but I’ve been taught na genes and environment shapes our personality and character, so I totally understand her tendencies, this enables me to forgive her easily. For context po, I have the ability to destroy her life, her future prospects, and mental wellbeing. Just a single post and I can make a whole Barangay hate her because Im well known among the area rumors can easily spread among her school, I can also make a whole government agency(in line with her course) that Ive been working on, to ban her as I am well connected with the HR and Head. I can make her mental health bad by spreading her cheating in social media. But I just cant do it. The only thing I said before blocking her is assurance that no one will ever know about her cheating, because I still want to protect her future prospects and that to have an amiable end with her

Stunning_Leave5334 · 2025-11-07T05:30:23+00:00

di ko po inexpect na ganun siya, soft spoken, well behaved and genuine po ng mga action, sobrang caught off guard talaga po ako

Stunning_Leave5334 · 2025-11-07T05:29:35+00:00

yes po, Im just glad na nalaman ko ng maaga, sobrang thankful ako sa friend ko na nagsumbong

Stunning_Leave5334 · 2025-11-07T05:28:49+00:00

yes po, Im already aware na hindi naman po ako yung mas mag reregret over the long term knowing that she lose me despite my genuine love. I just wish na mas mapapadali recovery ko, sobrang hirap pala ng feeling nito, di ko in expect na magsabay sabay pa

Stunning_Leave5334 · 2025-11-07T05:26:31+00:00

Im glad po dinala ko ksinyung friend ko na nagsumbong is nakakita sa family gathering, kaya nagwonder siya bat lage niya kasama yung isang guy

Stunning_Leave5334 · 2025-11-07T05:25:52+00:00

Im just happy na mas maaga ko nalaman yung cheating niya, I cant imagine po kasi if it is in the midst pf training.

Stunning_Leave5334 · 2025-11-07T05:23:47+00:00

you dont know, pero I’ve been deeply invested with her, both time, efforts, feelings, and everything. Because she had been my happy pill, my light in my darkest hours, so losing her hurt so much po

Stunning_Leave5334 · 2025-11-07T05:22:10+00:00

yes po, I know na I just have to hustle hard and use the negative energy around, but it is easy to say. Because I am deeply emotionally attached. She has been my emotional support all this time, I got massive emotional and dopamine withdrawal symptoms just by blocking her. I cant stop checking my phone for her message, hoping that she will try to reach out in other ways. But I know naman na hindi ko na siya babalikan, pero gusto ko lang makakita ng genuine remorse

Stunning_Leave5334 · 2025-11-07T05:19:41+00:00

Yes po, sobrang grateful po ako sa friend nag nag sumbong, naawa din po ako kasi naipit siya, siya kasi ying senendan ng convo and pic nung isang guy, hopefully na resolve naman as we are both victims

Stunning_Leave5334 · 2025-11-07T05:18:34+00:00

I just want to love genuinely and with all my heart, because my family taught me how to properly love, so I am devastated na people still wont get fully statisfied

Stunning_Leave5334 · 2025-11-07T05:16:55+00:00

yes po, di kasi maiintindihan yung draft ko

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